Okay, well, it's a crosswalk. How many crosswalks? I'm starting to feel like I can't get to the library from any route. I felt as though I was being put through, made to change my way from over there, from that side, to say from over here, and even pushed into the fallout of saying it was even more complicated, analizing the issues of how to break through the problems full of holes, and the end could not be reversed as a result without toughening my sense of purpose and daring a better sublimation... so it would end.