Watashi wa Teki ni Narimasen!

Then, sometimes it was easier for me to get up in the sky.

Not so much while you're moving your body.

The friendly atmosphere from the breakfast table. Seeing Mr. and Mrs. Borderline in full swing, the look on Alan's face like he was stunned, the look on Reggie's face as she laughed at it, made her feel serene everyday, and thanks to it, she forgot 'Things to Think About'.

But when I try to find out about magic, the contents of the book don't come to mind.

It reminds me. About someone who became a sandy, crumbling sorcerer and was there.

I'm afraid to find out if that's what happens to me. So I want to turn my attention to something that makes me feel at peace.

At the same time, I think.

I escaped the fate that I should have come this way, so maybe this castle will turn into a fate that will not be attacked. Even Reggie said he might not die.

On the contrary, after all, this could be a world that has nothing to do with games, right? Imagine what I even want to dream about, gripping myself and despairing.

"I know..."

Words spill when I accidentally speak.

There's no way anything works that way. I knew 'What Happens Ahead' so I could escape. But other people don't even know what's going to happen to them.

The world is supposed to be like hand exploring through darkness where you don't know anything.

I think that's why I know if I don't do something about it. But that's where my heart tries to stop.

I don't want to die, I'm scared.

"Chiara, are you sick?

Reggie asks me, and I return it to you.

"Oh, I'm sorry. I was confused. I'm really sorry I'm letting Reggie say I can't do this and look into it."

"You don't have to apologize. It's just... lately, I've been, like, flirting with things. Ever since I saw the sorcerer die, right?

It stings.

At the same time, I guess I was too easily plugged in, and I didn't like it. At least I looked for words so they wouldn't know the real reason.

"Um... I knew it was a little too irritating for people to become sandy"

I decided that I was just shocked by how the magician was at his end.

If you're a girl my age, it shouldn't be weird to be frightened at that look that I just think is because I signed with the devil.

"Really? You mean you think too much for that...... no way"

Oh, no way, what did you notice?

As he was frightened by Reggie's words, he told him quietly.

"Was anyone similar to someone I knew? That's why I was so shocked."

I felt like exhaling heavily inside.

... I'm glad Reggie stormed up on the diagonal.

But right.

It's not a mistake on one side to have known someone who looked like a deceased magician. Just saying that's me in two years.

Reggie is sharp considering that.

I get sick of returning the vague answer "Maybe..." just to deceive. I thought if I showed my face, I'd find out it was a lie.

But my jaw can be accompanied by fingers.

Oh, hey, Reggie's touching you!? and turned his face toward him in a surprised gap.

Reggie, who had somehow come right to the side, was poking one hand at the desk and capturing my jaw with the other.

I can't take my eyes off Reggie's face, the candlestick lights shaking.

I couldn't even mingle.

What is this! This, some amazing romantic stew! And I'll do it saying-! And this guy seems to be used to it, and I don't think he's ever done it before, and his head gets messed up!

In my last life, I've never experienced such sweet and sour situations. It's an encounter with the unknown.

I have no idea how to move or what to say thanks to you.

Even though I don't know, I can see Reggie's finger feeling tickled and her face taking the heat.

But because of that, Reggie seems to have dispelled my suspicions.

"You don't look so pale anymore, do you?

That's what I say. It takes my hands off my jaw.

To relieve me, Reggie asked me out.

"But you don't seem to be in the lookout, do you want to change your mind? Let's go outside once in a while. Chiara's not walking about Mrs. Borderline, so she's barely out of the castle, is she?

You're right if you ask me.

Evrar, since I came to Uncle Borderline's castle, I was fit to look into magic, and I didn't even go out to the garden unless I was on business at work.

Certainly a little, life out of the light of day doesn't seem physically or mentally good.

He nodded my hand and Reggie left the library.

"Which way, Your Highness?

"I want to go around the castle."

A knight who was waiting for me outside the library hears Reggie's plans and a squire who was nearby runs away.

When I slowly proceeded inside the castle with Reggie and arrived at the stables, the stables number was pulling the horses that seemed Reggie's and the knight's, thanks to a squire who ran to the announcement earlier.

It's been almost two months since I escaped from church school, but I feel you've turned to the side of being treated like an aristocrat for a long time. The noble lady doesn't practice horseback riding, but when she tells her what she wants to do this way, the people she serves will be ready.

"Chiara, can you ride a horse?

Asked and I shook my head sideways.

I was hoping to give it a ride, but the Count didn't even let me get close to the horse.

... Now that I think about it, it was to prevent escape.

Being such a novice horseback rider, I admired the beauty of Reggie's work in putting my foot on the horse and settling on the horse before being held and pulled up on the horse myself.

Surprised by an unexpectedly powerful pull, he calms down by sitting sideways in front of the saddle.

"Wow, expensive"

If I was taller than my back length, I'd look down from scratch, and I'd be half curious, half afraid of heights, and restless.

Then Reggie turned her hand around my waist and grabbed the reins.

"Don't get yourself up too far, Chiara. I don't even know if I'm falling."

Reggie, who grinned dullly, started walking the horse where I had re-stretched my spine.

The brown horse walked me slowly, but still rocked heavily.

It was me who hurriedly grabbed the front side of the saddle with both hands, but still unstable. I'm afraid I'll slip off the saddle if I accidentally do. I just wanted to sit down like Reggie, instead of sitting sideways if I could, and I put my strength into the hand Reggie turned on my hips. Once in a while, I'm very stable and relieved.

"I'm sorry, I'm not dropping it, so I'm fine. Don't worry, I'm grabbing it right."

Reggie told me, laughing again, and I nodded.

Reggie and the knight who rode behind him eventually went out of the castle.

A castle with no bouncing bridges or digs, but beyond it is a meadow that encircles the hills. Reggies continue along the loose slopes stretching there.

By then, I was finally getting to ride, too.

I'm starting to figure out how to flush the shake, and I can afford to look around.

Eventually the road enters the leafy woods.

"The woods here, they're quite tall. When I got here, I felt like I was more busy, but I wasn't."

When I say my thoughts to myself, Reggie responds.

"It was in the carriage. A small window wouldn't have allowed you to enjoy the view, would it?

"Yeah, I think I was having some kind of illusion. Oh, the woods are over."

Beyond it lies the earth, flattened by even more gentle hills, and fields.

Is the only place where you can see the exuberance of the soil that made the acres just sown? Is that cabbage that grows like a round vegetable?

What field is green growing a bit?

Distracted by the left and right fields, I suddenly returned to me that Reggie had taken a breath.

What happened?

Couldn't afford to hear it, Reggie flipped the horse and ran.

"Hang in there!

On a horse running at a rate that seemed to jump, I cling to Reggie with selflessness.

"Hey, what!?

"It's your chaser."

"Huh!?

I wonder what a chaser means. But it's full because it won't be dropped, and I can't even look around.

I was already back in the woods where the horses had finally slowed down as fast as they had sidetracked.

"Oh, chaser? What do you mean?"

"I followed you on your way here, there was a man under Count Patriciere's command. I don't think it's a mistake."

I'm surprised.

Not long after that, though, since I've already encountered it in the thunder-grown meadows.

"No way, I figured you'd be with the Alans, so you've been sticking around here forever?

But I'm not supposed to be as human as I want to get caught and brought back by then. Now that you haven't become a magician, even more so.

Looking back at the end of the road, Reggie talks to the knight after answering me "I don't know".

"The man who came out of that cabin that was ahead of him. Seemed like he was following you?

"No. He didn't look like he was on a horse, so it would have been hard to chase him"

"Then are you okay..."

Reggie breathes all the time.

"Maybe I still looked for you and heard about you at the place I stayed along the way. So maybe he was coming after me even though I was late...... It's been almost a month."

Reggie wouldn't have thought I'd be looking for this long either. It gives me a sinister look.

"I don't think I could see you yet, but let's go back to the castle anyway... I wonder if it was too early to get you out. Now let me look around before I do."

"Well, even if you don't, I'll pull you to the castle..."

"You can't be doing that all the time, can you?

The horse moves on even as he talks.

Then a few men with feathers of a knightly cape mounted from the side of the castle could be seen coming.

I thought they were Reggie's escort knights.

Anyway, he is a prince. The escort is alone, there's no way we're letting him out. I thought a few of them were supposed to come after me.

but it was sweet.

When they saw us, they pulled out their swords.