Watashi wa Teki ni Narimasen!

When I heard Reggie was in Baron Cassia's castle, I didn't know why.

What makes you attack the city of Maynard at the same time? What are the benefits? Above all, is Reggie safe?

I want to rush, but neither Mr. Cain nor Alan can rush me.

"Then I'll go alone. Lend me your horse."

"I can't do that. What would I do if I left you alone?"

That's what I finally realized.

I was made to stay unnecessarily long in the city of Maynard.

I was glad everyone was happy to help, but I thought I'd be home as soon as I buried the body and helped avoid the wreckage of the burning house, but I heard I was going to stay another night and thought it might be too slow.

Besides, even though I thought that if I left in the morning, I would arrive at Cronfard at dusk, Alan would tell me about it at noon, etc.

And he didn't tell me until Mr. Gilsch asked where he was going.

"Was the sorcerer in the way?

Is there something inconvenient about Reggie's operation when I'm around?

Alan asks, reluctant to answer.

Then Mr. Cain, who was putting me on a horse, said.

"I told you at Cronfard, 'Until this battle is over, I'll let you go wherever you want'."

I did get told. I also know that that meant that all this time I would let you do what I wanted, but there would be no next.

"I'd like you to follow this policy in the future."

"But you won't stay away from the battlefield."

"I know that it would not be a good idea to keep the sorcerer off the battlefield in case. But if I took Chiara nearby, I would definitely do something unexpected, so I told Her Royal Highness Reginald to do the whole thing."

Reggie and Cain decided to keep me away from the battlefield this time.

"Now you know. You are also the only magician, as precious as His Royal Highness the Prince. But it's not like you can't win a war without you. Your Highness should prove that. So... I want you to know that you don't have to protect us until you've hurt yourself too much."

To Mr. Cain's words, I blushed my lips.

I know what you two want to do, but there's nothing I can do. Magic doesn't allow us to fly all the way to Baron Cassia Castle at once, and we can only do enough to hasten Mr. Cain.

Still, Maynard is still closer to Cassia than Cronfard.

So I hoped Reggie's behavior was delayed and he hadn't attacked Cassia yet.

Mr. Cain and the others say I took this way because I was worried and they wouldn't follow me very well. Show them that I don't have to be desperate to follow their word so that I can be in a protected place as much as possible.

But just the same, I was worried about everyone.

Sometimes, when something happens, swords and bows aren't the only things you can handle.

At a time when you can't use it like a game where you can raise the LV and automatically master strong magic, but not manipulated by normal people, magic has a strong effect on your enemies. Sorcerers can be difficult to deal with, even if they're scumbags.

So even if I'm just standing outside the walls, I'll be able to help enough. How could Reggie and I not use me to protect ourselves?

Reggie, in particular, was dying in the same situation once she thought she was okay. Even though it doesn't necessarily mean the same thing won't happen again and again until he dies.

During the camp, I couldn't sleep in a tight hurry.

Even if I know that if I only put up with this one night, I will manage to reach Baron Cassia's castle after noon tomorrow. It was hard to contain myself from wanting to go through the night.

Maybe that made it hard to sleep. Jina, who was staying with me because she was a woman in a dirt hut she had built herself, woke me up on the way.

"You know, I'm surprised you didn't think a magician was such a young girl."

Jina sits beside me in a sports seat, wrapped around the blanket she was wearing.

Fluffy fragrances smell like feminine pale flowers. At that moment I felt a little relaxed.

The army is full of men if you think about it...... I got used to the smell of battlefield blood before I knew anything about it, but I felt too far away from these soft smells.

I'm also glad my beautiful sister is getting along.

That's why I spilled it all over me.

"It seems unreliable to be a magician or something like this..."

Will that be why Reggie and the others will try to protect me?

When I said it as I was about to get depressed, Mr. Jina panicked.

"What!? That's not true! Wouldn't it rather be more of a magician's mystery? You see, I'm a mercenary, even though I'm a woman, and my sword arms aren't so amazing, but Leela and the others miss me, so I'm just getting scared from around me!

"But Jina is an adult woman, and she looks solid and solid"

Is that why you and your buddy Mr Gilsch are discussing reciprocity, too? With that in mind, unlike the other two, Lunar, who was sitting beside me, lays his jaw on the back of my leg to sleep.

It's a little hot, but it makes me happy and loose my heart to miss an unspeakable creature.

"Ya hey. Even I always get whispered like my mother. If Jina does, wake up early. Okay, or something. And look, if we're gonna act together, we'd better have a pretty girl."

Right? And to Gina, who comforts me, I stop arguing because I think it's bad.

"Are many mercenaries and women?

"I'll be there. See, when it comes to battle, there's no woman or man. There are people who vandalize the fields, lose their husbands, and serve to feed their families."

Sure, if there is a war, it's not about fighting and ending.

If there is a village or a town, beside it is a field. Even if there is a crop that has begun to grow, it can be trampled and vandalized on the battlefield because it is an easy place to raid or because it is suitable for interception.

In the meantime, we can't just count on the power of men. They say women who lose their husbands and fathers and are confident in their arms will remain mixed with mercenaries.

"I just don't have an absolute number. Not many people have the same arm or strength as men. After that, you have to fight someone as special as me, someone as skilled as a bow or something."

"Did Jina become a mercenary because she had the Lunars?

Honestly, I think it might be a mistake for someone as beautiful as this to be a mercenary.

If it's a cartoon or a game, I think it's because it's beautiful. It startles me when it actually exists.

But I should have noticed when I thought about it. He said there was a good reason for it.

But I guess it wasn't until I saw Jina smile hard to say.

"Ah... I hope it seems hard to say something, because I can't..."

"Yeah. It's not even that desperate to hide it. I am truly a noble son of Salehard. I'm a housekeeper, so I let you go free there... because of my marriage, I have a problem. I missed my wedding date, so I'm done."

Both Salehardo and Falgia say that a woman's marriage is between the ages of sixteen and twenty for an adult. Jina was single until she was 23 years old.

All I can say is that I was unlucky to marry.

"I don't want to bother the main house, so I thought I'd let you in at the Girsches, where I had an AC from the beginning, and live alone.... my selfishness."

Gina, who talked to me, looks at me still.

"Chiara... how could you be a magician? I heard your master was dying and it took the form of that doll. You've been training as a master's apprentice since you were little?

Gina and the others didn't know how to become magicians. He explains that he only locked his soul in because he really wanted to survive when he was dying.

I got a little lost and then said why.

"Thought my friend might die. So I became a magician."

Because I wanted to help Reggie and Uncle Borderline.

All I could think about back then was someone really close to me. When I became a magician, I finally didn't know I had to kill thousands of people for it.

Because I realized that and I said it was hard to kill. I guess Reggie and I did this to make it seem like we didn't have to go forward and fight because we cried pitifully every time.

Jinnah tells me that I was about to get carried away by things.

"That's why. Everyone cares about Chiara. You're loved..."

"Loved...?

"Aren't you? I don't want to hurt you. I don't want to make you sad. I thought you wanted to make sure Chiara didn't have to be on the battlefield because you wanted to try not to be like that."

I don't want to hurt you. I don't want to make you sad.

I know how that feels. Because I feel the same way about Reggie and the others.

But is it true that love ends with taking unilateral things?

Whether I want to help or they think I'm grateful, they don't like sheltering themselves. You won't let me protect you.

Because I don't nod, I guess you guessed you were grinding inside. Jina laughed small.

"But I wonder if there are many people around Chiara who want to move and protect it the way they want. Is that why Chiara is so hard to accept even for herself?

"I don't know, I, I wanted to protect it. Mr. Gina, protect Lunar, but Lunar will protect you, won't he? That's what I wanted to be."

Listening to me, Mr. Gina blinked.

"You want trust?

"... maybe they don't all believe me,"

I know about ability and I understand it helps, but it feels like that, like they say they don't want to admit it.

"Oh well. You're asking for something different.... Me too, you remember that. If you don't want to lose it because you're someone else, you want to protect it and hide it. Because this is the woman. The more power I had to fight, the more I felt my pride hurt, too. Maybe it was too important over there to know what to do."

He's taking care of me. I do think Mr. Jina is right in her words.

The way I take care of it, I just don't like it...

I don't know what you're thinking when you're protecting me. But after all, I don't feel like I'm being jerked off.

So at least I wanted to see it nearby. I want to be at a distance where I can get my hands on anything.

That's what I thought, and the next day I ended up hurrying Mr. Cain and the others.

The Castle and Castle Town of Baron Cassia that arrived was still surrounded by hustle and bustle, whether it had just been attacked today.

But there never seemed to be any winning or losing.

According to what now revealed to me, even if the day slipped away, it was decided that Reggie would add the offense after noon.

It was almost two hours after that that that I followed.

The walls surrounding the town had already opened two gates. On the contrary, it was the soldiers of the Evrard army guarding by the gate.

As I entered the inside of the wall, I grabbed my lips at what was still like a town with a thick remnant of the battle.

I know there's nothing I can do alone in a city fight. You can't crush a house at once because if you stick it in a dirt shaped (golem), it will destroy it.

So there was no choice but to have a soldier on the side of the road with a breastplate made of ruein red iron, or a body rolling all over the place desperate with spears and arrows pierced.

From time to time there, the bodies of the town's inhabitants are also mixed up.

With all my heart I want to bear the Luein soldiers out, I guess I got my weapon myself in response to the Evrard army.

My heart swayed a little by the sight.

But don't wander around like this. Otherwise, because whoever's beside me won't let me fight.

I don't feel anything. Now is not the time to mourn everyone. And if you cry, they'll think you're weak.

When I tell myself that, the bitterness gradually turns away.

Moving on, I was able to meet Edam and the others in the main unit in front of Cassia Castle.

But there was no sign of Reggie.

"Where is His Highness Reginald?

When asked, Mr. Edam gave me a troubled look.

"Your Highness used his way out to break into the castle first."