Watashi wa Teki ni Narimasen!

"A mercenary who says you were hired in Maynard?

Gina answered Reggie's question honestly because she knew she was a prince if she had silver hair.

Mr. Jina let go of me, who remained in her embrace, and showed her gratitude on her knees on the spot.

"Lady Alan Evrard hired me, my name is Gina, and I'm a mercenary. These ice foxes are my partners."

"Yes, I'll take a look at her instead, will you take your seat off?

I suppose you thought Gina, who is employed, should not argue with the language of making light payments.

"Yes, sir."

That said, I get up looking a little anxious about me.

So Reggie approached me and gently removed the master who was just caught in the string and gave it to Mr. Gina.

"Oh, keep this, too. Leave it with Wentworth."

Gina, who was pressed into her spouse, was puzzled, but I guess she decided there was no problem because her master laughed with pleasure: 'Hi-hick young is fine'.

He held his master and took the Lunars out of the room.

Reggie sits next to me so she can be replaced by Mr. Gina.

I breathe so much, I guess he's tired too. I should have kept moving almost all morning to infiltrate the Baron's Castle.

Good day, I thought I should say about it. But before that, Reggie snaps.

"... I was going to finish it before you came"

That's how Reggie, sitting next to me to the right, uncommonly and messily stroked my head and immediately let go of her hand.

"I also told Wentworth and Alan to buy as much time as possible...... But it's a little tricky here, too. It's my fault they caught up with me."

He makes a little peek into my face.

"Are you mad at me for not telling you?

".................. but Reggie will decide. I just obey. Because I know Reggie's someone who doesn't want to say it all anyway."

I was really angry. But I couldn't blame Reggie because I couldn't do it well. But I can't stop it from being a obstinate way of saying it.

Reggie sighed.

"Right. I don't like to say everything I think to people. And I don't like being stopped, so sometimes I don't want to hear your favor. But that's Chiara, isn't it?

I pull my lips and tie them when I'm told. I have to nod.

I was the one who decided to take part in the war so as to shake off Reggie, who tried to stop me the first time.

But I don't want to say it. Because if I'm convinced, I know I can't make my wish come true.

"Don't be obstinate, Chiara"

That's what he says and wraps his cheeks around with his hands.

Warm.

Because it's just a little bit touchy, or from the cheek, from the jaw where the fingers touch, from under the ear, just a little ticklish sensation.

Then my heart filled with remorse and other unfamiliar emotions is overflowing and I'm about to cry.

"I brought you here because you decided to fight. But I don't want to break you. So I don't want you fighting unnecessarily."

Reggie unwittingly closes her face and whispers in my ear, wanting you to understand.

My neck muscles are going to bother me and my mind is going to shake even more.

Looks like you're standing on a cliff and you're about to be pushed on the back of it. I'm scared and I'm about to scream.

"It's my decision, don't exaggerate about breaking..."

"But as I endure, you change. I guess most of the things that shape you right now are just what you got before you were born like this? The feeling of being nice to someone, trying to move forward positively, and thus defying me, just kept being abused from an early age, shouldn't have occurred to me"

It is also because of the memory of previous life that I cannot argue with, in the end.

Even now, my parents think they're two of them from a previous life. Based on what I was taught there, it was like I had nurtured my own self now.

The father of this world never had any kind of education. So much so that after Count Patriciere picked me up, I was surprised how my tutor knew so much about it.

... although I was biased in my knowledge or missing something I knew and wasn't strange. Somewhat saved the neighborhood in the same world as it was in previous lives.

So even the outrage of ethics belongs to a previous life when I tried to immerse myself in happiness again and again at an early age.

That's why I'm afraid to kill people. Afraid to fight.

I can't watch a very decent battlefield unless I think what happened to the game is just looking real.

If it were just this world ethic, I would have broken it off that I had no choice but to sacrifice someone if I were to live. Even more so if it were common standards, because you would feel that it is not all the time when there is a loose end to taking care and shelter about others.

And I've certainly thought about 'If it were Chiara in the game' a few times. He would have been sold to the Count without any means of gaining knowledge without the memory of his previous life, frightened that he could not live if he defied the person in the position of guardian because of abuse, and that he would not even have been able to escape.

"I don't want you to kill anyone, either. I just don't want to stop what you've decided. I didn't want to deprive you of your freedom. So at least I don't think you're doing too much that doesn't fit your original feelings. If you can't stop yourself from going out on the battlefield, I don't want to at least show you the misery you feel too close to me so you can keep your eyes open. I wanted you to know that I could still not be in the kind of danger Chiara would worry about."

That's how Reggie hides my eyes by shifting the hand that was touching my cheek.

Can you see or not see the thin blur and Reggie's palm even when you open your eyes?

"Reggie?"

"I really want to keep my blindfold all the time, but that's not how it works. Even if you don't understand, I won't stop. 'Cause I'm being a little mean, too."

While blindfolded, Reggie keeps whispering in her ear.

This is a teaser, I think.

Because Reggie will continue to act on her own without informing me, like when she is blindfolded. No matter how angry I am, I'm telling you I won't stop.

"That doesn't mean I'm gonna change..."

I was suddenly stuck in the nose. I protested and tried to wave, and Reggie responded firmly.

"Let's go this way."

"Mmm!?

They picked my lips off!

I'm not hurting you. If you move it big, Reggie's fingertips will leave, but I'm too surprised to blink my eyes.

My hand, which I raised to pay Reggie's finger, also stopped unconsciously.

"Damn, I'm surprised. Chiara's eyelashes move and tickle."

Reggie lets go with a laugh.

I then also saw Reggie's grinning face, away from the hand I had blindfolded.

... I don't know. It was so annoying.

I know the cause. Because Reggie distracted the conversation and ended it. It's so frustrating because you show that you're not going to find out no matter how many times you tell me. Yet I want to rebel because I'm good at nagging and I feel like I'm being rolled with my palms.

That's why I accidentally told Reggie.

"Reggie's stupid!

"Why are you stupid? Because I don't listen to your favors?

Reggie listens back without looking angry.

"It's obvious. 'Cause you followed me to fight, and you attacked Cassia so fast to keep me out of it."

"I'm not hiding everything from you. That's why Maynard would have let you go, too, right? Even there, the citizens must have been sacrificed. There is no difference in misery. Wentworth cautioned me, though. But when I came to this castle, I didn't like it, but you were supposed to see Miss Flora's end. I thought it would be dangerous."

And Reggie goes on.

"It is conceivable that if we had always fought a battle with the last wall called you, when something happened to you, the soldiers would be weakened and crushed. Certainly some will be helped by you fighting. [M] But if I don't let you get used to a situation where you can't use it, the sweetness will eventually return to many soldiers in the form of death. So you can't just admit that every soldier depends on you to make you sweeten up to a situation you could lose without."

As a prince, I guess I spoke as a leader. Reggie was constantly erasing her expression.

I hold my mouth. Because I can't tell you that there are no such unforeseen circumstances as being able to stay unharmed or having a hard march and feeling sick.

"This time it was also a necessary measure to do so. It's not just for you...... okay, Chiara"

That said, Reggie hugged me once and left the room.

I'm left to bite my back teeth off.

... So what do I do for Reggie? How can you let me protect you?

Even if I wanted to say it, I trembled and couldn't move, and I lost before the honest argument, I had nothing left to say that I could speak.