Watashi wa Teki ni Narimasen!

I'm weak, so I can't count on you.

I realized that if everyone was trying to keep me away, if they could make me recognize the power, even Reggie and I would be counting on me.

That thought was prompted by what Isaac told me.

- Why don't you just beat it by the time you're completely skinless?

I don't want to make you dependent. I want it to count properly as a force of war. Then you wouldn't even take me, like you did in Cassia, I didn't think it was going to happen.

The Luein soldiers were causing such confusion.

Those who resist, even though it is a situation they cannot escape, become the object of an open bow, and fall down as the bait of a sword. Whoever gives up no more, let go of his sword early and surrender.

Still, the rear Luain soldiers don't stop fighting. I wish you would withdraw quickly.

I had no choice but to move my earthly form (the Golem).

"... can we?

My master was a magician, so I guess he can see how burdensome it would be to use all that extensive technique in my proficiency.

I nodded to the question.

"Still okay"

By the time I have no skin, it makes no sense if I don't do it. With that intention I let the earthlings walk in order to crush the Luein soldiers.

That's just Ruein. The soldier also flees, afraid that he will be stabbed to the stop.

Reggie was turning to the soldier with his back, letting him pursue only a short distance.... maybe that's it for now.

I think we have achieved results.

Now even if we serve and try to protect Reggie and the others, Master Edam and the others will hold us back. If you want to keep an eye on me, the less soldiers you have, the better.

Alan also said he wanted to end the fight quickly. If we can contain the loss of soldiers, we can quickly defeat the Luein army, which will occupy the King's capital first.

More importantly, it will keep me out of the operation.

You don't have to worry about someone at Reggie's being put in a distant spot and being shot with an arrow again. I can stay where I can protect you.

Relaxed, I restore the soil of the place I was consolidating to its original softness.

Next, the earthlings (golems) were moved in a slight hurry. Closer to where we built it, it's like a windproof forest and where the shrubs grow.

It slowly creases the earthly shape (golem) in front of it... otherwise it was going to roll off as it was.

I manage to sit in the shade of a tree, but even it gets hard, rolling on my back.

I've been out of breath for a long time, and I think I'm going to get into it. Has it been like this since Fort Cronfard, even though Maynard used a lot of technique?

"Neither did Kronferd..."

I don't know, it's painful.

Ha, ha, that's such a breathlessness, like you're breathing but you're not taking in oxygen.

Then the master said as if he was frightened.

"I don't have a choice. It would be more than ten times different to move something that contains your magic with blood and something that is similar to the magic of others... I have never bothered to imitate that in my active life."

Seems like a difference between using blood and not using it after all. Pretty spicy. You should think about using sneaky blood this time.

But I wanted to show you that if possible, you don't have to use that to use a big enough technique. If they pretend to be okay on top of that, the Reggies will no doubt have to convince them.

"Hey, Master. Don't tell anyone..."

Hard. But I don't want to tell anyone. I don't want anyone to know.

If they find out, this time I won't be allowed to do anything.

Master Horace shut up for a while to reluctantly answer and said he was small and pompous.

"Because you want to. The only way to use your life is to look for something you're comfortable with. If I were to stop you from using all this magic in the first place... well, I'd have to use a hell of a way. Ihihihi. Well, I don't want to see my apprentice sink into the mud."

"Thanks, dude..."

I'm sure my master would say that.

Only those who touch witchcraft can be caught about witchcraft in the form of the use of life. Because he wants to live no matter what, and he is the master who used the last of his remaining life with me to become a magician. That you wouldn't stop me from deciding how to use my life.

I nodded in the shadow of the prosperity with nearby flowers blooming, looking for a place to hide from everyone's eyes.

Bear in mind that the magic that moves around your body will subside.

But I don't know if that will work. The rebellion in my body, which is hard to heal, is scary, reminding me of how the sorcerer's crunch is turning into sand.

Will I be dead already?

Without anyone knowing here? I can't even say the last word and disappear because I'm lonely.

With tears in his eyes, he reached out in a hurry, feeling fluttering into his arms with mild footsteps.

Blue and white fur. Green ribbon. It's Leela.

I sniff around my cheeks and then stick my hissing body together and lay low.

The next moment I thought the cold felt good, I felt the heat draw from inside me.

Physically, it wasn't chilled. The heat that began to be created with great magic became easier to observe at the same time as a little magic was sucked away.

Yes, Leela and the others like the magic of magicians.

Thanks to this, the magic in my body gradually healed and went.

I hug Leela, who helped me. Leela stood still without running away.

Rest assured, I closed my eyes softly. That's all the eyelid movement caused me to cry in my eyes. Still, I wish I could wipe it down and put it down while someone's here. My unconsciousness made me unconscious only for a little while.

And Zari opened his eyes with the sound of footsteps ringing.

turned around all the time. It was Mr. Cain there.

"Mr. Cain......"

I thought I was gone. Obviously, if you're seen exhausted, you can't even strengthen it. If it had been at least a little while, I would have escaped saying that Mr. Cain had seen it wrong.

But looking for excuses, I find myself uncomfortable.

Why not? I felt like Mr. Cain seemed more bitter than usual, and then he had a happy look somewhere. But maybe it's my fault.

"Don't tell Reggie. I'm just tired."

That's what I said, I wanted to wake up and show you it was okay, but you're still sloppy and flunky like someone who got anaemic. Still got up with my guts.

I don't want to be left behind by surprises, like I did in Cassia.

To me like that, Mr. Cain turned into a grinning face.

"Really, he's a stubborn man"

On his knees on the spot, Mr. Cain reaches out. Its fingertips slipped to wipe the tear marks left on its cheeks.

"It's my loss...... So at least, rely on me."

Hands touching my cheeks wrap my cheeks around again after stroking my neck muscles and letting my shoulders jump slightly.

Grab the sword, your hands filled with the smell of blood and iron rust are warm.

"It's harder to be told that you don't need one of my hands or anything like this. If you can't let me get my hands on you just watching, you better be an accomplice and be beside me. No, rather fight for me, too. If it's to defeat Ruein..."

Mr. Cain wakes me up in the dark like a sigh of relief.

The motion had the heat to throw away the usual pre-construction somewhere that I needed to touch and surround myself in my arms.

"If it goes against His Highness's will, I respect your will"

Listen, I felt like I was being showered with cold water.

I just thought I couldn't get used to everything, and I wanted to do it in there for one thing, because I put myself through to act without asking Reggie's opinion. What a choice I've made to this man.

Don't go against my will. Being beside him meant that to him.

I shuddered unexpectedly at the words that were all about changing the Lord.

"Oh no..."

To frightened me, I guess Mr. Cain also figured out how he heard his words. Smile to reassure you.

"It's okay. I just want to help you if you want to fight.... Whatever happens, I don't understand your desire to kill even your enemies. So much so that I really hate Ruein. I was reminded of the Luein soldiers you made me kill."

Um, rather than fighting, Mr. Cain reminds me of his resentment at the appearance of a battle that ravages him unilaterally.

... because he lost his family. I guess he fights Ruein because it also means avenging him.

Besides, all this time, you kept quiet watching me do the burial, but I still felt like I didn't like it.

If Salehardo was the opponent's war, I guess Mr. Cain didn't think so either. Just as a role, you must have fought the enemy.

"I've always thought you were pathetic and I've been trying to keep you away... but that's what I thought if you don't change your policy of fighting, you just have to turn to those who support it."

That's how he holds one of my hands and mouths it at his fingertips.

"It should be more convenient for you. Your Highness also tells me not to stop what you have decided. In the unlikely event that you are not even His Highness's enemy, there is no problem. So… could you please fulfill my wishes"

Not to be the enemy of Reggie. That doesn't make Alan and his enemies either. I don't want to make a choice, such as being on Ruein's side by mistake.

Then... I thought it was okay.

It's easier to protect Mr. Cain than anything else.

"... please, Mr. Cain"

I accepted his offer.