Watashi wa Teki ni Narimasen!

If I could go back again, two.

Mr. Cain was treated by sitting on a fallen tree a little away from people because his arm was the only one.

Even if I didn't get the talk, I relieved myself that it was where people's eyes were, so I rolled Mr. Cain's left sleeve and made allowance.

Wrapping a bandage around me, Mr. Cain, who had remained silent until then, finally opens his mouth.

"Girsch told me."

My hand stops unexpectedly.

"Mr. Chiara's mind must still be stopped as a child. You try to get them used to it like normal people, but they leave you and you get lost, so wait and do it."

"Ko, child..."

If I were a high school girl with flowers in my previous life, I'd be old enough to say I had to talk about love.

I'm a little shocked that Mr. Gilsch thought you were just like a little kid.

But I'm convinced.

Instead of floating in love, I hid behind a frightened, dependable adult. That's why Mr. Gilsch, an adult, is in such a condition to talk to Mr. Cain.

At the point where I was sweet to it, I chose to be a child.

With a nod inside, I tied the end of the bandage.

"Don't you like being told you're a child?

I don't feel like it.

I was a child... shocked by the fact, but not unpleasant. Besides, Cain found out that he was unfamiliar with grown-up things, which made him feel a little out of his shoulder strength.

"No. Because I'm a child. I don't know what to do. But when I told Cain directly from the front that I should tell him what I was confused about, Girsch told me that I would be rounded up by Cain."

To be honest, Mr. Cain laughs at me.

"Girsch seems to know you well... but if you're a child, this is okay"

That being said, Mr. Cain lifted his right hand, which did not create abrasions, fluttering and stroking my head.

Make it a child.

But at first, I accidentally got strength in my shoulder. But the movement of that hand repeated several times, getting used to it little by little, I exhale small.

It's okay. Mr. Cain seemed to soak up his understanding in me every second if he didn't take any sudden action anymore.

"Let's see how this goes for a while. I don't want to get away with it, either. Because Mr. Chiara is a person who runs out of sorts if she decides to. If you think you've decided to run away because you're in trouble, in no time, you're going to hide yourself somewhere this one can't chase you. Because that's troublesome."

I laugh when I say that and tickle.

I feel a little stubborn when people say things like fast running animals.

Still, you can't even point your mouth at it, possibly because your hands that stroke your head are comfortable and your heart melts from the side you try to consolidate.

"I don't like you either, or I have trouble fighting after your confusion. I still feel like my brother's replacement."

Instead of my brother, my heart waves hard at the word.

I wonder what it is. It's like homesick, that's the feeling.

"Until one day you're willing to ask for more than your brother."

That's what I say, just a little stroke over my ear with my fingertips.

Screaming, I carved it into my heart.

I'm just patient now. That's what Mr. Cain thinks you're trying to say.

But it's still too confusing for me to accept.

Because I can't keep up with my heart, I still want him to stay my brother for a while, I wish.

Nonetheless, I think I could have corrected my differences with Mr. Cain.

I'd like to thank you for looking for Mr. Gilsch or Mr. Gina, but I still had something to do before that.

I have to apologize to a soldier who failed and was swept away by the earthly form (the Golem).

After wandering around and asking, I quickly found out where the person in question was.

Somehow Reggie called the soldier, he said, is in his tent with Reggie.

Visiting, Mr. Growl just let me through saying he was waiting.

Soldiers my father's age were almost intact. And he sat alone in front of the prince, looking very uncomfortable, so much so that he loosened his cheek once he saw my face.

Yeah...... I would normally be surprised if suddenly a prince of one country summoned me to talk to you alone.

Because of that state of affairs, the soldier had complained with his eyes that he wanted to get out of the tent as soon as possible.

"Um, are you hurt..."

"Nothing, it's okay!

"That was good..."

"That's all you have to do, isn't it!?

I got out of this cage and I broke my eyes like a howling dog.

"Yes, that's all. I'm really sorry about this one. You'll be fine now that you're back."

"Never mind. Bye!"

The soldier cuts up the story well and leaves the tent without hesitation.

Reggie, watching it, laughed dullly. You were bringing yourself here to baffle me, but laughing. What a terrible person.

Still, how could you have brought a soldier to your own tent?

"Why?"

That's all I asked, and Reggie seemed to know what I was trying to say.

"I'm sure you care."

"Were you waiting for me to let you see me?

"If we go back to the original group, it'll be hard to find it, won't it? And even though it's a small group of women, I want girls to avoid walking around."

Reggie, who nodded at my inquiry, told me why he was pulling the soldier away. labor and for my own safety, I laugh bitterly.

"It's okay. In the meantime, I just used magic to try and crush a lot of people. I don't think people like that want to come near you on purpose, do they?

For once, just in case, and although I am careful when bathing or something. No one could have bothered to get close at the moment.

So I said no problem, and Reggie glances at me.

"... isn't it hard?

The moment I'm told, my chest hurts.

Maybe that's what I heard because Reggie knows there's no one to feel good about because she's scared like that.

It's really hard. But I don't like to show weakness. Because I was the one who wanted to be horrified by it.

"It's okay."

That's why I smiled and said that, but Reggie wasn't convinced by that.

"Is that true? If you're not lying, look me straight in the eye."

Standing up Reggie approaches me. That way, I try to peek into my face, which is shorter than I am.

I look back at him from the front and wonder if I can get him suspicious like that.

Reggie's beautiful blue eyes.

There was a little teasing light there, but as I stared, its light went out on the lid and the depth increased on the blue color.

"Chiara."

His fingertips, which were stretched out before I realized it, snap my transverse hair.

The moment I hear it at my fingertips, I rub it behind my ear. My neck trembled.

The sensation fades in my hand as I stroke my hair again, though I wander into a sweet sensation somewhere.

"I'm not going to tie you up and stop you. It's just that if you keep it up, you'll get hurt more. So at least say so when it gets painful"

Reggie's tenderness made me feel like I had my heart tickled.

But I can't promise. Because I'm sure, like that time, I'll break it.

If I promise, this time Reggie will try to lock me in a safe place.

I knew you shouldn't have been involved in the war. 'Cause you said me, and I don't like being shot by arrows while you're being kept away from everything.

It's not a game, so I can't go back to where I saved it before.

If that's the case, there's no guarantee that even the hero Alan will be safe. When I defended Alan, I promised Lady Beatrice and the others.

That's why I don't teach.

We already have a collaborator. He's pleased with me for wanting to fight.

Even if I say I don't want to fight, Mr. Cain will keep pushing my back, but I just want it.

I felt anxious to be by my side, but the problem was solved.

So I drank a lot of words and I smiled at Reggie.

"It's okay, because I'm no longer feeling that painful"

Still, lying hurt just a little bit in the back of my chest.