Watashi wa Teki ni Narimasen!

Differences in what you want

In this interaction, I perceived some things.

Being a magician, and Ada's obsession with it, she wondered if she could be a magician like me and get Reggie to use it heavily.

Then what Mr. Aida is gripping now would be the sand of the stone of the covenant.

I don't know where I got it... but I felt so overwhelmed that I liked Reggie.

Reggie sighed small.

"My current condition is the limit. I also see you as you wish. [M] But you haven't brought us any information in your favor. To be honest, I doubt you have any more information than the other day."

"SO... SON"

"I'm sure you have the information you got on Trisfeed, but then it'll be time, won't it? I don't know if it would be advantageous to know because the situation in Luain would also be changing"

Reggie smiled gently at Aida's information after she said it might not be worth it.

"But the other day, I'm sure it prevented the soldiers from wearing out. I think that's enough, and I promise you that you can definitely act with us until your hometown. So you don't have to."

"And if you become a magician..."

Aida regrets it, but it makes her look sad and irresistible.

Oh, I thought.

She knows Reggie's kindness. At the same time, you will feel that Reggie is trying to push him away because he can't give special treatment to Aida for no reason.

But it's not what Aida wants.

She wants to monopolize Reggie Individual. As long as he turns his love to me, I guess it doesn't make any sense that he was guaranteed his own self.

So you try to chase him too desperately.

If you just want him as a prince, you'll use the information you have successfully. After trying not to be hated and selling favors to Reggie and getting someone into the aristocracy and putting their position in place, there would have been some way to be the best person to marry even politically, including favors during the war.

But she might hate me, but I feel like a wasted child.

Because Ada just wants Reggie's love.

To her appearance, I get chest pains.

Because I thought it was the same.

I want you to be someone who understands each other like a family and reaches out to each other in no way in return. So even if they hugged me, I was just relieved. Because I can reconfirm that you won't let me go.

But Reggie is someone else.

And yet, you can't want this with Reggie like a child. I finally figured that out, so I was going to make it right....... so lonely.

Even though I pretended not to notice the pain, I couldn't help but notice from Mr. Aida...

…………

Mr. Aida opens the stopper of the bottle.

Mr. Felix reaches out to Aida, who pulled out a cork-like stopper, saying, "Don't hurry," but Reggie silently put her hand on the sword to see how it went.

My spine peeled.

I thought I'd be abandoned that way too - because I'm someone else.

I thought Mr. Felix would make it. But I'm sure he'll also use hard words for Mr. Aida.

I can't wait, I get my hands on the stone floor.

A completely used sorcery passes on to the pillar of stone behind Mr. Aida. The sides of the pillar stretch like the tentacles of a creature, bouncing the bottle she tilted to her mouth.

Run at the same time.

Trying to push Reggie's knight in front of me, I hugged Mr. Aida. Although I didn't try to wrap it up because Aida is a little taller than I am.

"Nah..."

A grumpy Aida blinked her eyes. But he didn't shake my arm.

"Don't bully yourself so much. You must have been patient. If it's painful, let's take a break, Mr. Aida."

Aida, who looked up, had her eyes turned to me like a twilight child.

I guess I'm just shocked and blurred right now.

Keeping Reggie in contact with him like this may make him sad and give up, remembering that he was pushed away again. That's why I decided to move.

"Let's drink something warm."

I made sure to hold her and walk out without asking for Ms. Aida's answer because giving her a choice when she was confused was going to cause her to panic even more.

With a blurry look, Aida moves her legs honestly.

The knights of Reggie, who stood before us like that, pave the way and drop us off without saying anything.

Reggie looked blinded to Mr. Cain after seeing this one as if he was okay.

Only Mr. Cain follows me and asks for tea from a servant who works at the Baron Castle he went to on his way.

He led me further into the right room.

"Thank you, Mr. Cain."

"... I'm outside the door."

"I'm sorry, but please do so"

Mr. Cain distracted me and stepped out of the room. But you're worried, you seem to be right at the door. Thanks for everything.

I sit in the long chair in the room with Aida in my arms. Slightly simpler chairs in wood were a little stiff because they also had no cushions.

Even in the meantime, Aida remained as blurred as she had stopped thinking.

Though I followed you, I didn't even have a plan for you. I just impulsively took him out, so I bothered my head about what to do next.

I kept Mr. Aida in my arms for now. If it was my usual girlfriend, I'd be upset and shaking it off, but would it be okay?

"Uh, don't you hate it?

…………

I haven't heard back.

This was difficult to judge. I don't like it, but you don't want to reply, I don't hate it, but you don't have the energy to respond, and you haven't heard the question in the first place.

I thought I should ask you one more time, but before that, Mr. Aida snapped pompously.

"You don't even have to do that..."

I was thinking, like a puffy spill out of my mouth, that was the word.

"That's what I said, I thought you'd stop me..."

I nodded to the words shaking my tail, knowing that Aida wanted me to hear them.

"As much as you stop me, he said you might think of me. Even if it isn't, expect me to pretend I want information even if I say it cold."

Ms. Aida drew her lips and tied them.

Reggie doesn't stop me with words. But I won't force it to stop.

I let myself be free because of it. Even if I was worried about the spiciness that you don't understand, I could pierce what I wanted to do.

Meanwhile, Mr. Aida tried to make me try to hurt myself and measure my affection with whether or not to stop it.

If he were a normal man, he would have been relieved at some point if he complained that he desperately liked the beautiful Aida. That's how she could have stopped me earlier, with an attitude close to what she wanted.

But Reggie was the one you shouldn't have expected that from.

He knows that even his blood-connected family can't expect feelings. For that matter alone, I guess he has a hard time moving his mind even if he is sued by emotion.

If you wanted to get over it, you had to take the time to build trust, like Alan and Mr. Cain and others.

However, there are circumstances in which Mr. Aida cannot do so.

If we get Trisfeed back, she'll be left behind.

Reggie should want to settle for it by the time it's a full winter, too. So the Trisfeed offense will rush.

Because Ada knew that, too, maybe she wished she could be a magician, like me, who's a woman but can serve until the end.

"His Royal Highness Reginald won't be forced to do anything about anyone. Even when I tried to be a magician, I was pissed off later, but I couldn't stop. Perhaps because His Highness himself was in a very difficult position. I think he decided in the wrong direction."

"... about nobody, won't you stop?

A nod to Aida's inquiry gave her a slightly sad look. I felt more grief conveyed when Aida, who looked mighty, clouded her expression.

so that the roses of the great wheel appear more dramatic in an instant than the flowers of the field shrivel.

"I don't know why."

It was somewhat of a rebellious word that came out, but so I felt that I was willing to fold in my mind that Mr. Aida had been thrust away earlier.

Thanks to you, it made me feel a little easier. Like earlier, you won't do anything abrupt.

Just right, that's when the servant brought me some tea.

I decide to take my arms off Mr. Aida and have a cup of tea next to each other.

Although I didn't talk about it in particular, Aida also settled down a lot and put her mouth on the tea very hard.

That's how Mr. Emeline came to us.

"Oh, you were here. I'd love for you both to join me."