Watashi wa Teki ni Narimasen!

opened his eyes all the way, he saw a small pond in a sparse wooden and remote area.

"Ah... in the woods, is it?

I felt like I was in some kind of building... Is that a dream?

But if you explore your memory, you did come from a forest stretching west of the Falgia Royal Palace. Because it is within the walls that surround the royal palace, a place where neither animals nor people can come in and out unless they are human beings who can enter and leave the royal palace.

I guess I really fell asleep while I was hanging out there.

I had a dream that was rare and had happy worries.

I can't remember clearly, but I had laughs with various people in places that weren't here.

Even though in reality I have no one to talk to like that.

The only time I had a similar situation was when I was being put in a church school. It was me who couldn't talk to people well and it was a mess, but thanks to having a good looking after classmate, I could even crack it with a few people...

"But guys, I guess we don't even have to talk anymore"

I snapped and tried to get up, but my ankles and back hurt because I sat in a weird place and fell asleep. Thinking I was like an old lady, I stretched out my body and waited for the pain to go away.

You can go back slowly.

Because when I heard the Viscount was coming, I accidentally ran away.

If you're in the neighborhood where the queen's room is, you don't know what they'll find out and do. So even though I knew where I was, I came too far into the woods to come looking for me.

The Viscount, who has the quality to put his hands on food to relieve frustration, has four times as much torso as he has. I hate exercise for that reason, so I don't come close to where I have to ride or walk.

It must be such a place that I fell asleep in peace. I put a cloth on the ground and leaned against a tree. I was in a position.

When I think I have time, I look up at the sky blurry.

"I wish I could have flown..."

If I did, I would run away to a distant land where the Viscount's influence would not be in one breath.

The queen will tolerate me falling out this way, too, but in the end, he won't let me get away with it because he wants to use me, too. The soldiers guarding the area around the gate had been threatened by an ancient Ginseng woman, saying that many of the queen's breath was breathing.

Mostly, how do I live where I escaped?

I know very little about the outside world, etc.

I know I'm going to spend money, but the only church school I've ever had that was put in a behavioral apprenticeship.

If I had the power as a magician, I wouldn't be able to live. But it is noble to hire a magician. It would cost too much money to hire in a normal person.

And if you get hired by a nobleman, you'll soon discover your identity, even if you can hide it at first.

- I'm Viscount Crediaz's wife.

The Viscount likes himself because he has an atmosphere similar to that of his ex-wife. That's why I was frequently accompanied by banquets. Thanks to this, the nobles who live in the King's capital and the main great nobles will have also remembered Chiara.

Now, Viscount Credias doesn't take care of me.

Rather, there is also overlapping resentment towards his ex-wife that he was betrayed, screaming, crying and wanting to see him dislike it.

Smile that it's fun because I hate being a little bit alike.

The months I had to spend in the Viscount's Hall were as hard as being trapped in the darkness. Besides, he must be made a magician and work for the queen.

At the very least, I think it's okay if you wish to spend as much time in the royal palace as you do untouched by the Viscount.

But the more I leave, the more I just get disgusted, and I just feel nauseous when I see him.

Do it if you remember. But self-harm was unacceptable, and while the Queen's lady had stopped me many times, I only gave up on that one too.

So I thought.

I was wondering if I could do it now.

I don't try to commit suicide these days, and I was back in my room properly even when I ran away from the Viscount. Maybe I'm relieved that I gave up these days, although I seemed to be on guard for a while.

Nobody followed me even now. This is an opportunity.

I got up and approached the pond because of it.

I have failed once in the Viscount's Hall, but I know that if the pond is quite deep, I can drown. The dress sucks water and gets heavy, so it won't float.

If you look closer, it's deeper than you expected. The water is also clear there because this is where the small river is flowing in. The bottom is ahead of us with a big rock rolling, so we're going to be able to expect depth.

Let's think about it.

I jumped into the pond.

It was cold and I almost screamed, but when I put up with it, I could see my clothes quickly getting heavy and sinking to the bottom. I tried to bump my leg to try, but it's okay, I can't exactly float.

It's harder to breathe than that.

Someone grabbed my arm the moment I thought it would be easier if you stopped breathing quickly.

Pulled up, his face appears on a pond where there is air.

He caressed his back when he accidentally slipped into it. I know it's kind, but I feel bitter.

Besides, he said it in a frightening tone.

"Why did you jump into the pond? And you look very happy."

As far as I'm concerned, I wish you hadn't stopped me if you thought I looked happy. I just got a lot wet because of it, and I haven't been able to accomplish my purpose.

"That's right. I was delighted. That's why I wanted you not to stop..."

Looking back to protest, I was surprised to see the face of someone who tried to annoy me as well.

That's not going to change my age, but if I do, I'm a beautiful looking young man... I've seen it somewhere. But I knew right away that he was a man who drew royal blood to his noticeable silver hair.

Because if you are not royalty and its kin, you will not have that color.

When you think about the year, you know who he is.

I just don't remember my face clearly so I wasn't sure if I could make that determination. Just because I don't know myself, there may be other people besides the king, the king's sister and the prince who took over silver hair in nobility.

In the first place, I had the opportunity to see it several times since I came to the royal palace, but my heart was full of fear of fleeing the Viscount and the Queen, for I did not even try to remember the face of the prince or king.

... because there's no way any powerful man can save me from being tied up because of being a magician.

"Your Highness Reginald, is it?

That's why I asked, and the young man seems to have gotten amused with my reply.

"There are people who don't know me, that's unusual. You're right, I'm Reginald."

Saying in a calm voice, he smiled in his mouth small.

... I hear voices from somewhere.

- You've got my memories flowing. Forget it, forget it.

More than that, it's terribly cold because the wind has been blowing where I'm standing still wet. That's why I wanted you to do something about this cold. I trembled...