Watashi wa Teki ni Narimasen!

Back to Fort Riadna, four.

I don't want to answer.

For the first time, I learned that you didn't want to tell anyone you liked about being touched by another man.

I don't mean to, but I feel weird hindsight and shut my mouth.

Silence persisted for a while. I know Reggie was waiting for me to talk, but I can't tell you.

"I know I was forced to. Jina just told me the rough stuff."

That's how Reggie says, "I'm sorry."

"I wish we could have helped you sooner."

"That's not true! Instead, I didn't think you'd help me so quickly, and even when the Viscount attacked me, Isaac and Aida came to help me, so I was safe."

"But my heart must have broken, huh? And you were wary of the king of Salehard, Isaac. I didn't think I could trust you, and I found out you were upset. After all, is it because Viscount Creditus couldn't even let you touch one finger? Viscount Creditus..."

"Isaac was not there when he was caught. You've helped me out, it's true."

"You're so sweet, it's strange to be wary when you've been helped.... No way, Gina can't tell you that the king of Salehardo attacked you like a Viscount too?

"No, that's not true! I wasn't attacked, but I was forced to kiss you..."

And that's where I panicked and shut my mouth.

"When you panic, it doesn't seem the same to throw up honestly"

Reggie was smiling and staring at me. So I finally realized I was being plotted.

But then there's the festival.

I didn't want them to know. It's easy to tell people that the Viscount thing was a traffic accident like event and they were scared. But Isaac... If you perceive intent, it's hard to say.

And Isaac just kissed me. I didn't get hurt. It's hard to tell my ex-fiancé, Gina, and

I was annoyed, but I was quickly hugged.

"I wanted to know what was causing me to be afraid to be touched, even by people I was supposed to trust.... but I can't believe they took your lips first"

I feel like I betrayed Reggie.

"But it's not your fault.... can I overwrite it?

While I wondered how that would happen, Reggie supported my head and turned it up.

"Uh, that."

Overwrite, you mean kiss again?

"I'll wait for the answer, but if you don't hate it, I want you to accept it."

Pleaded and I creep. What kind of person can say this to me and refuse?

Tingling and Reggie's face approaching.

I stared, wondering if I would close my eyes, and realized Reggie's hand had been turned around her neck after Reggie's lips touched her cheeks and temples.

Even if it touched my ear as it was, it just felt like my body was losing its strength and going.

Somewhere, I remember feeling the same thing, strangely comfortable.

I wonder why you think that. When did you do that?

I thought about it - it reminds me of dreams I dream of from time to time.

A dream where 'Chiara Credias' in the royal palace is meeting Reggie.

Hidden so no one could find me, taking Reggie to grab me, talking all the way along, stopping by like this...

I wonder why you dream like that.

I know the smell of the wind, the feeling of my fingertips, is a dream because I have a slightly duller memory than reality, but I wonder if I was unconscious of such delusions.

But I dreamed of something I didn't like. To Viscount Credias, for example….

My spine is swollen. If a tear seeps inadvertently at the edge of his eye, the disgust that Reggie remembers just before flies away, surprised by the way he mouths it on the tip of his nose.

"What do you remember?

Gently asked, I answer then.

"I have weird dreams, many times. Reggie and I dreamed of meeting at the Royal Palace."

"That's nice. I wonder how I got to know you."

"I, with Viscount Claudius married... look like I tried to kill myself. There's a forest in the royal palace, and if I jump into the pond there, Reggie pulls me up."

Reggie took a breath minute before spinning the words she asked.

"Have you tried to escape and I found you? You mean you remembered that, you did the same thing I did?

"Oh..."

You must have found out 'associated' because you remind me of it at a time like this. I'm embarrassed, I'm going to get upset.

"If they're me, that's fine. Of course, you think being with me is something of a good dream, don't you?

"Wow, I think it's not bad..."

If I told you I had a good dream of kissing Reggie, you'd already confess. I don't feel like I have any more excuses at the point where I'm accepting my current state.

But I'm so ashamed that I want to hide somewhere. You can't get away with it because Reggie's got you, but that's not why you're holding me, is it?

"That's fine. But you had a terrible eye while you were being captured, so you wouldn't be comfortable, would you? I'll stay with you until you fall asleep."

"Hey, hey Murray!?

I almost scream, I realize. Separated from sleeping, which means Reggie has plans to follow.

I'm sorry to restrain Reggie so much. So I tried to say no, but Reggie attacked me ahead of time.

"Or are you all right because Mr. Horace is here?

"............... ahhh"

The presence of the Master was abundant from within his head.

If I turned my head to you too much, there was a spouse who was rolling over to sleep and making some kind of stuffy move.

I scream in my heart and I cover my face with my hands to extinguish.

If my master sees me with Reggie any more, I might die of embarrassment. You don't have to die. Tomorrow is going to be ashes.

"Wow, I'm fine alone. Because I have a master!

"I thought I'd say that. I brought Chiara here because I didn't want her to be alone for a moment. Alan still asked about Salehardo. He did."

Reggie was holding me apart, stroking my head once gently before standing up.

"If you need anything, you're gonna call Miss Emeline next door, right?

After saying so and dropping Reggie off leaving the room, I couldn't stand the sincerely awkward silence and spoke to my master.

"Um, the..."

I felt like I had to excuse myself for doing that where I could see it.

"Woohich, don't tell me. Whatever you like about a prince, I got it."

"Huh..."

I turn my eyes round to my master, who turned his hand upwards when he said he was a jerk.

"I knew it."

"Almost from the beginning. I wouldn't refuse to do anything if I had to. Let's find out."

Did the master see when he was grabbed in the ankle at Evrar?

"But it's something you know so much about?

I thought it was obvious, but the master says it's not that far.

"Basically, you're not going anywhere without me. But you're subtle when you're made to do the same thing by another person. So when you got hurt in the woods and the knights made fun of you, you used more guardians as shields."

"Increase...... Yeah, I relied on Mr. Girsch and Mr. Gina"

Come to think of it, I think shoulders are still better than barefoot tips. But it just panicked.

If that was Reggie...... now I know I wouldn't have thought about avoiding it all desperately.

"... Actually, I wasn't sure until just now"

"You mean it's a romantic emotion? Uhihihi, in your case, I thought I'd try not to think unconsciously."

Neither that nor this was because I didn't want Reggie to leave. Even now, is it because of that that I'm still confused about answering Reggie's words?

Because if you insist you're family, you can stay on your side even if you're out of love?

"But, well, after being a doll like this, I didn't know it would be as subtle as being snuggled up by my daughter in front of me"

Besides, if that opponent did it, it would be too challenging, my master was small and stupid, and I couldn't help but feel hot on my face.

It's like my boyfriend who did introduce me kissed my daughter with dignity in front of my father. I wonder if Reggie is ashamed of that.... No, I can't help it anymore because my head is boiling and my thoughts are fluffy. I shook my head in a panic and threw my thoughts out of my brain.

"Really, my master thinks I'm like your father."

"Magic connections are stronger than blood connections. If you think about it, you'll be fine with my father."

"Thank you, Master. Because I'll take care of it forever."

"I'm not going to your daughter-in-law? My daughter-in-law is what you're going to do, and I'm going to follow her everywhere."

"O my wife..."

It was Reggie who came to mind when she said that.

I blushed my lips faintly because I didn't know why my heart was bothering and anxious.