Watashi wa Teki ni Narimasen!

Outside Part 3: What To Hide After The Battle - Alan

One battle was over and the night opened safely.

The purpose of leaving the armies of Salehard and Luain. And with Chiara's recapture also achieved, the atmosphere within the army was pretty good.

Some were killed in battle.

There are many wounded as well.

Still, being able to win brings room to people's minds.

Alan was relieved, too.

Because Wentworth, who had a dark face that he couldn't protect her enough, also calmed down Reggie, who seemed to explode when he touched her, even if he was pretending to be calm on the surface.

"Really, you're a hell of a guy, Chiara."

When I picked it up, I didn't expect it to affect Reggie and the others this way.

"No, is Reggie from the beginning..."

Thinking he was smudged, Alan was walking on the wall of the fort.

I still can't be relieved if I don't make sure with my own eyes that I have no enemies at all. That's why he was up high.

That's how Alan found someone outside the wall when he looked down.

It's Emeline.

Even though the enemy is gone, isn't it inadvertent that just about three of our men are nearby?

Alan decided to go pay attention.

So I went out of the fort, and found out that she had placed flowers on the side of the tree closest to the fort.

Speaking of flowers, he's dead.

But in the case of the Delphion soldiers, they must have sent the bodies to the territory.

I didn't know what the subject was, but as I hid in the flowers, I finally guessed Alan as well, as some ore was placed around.

It's a dirt rat.

To save Chiara, I brought what Emeline was breeding.

Of course it's the ones who don't understand people's language, and because they move as they please, they can't withdraw it beautifully.

So a few would have been sacrificed.

Alan didn't think, he was close to Emeline.

More than a dozen steps away, Emeline looks back in people's footsteps and meets each other.

Alan stayed put and looked down at the flowers next to her.

"What... you were adorable?

Yet I used it, and I was supposed to let him kill me. Alan felt sorry for that.

Emeline responds without changing her expression.

"Quite. But I can't replace people's lives, and if it wasn't for them, this one wouldn't have worked. So I have no regrets. Chiara was able to help you safely."

Nonetheless, I think if I did one, it would be someone with thick muscles going through it. It's weird like Chiara, but it's still not like Chiara.

"Yeah, well, don't tell them the end of the dirt rat trail.... Otherwise, Chiara will be sick again. It's not good for her mental stability or for fighting in the future."

Emeline will think the dirt rat is dead and sad, but she mouths words that give top priority to Chiara.

But she doesn't even seem to be pushing it. I know you're serious about that.

"You, why are you putting so much in Chiara?

"Because he's the one who changed my destiny."

Emeline smiles.

And Alan to Emeline's words, I think, again.

I wonder how many lives he's making me change.

Of course, I know that people can change by engaging with someone. But Chiara is heterogeneous.

A few percent of the humans who meet him get beaten up. I give them a hell of an experience, like a door was made in front of them when I realized it.

"I'm sure he's just desperate."

I don't really look to the side or back.

It's dangerous, but I guess it leaves only a strong impression for that.

Emeline agrees with Alan that I accidentally crushed him.

"Right. Perhaps every time you act, someone who sees her runs forward."

Even the people who stood still. Enough to have to walk.

That's how Emeline talks about being pompous.

"Neither would I have thought to run forward without Mr. Chiara. I probably didn't want to keep a dirt rat, nor did I do anything to make Delphion survive.

You wouldn't even have thought to lead the army. But not only were you crying waiting for me to help you, but clearly it's the path you chose, so don't regret failing. "

Emeline turns around Alan.

"Didn't you and the people around you change your destiny?

That's what I said, she had a calm look sometime.

When I was talking to Reggie, I was as nervous as my subordinate but with some measure in my belly. But now she's natural, like when she's with Chiara.

So Alan, too, answered honestly.

"Right. If it weren't for him. Neither my father nor Reggie knew what would happen. Much appreciated."

That's all I said.

I didn't even make you sign anything else.

"... Chiara, do you like it?

Alan laughs bitterly at the abrupt question of Emeline.

I wondered where the hell I could do that idea.

"No...... Because from the beginning, I've thought it was something that was on Reggie's side.

And I said terrible things to him once. He's forgiving me, and I know he doesn't have a single piece of grudge about it. But I still feel like a loser. He wanted to help people, and that's why he told me. "

So I was stunned by Emeline's words, but when I realized it, I was talking a lot more honestly.

That I've always regretted it.

With tears, Alan didn't believe the words he revealed screaming from the bottom of his heart.

Impossible. I thought you were kidding.

But on second thought, you should have known.

There's no such thing as belly art in that Chiara.

Reggie is swinging, not because Chiara did something about it. Because I'm going to hit it straight, because Reggie had to deal with it straight too.

"Chiara says I'm a straight person. But he's straighter than me. That's all I see when I think about it."

Alan thinks he's the one who's making the roundabout.

Both myself and Reggie rely on the knowledge and sensations accumulated so far to anticipate ahead and make decisions after thinking about them.

Reggie makes that decision fast.

Alan tends to stop and think once.

Even if she decides to help Chiara, Reggie, after considering all sorts of things, had concluded that she was an immediate and safe person. Even though Alan was told that, he was still a little wary.

The reason for the loosening of vigilance was that Chiara was a person who was more inadvertent and poorly concealed than she could have imagined.

"Well, you often fall all over the place instead of straight. I guess it's just as good as Reggie's on the side."

Additionally, it will crowd just fine... Chiara.

Maybe Reggie too.