We Live in Dragon’s Peak

I can't win. I can't win. I can't win.

Whatever you do, you can't win.

Whatever advice you get from Mr. Zildo, whatever kind of clue you get, you can't beat him at all.

Every day I keep losing and consuming, I get chopped.

It was only a few years later until the end of the year.

Yet you can't win.

I can't even feel the response I'm going to win.

What should I do?

What should I do?

My parents were worried when they saw me in pain and anguish.

But I was so worried and anxious that I couldn't even care less about my parents.

You're really gonna lose your mistral like this.

I haven't seen you in forever, Mistral.

Will I lose it without seeing her like this? [M]

I don't like that. I absolutely don't like that.

I don't need that for my future without Mistral next door.

Whatever it is, you have to take one from Mr. Zildo and get the treasure.

But I can't find a way to do that.

Too worried, I haven't slept properly in the last few days.

Mr. Zildo tells me to get some rest, too, but when I wake up asleep, I think I'm getting older, and I'm scared.

My thoughts stall without a proper rest, and the rest of this year's school classes don't even come to mind.

Even in games with Mr. Zildo, there was more to losing than ever before.

I know I'm in a vicious circle. But there's nothing I can do.

I'm in a situation where I can't do anything right now.

So when I go to school flustered in the morning, I bump into people.

"Hey, in front of you. Look where you're walking."

The man who looked evil grabbed me by the chest. [M]

"Excuse me, I was so depressed"

Oh, this is my fault, isn't it?

I wasn't walking in front of him, and I ran into this guy.

I thought you'd be sorry.

The man yells and throws me away.

I was passive, but there was a lot of pain all over my body when I was thrown down the paved road.

"You won't be throwing it away. I'm really sorry."

In the days when things didn't work out, I was getting rough. [M]

So, normally, it would have been a flat apology. This is causing me to get a little blood on my head.

"Ah? What are you. You're going to eat me because you're sorry."

"So you apologized. He says there's nothing to throw away."

I stand up and stare at men.

"Shit-hungry ghosts, they're busy."

I look up to the man who raises my chin and threatens me, too.

Why do I have to get tangled up by such a troublesome man in the morning?

"I'll teach a licking rotten hungry ghost how tough the world is."

The man hit me. [M]

Obsession and swing violence immediately. What a sucker.

I respond without hesitation. [M]

A man's fist always looks stopped to me with Mr. Zildo's sharp thrust.

He dodged sparingly as he twisted his body, grabbing the man's collar neck and throwing it away in return.

The man combines the momentum of being beaten up and rolls flashly.

"Right in front of you."

A man staring angrily.

But for me, I'm not scared or scared of looking at men.

I was looking down at a man who was thrown over and crawled to the ground like no other.

"Do you still want to do it?

To me, this man is no match either.

To my ridiculous demeanor, the man turns bright red on his face, his lips trembling and stands up.

A tight clenched fist.

I wonder if I should still do it. I want you to give me a break. I have to go to school now.

"There's a shit-hungry ghost! I'll make you regret it."

The man waved his tightly gripped fist.

It's not at all close to arriving.

I was alarmed. [M]

But it was not the fists that could not be reached that were released from a man's hand, but the sand and dust on the ground that he must have grabbed when he fell.

The dust enters my eyes, and I am blinded. [M]

Shit.

The moment I think about it, there's a heavy and severe pain running in my abdomen.

"Taste it. I don't know how to get on with it."

A man punches me in the face.

Having been deprived of my vision, I took a blow and fell into pain.

The man kicks even more at me for falling.

Kicked in the abdomen, kicked in the leg.

I had to cover my head with arms to solidify and defend myself.

He kicks me over and over and makes me curse.

I screamed at the pain that struck my whole body.

Damn, why do I have to see my eyes like this?

Ouch. Ouch.

Where was the momentum until just now? I had been hit like a man. [M]

"People there, what are you doing!!

There was a woman screaming.

"Ernea, you."

A familiar voice.

But I didn't know for a second whose voice I was blinded and assaulted.

"Shit, you're a witch"

When the man pounded his tongue, he kicked me again one last time and ran away.

Heavy footsteps going away.

And multiple hasty footsteps approaching.

Ernea, are you okay?

I finally recognized Louiseine as the worried voice I heard in my ear. [M]

"Ugh, yeah. I'll be fine."

Rubbing my eyes, I manage to get up.

"Wow. Ernea, you're bleeding."

I can't confirm it with painful eyes as yet, but Inea seems to be on her side.

"What the hell happened?"

A third voice that looks worried. This is Keeli.

"Yeah, I'm sorry."

Yeah, this is my fault.

The pain that strikes my whole body gradually restores my calm.

Normally, I wouldn't have exposed myself to that ugliness.

A hurry that can't beat Mr. Zildo at all. The despair that we might lose Mistral. I seem to have committed an unusual outrage because of my impatience with the deadlines when the rest became marginal.

That was obviously my fault, wasn't it?

I'm the one who bumped into a man, and I'm the one who couldn't make an apology to convince you. And I was the one who took an attitude that looked down on the older person.

Everything was my fault.

Look at me in silence, and Louiseine leans in worried.

"Are you sure you're okay"

Louiseine's cold hands stroke my cheek.

Then, there were warm and gentle signs, and then the pain disappeared.

It's a cure.

"Thanks"

My eyes finally blurred and I looked at Louiseine and smiled.

"I will treat you, Ernea, so Keeli and Inea go first"

Lend me a shoulder and let me sit on the edge of the road, Luiseine tells Keeli and Inea.

"Right. I'll leave this place to Louiseine."

"Right. Let's do that."

Hehe, smiling, Keeli and Inea waved to us and headed to school.

"I'm sorry. I'm worried."

"What the hell happened?"

"Uh-huh."

What's happening now is my fault. [M] I was ashamed to tell Luiseine that.

"Oh well, won't you tell me"

Luiseine swells her cheeks and makes her mouth a letter to. But he didn't do anything to pursue it, and he embraced me gently.

I feel tender and warm all over my body. [M]

And the pain fades.

Comfortably, I left myself to Louiseine to close my eyes.

I'm still reflecting on what I did to the man earlier.

If someone had witnessed that from the middle of nowhere, a man would be the bad guy on the one hand, right?

The witch even sees me, and I guess I don't have a position.

If I see you anywhere next, I'll apologize.

Nevertheless, I thought I would never beat that man, so why did I lose? and I always played games with Mr. Zildo and thought about the fight all the time, I also think about the fight now.

I completely captured a man's movements.

Overwhelmingly, I had better physical abilities, but I lost.

The cause is that blindness.

I was struck unilaterally by surprise and my vision was taken away.

So I recall what Mr. Zildo said before.

When you want to win anything, you also need to be dirty.

I thought that blinding of a man was just a dirty hand.

But it's a fight, so you don't have a decision to make.

Until a man used a hand that he could use to reverse it.

I'm sorry I couldn't handle it with alarm.

Do I need that kind of filth too? [M]

No choice of means to win.

But I twist my neck.

I wonder if that's really good.

I guess the battle has to be square.

My thoughts are sweet?

I wonder what a square definition is in the first place.

No blinding?

But some people take away their sight with dark spells, don't they? I don't think you can tell a spellman that's cowardly.

No deception?

What are you talking about? If it's a trick to poke at someone, don't make unexpected moves.

Yeah, me roaring.

"Oh well, is there still some pain"

Luiseine, mistakenly mistaken for my roar, peeks into my face worried.

"Yeah, I'm fine. But I think we should stay like this for a little while."

"Hehe, till you feel better"

Sweet to Louiseine, who smiles gently, I sink a little more into my thoughts.

I'm not sure what the dirty hands are and what the beautiful moves are right now.

But think about it, I've noticed.

I don't care about the definition of dirty hands or anything like that, I don't want to use my own hands that I thought were cowardly.

I didn't want to act disgusted myself.

Whether that's a legitimate hand or a dirty one.

But with that said, can I really beat Mr. Zildo?

I have to beat Mr. Zildo to anything.

I have no prospect of beating Mr. Zildo in the course of the year.

Then I wonder if even a hand that repels being cowardly should use it.

I wonder if we should do anything to win, no matter how dirty it is.

But I still don't want to be cowardly.

If I do that, I feel like the dragon sword dance Old Sleighsta taught me is going to get dirty.

I guess I should compete in dragon sword dance. [M]

Or should we not choose the means to win?

Thoughts, shaking my heart.

"Hang in there, hang in there"

Second, I heard a strange voice in my ear.

"Luiseine, have you just said something?

No, I didn't say anything.

To my question, Louiseine leans her neck strangely.

"Hang in there, Elnea"

And again, a voice I've never heard.

I felt a soft breeze on my cheeks, and I raised my gaze to nothing.

"Hang in there, hang in there"

Soon, in front of me stood an adorable girl about the back of Priscia.