"Leave it alone. Normally, such a rude woman...."
Reme smiled helplessly at me without feeling bad.
"Hmm, of course, there are people who simply hate me and say bad things, but that kind of thing hurts.I don't think there's any other way.You don't like people you don't like.But I realized you weren't.I'm accustomed to being told, so I'll know right away.You don't like me, or you're irritated by something different. "
It was a picture star.
I didn't hate Reme.
I envied Reme's environment and said terrible things.
It would still be better if someone simply liked him or disliked him.I suck.
"Something unpleasant or painful happens and people spit it out.For family, friends, lovers, and loved ones.But some people can't do that.People who are not alone, but who are self-reliant and unable to expose their weaknesses.Such a person accumulates black emotions in his mind.In order not to break, we have to diverge.I can't be with people around me, so I'm in a good position to be irrelevant. "
……
His words slipped into his chest.
My moyamoya was well spoken.
"That's not a good thing, but that's why I won't abandon places that might get attacked.I'm still having a brave party. "
That said, he put his hand on his chest and laughed.I'm very impressed with that face, which I'm a little proud of.
I was immediately embarrassed and immediately put into words the feeling I felt in my chest.
"Oh, I'm sorry...!I'm sorry, badly, badly.It's not your fault.I'm sorry...!
"Yes, forgive me."
The boy nodded gently.And it just ended, and he forgave me.
"How can you keep quiet even though you have such power?I don't think the rating is valid.[Black Mage], because you're a woman, because you're young, or for stupid reasons, you're wrong. "
I told myself over and over again, but Reme never asked me about it.
If you do that, you'll expose the wound that I don't want to talk to anybody about.
So he asked nothing but answers.
"But I'm the one who went in the wrong way."
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"It's easy to give up, but you suffered because you didn't give up.Then why didn't you give up?In my case, I had a dream.I have my own goals, so I can work hard.The voices around me hurt and I honestly regret it.But it's a trivial thing to think about when a dream comes true. "
Why? Why... why?
Because I couldn't change my [job title (job)], I thought I had to do what I could to live within that range.
I thought I could do it myself, and I spared no effort to do so.
Speaking of which, is it pride?
"I think I'm cool with people who don't stop trying.But if you're feeling the limits, maybe you can change the way you do it. "
"How to do it....."
He responded politely with an easy-to-hear voice, not properly dressed as a drunk.
"For example, looking for an employer who doesn't judge people by their youth or gender.You can run away from anything you don't like.It's not a flight, it's a retreat.I'm sure you'll find the next place to try.... what a selfish thing to say without even knowing. "
You thought it was irresponsible to encourage, but the boy looked sorry.
I thought my path was closed.
But retreat. How about, for example, looking for a working exit in a city far from this city?
Or if the Dungeon Master is with a woman, she might listen to me.
"Let's get out of here, dare you?Just leave them alone..... "
Reme seemed worried that leaving these men alone would result in the next victim.
That's why you can't leave me in the same space as the men, or let me go home alone.
I knew that a gentle boy was worried about it.
Sometimes surprises and fears fade, and I've regained more room than ever before, I activate my abilities.
A bat beast mixed with my blood over a long period of time comes in response to my call.
"A bat... a sub beast?
"Yes, vampires breathe blood and magic.So, what is magic? "
"Everything in the world is said to be the original.So you can form magic to produce water and flames, and you can create something that makes people feel better or worse. "
"That's right. Have you ever heard such a story?The story goes that someone who used too much magic was then dried up like a mummy. "
I still have a headache, but I can't talk about it.
I think that the situation where someone is on the side who will never hurt herself keeps her in good spirits.
Well, there is.I wonder if I'm actually going to die when my arm dries up... oh, no, it's a story from the old days.She died as a result of the magic she put into the magic that was supposed to become her "vitality."
"Yes, the same reason why a beautiful woman who was sucked by a vampire halfway through became an old woman who saved her life..."
"Because my vitality has been lost from my body....?
"That's right. It's never supposed to be done, but I'm going to... make sure they can't be bad again."
"They did something unacceptable.But.... "
"It's okay. I will not deprive you of your youth... sin will not be punished.Appropriate punishment for sin.This is what counts. "
Reme seemed to have noticed something there.
I looked worried, but eventually I fell down.
"... I'm pretty drunk too, so I think I'll forget what happened here tomorrow."
You pretend not to look at it.
I sent the bats to the sinful organs that drove them to crime.
Destroy Vitality.
Now they won't be able to attack a woman.
Then Reme sent me home.
I still have the lost robe.
I found out.
Reme didn't tell me the details, but he's a great [Black Magus].But there's something going on, and he's hiding it.