"I can't, I shouldn't. What about you guys as men crying girls?
When I was twilight ahead of my wondrous crying little one, I could hear the relaxed voice of the person standing behind me without a sound. My bad voice. [M]
"Kay! You've come to the right place! Do something about this! Give me your tarashi technology!
"Hmm, don't listen to me the way I say it, but there's no way you can leave a girl crying. Okay, let me handle this?
I didn't realize Kay was here, but the ghost one did. You're a ghost even if you rot. That means he can call himself a genius when it comes to combat. Why are you so stupid? Are geniuses and idiots backwards?
"Meg, look, wipe your face? Crying is cute, too, but I get chest pains when I see a girl crying. I'm not scared anymore. I'll protect you, okay?
Lift the little one very naturally and dictate very naturally while offering a handkerchief. No, I know you're not going to be dictating to the person, but even to a toddler. Oh. I shivered lightly thinking so. Look, even chicks are pokant, right? … is it a success in terms of making you stop crying?
"Ha..."
Unexpectedly sigh loudly. Today may be the most sighing day of my life.
When Dr. Rudd told me to take care of my toddler in the morning, I thought it was a joke. But thank you. I think I sighed my first sigh today when I found out that I meant it.
I'm not choosing a job. As is normal for everyone to have a bad job, I'm just not very good at working with people. But I don't turn down my job because I'm not good at it. I got reluctant, but I got the job right. Well, I had a little resistance, but I didn't waste forever or anything like a child.
I'm aware that you're twisting yourself. But it's not easy to trust people. I'm not stronger than the rest of the Alliance, so I'm easy to use. But, well... you can't beat the average guild guys.
I hated my appearance. What the hell, this hair. That's a lot to sell. If the rainbow wolf doesn't have a beautiful hairstyle, it won't change its abilities with other Wolghan subnationals. Such noticeable hair can only get in the way. That's what I thought.
'Wow, that's beautiful hairy! Why don't you come to our guild?
I met the leader (Don), who was the home of illegal trafficking in human beings. A notorious dark guild with a fairly large organization and no strangers in the back world. Because I was a particularly rare species, I was not placed in a branch, and I was severely imprisoned in the back of my home building.
I grew up in this dark guild long after I was caught at a young age and smashed through the village where I politely lived. Usually they make a spectacle and attract guests, and in some cases they touch it with dirty hands to make sure it's real.... I didn't get my hands on it because it was an expensive product, but as I watched many times as one product (along with the other) that I became friends was worn out one after another, I became involved with no one to protect my mind.
While I was not doing anything, I resented the product (along with it) that was obnoxious while being stared at with my eyes. Tell me what to do. [M] Would I have been convinced if I'd been similarly offended? Don't you resent me?
I'm vomiting. There is no such thing as a believable being in this world. No, you shouldn't.
One day when I was used to living like that, the end came to a life that seemed endless. A certain figure, along with several of his companions, drove this backward guild to ruin. So, that was the dialogue earlier.
Only a few people buried this huge organization. I can't resist. [M] I mean, I didn't have a choice to say no. That's why I shook my head vertically right away.
'... you have a right to choose. I don't want him here, so I'm going to take him now. But it's up to you to decide if you want to be a member of our guild. I'll give you a trial period.'
'Rights'. I was only given the right and the duty to live. [M] I made my eyes black and white because I said I had such a thing.
'I don't care how many years it took. You used your guild. [M] I can guarantee food and shelter for free without answering. I don't think it's a bad idea. What do you say? Can I have you come with me for a second?
I didn't know what it meant to be nice. It made me feel like I was being nice, and I thought I was willing to put it in some kind of trap. But I didn't care what happened.
But I just squeezed out one thing because I was really curious. Then the leader (Don) laughed and said: I still remember clarity.
There's no reason. Do you even want a reason to breathe? I won't bother. "
From this day on, I was put under the asylum of an overly popular freak who helps people to breathe.
I still haven't replied back then.
After Gil told me that he felt the magic of healing in my rainbow hair, I became part of the Alliance's medical department.
I'm still confused when no one tries to kick me out because I still can't trust people and I can only handle thorny responses. He is bitterly laughed at as the troubled one and is sometimes strictly coached. Like a normal person.
And even this little one who said he had just come to the guild yesterday didn't turn evil feelings on me for a moment. That's not surprising. I wonder if this is normal. No! People should be uglier.
... Why do you remember such an old thing now? Watching that little one makes me look straight at my ugliness. You're upset with yourself.
Unlike when I was you, are you jealous of the childhood you spend while being loved? That would be more so now.
And most of all, the strangest thing was myself not hating that little one for being so frustrated.
Oh, no, it's not. I don't like it. Just saying I don't hate you. I can't trust you the same way, and I'm uncomfortable being made aware of my ugliness.
"I didn't cry anymore. I'm sorry!
Apparently, he stopped crying. The little one who grips the handkerchief Kay gave him and apologizes as he leans embarrassed.
Good, have you stopped crying? I don't know what's going to happen... no? I was just relieved that I seemed to be able to teach in the afternoon. Otherwise, I don't care if the little one cries or calls. Well, I can't ignore injuries as someone involved in healthcare.
"Hmm? Were you sleepy because you cried? You can sleep like this. I'll take you to the dormant room."
While the little one seemed sorry, she fell asleep in Kay's arms as she rubbed her eyes together in a way she couldn't resist drowsiness. How about no shards of vigilance?
"Hey, Lekie. You're a mentor today, so stay close to him while you take a nap. I was about to fall down the stairs yesterday when I woke up, and this ole got a hiatus! Ha ha!
"From the stairs......!? Dumb bastard, take a good look!
"Is that why you're telling me now? Don't say too much. Next time, you should be careful."
If you're hurt badly, you can't say the same thing! I'm upset to think so.
"Huh. Leki, are you worried about Meg, too?
"Ha!? Who the hell...! I belong to the medical department, of course!
What are you talking about, you flowery snake! There's something about me worrying about someone!
... nothing! I really don't think so!!