What does it mean to live?
Recently, I began to think about it without even having a pattern. That and this would all be the influence of Richt, Meg and Ronnie.
"What are you doing here? Go! You scammer! Don't ever show that face again!!
I am now being stoned while my aunt in the village yells at me like that. Blood runs from my forehead, but I don't care. He was taking the word and the act as he bowed his head firmly.
"Please don't act violent. Now I'm gonna have to get you."
"Shut up! Oh Anna... it would have been hard, it would have hurt... my daughter had worse eyes! What do you mean this much?!?
The Knights seize the stone-throwing aunt. Nothing, you don't have to stop it. I've been doing things I can't complain about being killed.
Yeah, but. You can't die, can you? I have to redeem this sin for this tiny lifetime.
The contempt eye directed from the villagers, the slaughter intention directed from the aunt. All of them are taken for granted rather than hard. But...
"But... this guy is the only one who's ever been nice to me, right? Ever......"
Only the victim's words to defend me deeply determine my breasts.
Damn it, everything's trying to protect me. So do the Richters. You shouldn't trust me because I've been a little nice to you.
Because it's a crime to do what I do because of how kind I've been. We end up using it and selling it off.
But if it's not hard, I can't make amends. If you think this is punishment for me, you have to endure it.
Thus I, even today with the Knights, take the victims I have retrieved to other villages.
My job now is to get the victims I've tricked myself into taking back to their original village whenever possible. At that time, it is only natural to be scolded, and this ordeal will continue until we return all those we have protected.
The Richters made a decision for me to... yeah, live for all of us. I generally expected that, but I made a fool of myself that it was sweet.
But for me, who can't find the meaning of living, it was also a harder choice than dying.
The Gordons are fine. Just do what you're instructed to do, like an automatic doll. I don't have any good or bad feelings there. That's normal.
But every now and then, Gordon, when he finds me, he throws a gaze like he said something. I seem dissatisfied, lonely. That's the eye.
No way, something sprouted on Gordon, too, for God's sake... no, right?
That's something I can't possibly know... if I could just tell a stupid story again one day. I'm glad you're alive. I guess I'm poisoned, too, this.
"Serrabis, we've got a date for the meeting"
One day, one of the knights came to where I was sleeping. This guy called himself Riger, and he said he was my visitor. Anything, you think Meg owes you? I wonder when you were getting such a handover.
"Lord Richt is coming to see me next month. Time is limited. You should decide what to talk about."
"... oh. Thank you."
The knights here are all polite to us. Normally, you hit criminals and slaves harder, don't you? It's strange because they don't ever treat you kindly, but they treat you properly as a "person" and provide you with a minimum of clothing and accommodation. Meals aren't the same as when Richter and I lived together, and they serve three meals. It's as easy as not getting ready.... Well, for that matter, I can make you do other jobs.
Still, a visit? The last time I saw Richters was at the end of the case. I think it was the worst breakup ever. I never thought I'd see you again. Life doesn't work the way you think it does. Which side should I go down to meet? Because those kids are really good at hunting me down. Well, fine. You just have to show me your face and let me just get you home.
That's what I thought. I still don't seem to know much about Richt.
"So, you have to pay for the mine dwarf every time you go through the transfer line. That's why I thought about it!
When I came to Richter's waiting room, Richter was a little thin, Rabbi? I started talking about it as a matter of course. Well, sit down. I thought I said what a great thing, and I talk to Bella about things I haven't even heard. I don't think he was such a chatty guy, huh?
"I decided to keep a letter from Ronnie! I need to get to the guild once for that. Something's bothering me, but I've got an excuse to go see Ronnie and Meg, and, well, come on! So, I made a deal with Chief Mine Dwarf. If you want my son's letter, let me through. I was fucked up, but I managed to close a deal this way. I'm pretty good at this, aren't I?
... really, why do you keep talking so non-stop?
"The Demon King praised me, too. I used to shake that Dwarf's head vertically! Klon told me to do it. Oh, Kron is like my master, I called him Mr. Kron at first, but I'm sick of him, so I'm fine with Kron, right? I don't know! Such a beautiful woman, she's more beautiful than I've ever seen before. I even let Rabbi see me..."
"Wait a minute, Richter"
... Oh well.
It's Richter, right? It's so easy, it can't change. All of a sudden, I didn't have a chatty personality. Me as Richter.
"I can't, you don't have to"
"... eh, Rabbi...!
You cared for me, didn't you? I haven't seen you in a long time, and I've lost a lot more weight than I did back then, and I look pale. You got anxious, didn't you?
You used to talk to me like this once when I was sick and I was lying down, right? I forgot. Not you at all.
"What, what, Rabbi... Eat more, cheer up more... Well, maybe I can't... such a Rabbi, it doesn't look like Rabbi!
Oh, you made me cry. It's time for a man who's close to adulthood. Really, I can take care of it.
"I'm not Rabbi, I'm Serabis."
"No! I don't know anything about ceravis. You're a rabbi! Oh, my God, what's a ceravis? Weird name!
I was so distracted by Richter's arguments, I just blew out. I was going to ask you to go home if I only saw your face. Oh, you're a complete loser.
"Buha, Richt, you are rude to the serapis all over the world! What a weird name!
Seeing me laugh off, a little pompous Richter wipes his own tears with his arms abusively and opens his mouth to tease.
"I told Rabbi it was weird! It's too stylish, Serabis. Oh, my God! Change your name!
"Oh, don't take it personally anymore."
In the end, time passed after this only talking about something without contents, like an idiot. Even though it's precious visiting time, me and Richt are idiots, aren't we?
But I thought this was fine.
"Well, as soon as I have another appointment for the meeting, I'll come and tell you....... Rabbi"
"!... oh, nice to meet you"
The knight in charge, Riger, is a man who understands the story. Thereafter, in the presence of a person, he showed Serabis and the turning of his mind to call him Rabbi when they were two. I don't know what that is.
Tomorrow, let's go get stoned.