What if my daughter wants to be a star

In the classic-style high-end cafe, the elegant piano sounds soothingly.

Su Qingxue lightly sipped the black tea in the cup and looked at the woman opposite.

The actual age of the woman opposite should be between 40 and 50 years old, but because of the excellent maintenance, the woman looks like she is only in her thirties.

Although not young, but still beautiful and moving.

To a certain extent, this woman's face resembled Su Qingxue.

And this woman is naturally Su Qingxue's mother, Chen Xuemeng, who has been married to Xiangjiang a long time ago.

"Why are you ordering black tea in the cafe?" Chen Xuemeng looked at the black tea in front of Su Qingxue and asked with some confusion.

"My family doesn't drink coffee, I'm used to it." Su Qingxue replied.

"Don't drink coffee? Why?"

"Because my dad is allergic to coffee."

"what?"

"In short, I feel sick when I see coffee."

"..." Chen Xuemeng couldn't understand that there would be people allergic to coffee in this world.

"Time flies so fast!" Chen Xuemeng decided to skip this topic that she couldn't understand. Her tone was filled with emotion and nostalgia, and slowly said, "In a blink of an eye, Xiaoxue, you have grown up like this. In me In my memory, you are still the eight-year-old girl who was crying all day to find her mother."

Su Qingxue's eyes looked at the tea cup, and Chen Xuemeng didn't move as expected: "When you left, I was nine years old."

"Yes, is it..." Chen Xuemeng lowered her head to relieve her embarrassment, "It seems that I am indeed old and there is a problem with my memory."

"You don't have a memory problem, you don't remember it at all." Su Qingxue said ruthlessly, as if she didn't feel Chen Xuemeng's embarrassment. "At that time, you were a big star. You can't let the outside world know that you have an illegitimate daughter .You put me a small child in such a big house. Every day, only the nanny cooks for me, plays with me, and coaxes me to sleep. For a while, I even had the illusion that the nanny was me. His biological mother."

"Yes, I'm sorry..." Chen Xuemeng listened to Su Qingxue's words, her eyes were red, and tears flowed from the corners of her eyes.

Su Ye glanced at Chen Xuemeng and said, "I understand you very well. I am also a star now. I know that being a star is really tired. A star needs to pay attention to his image all the time. In the media lens, always Maintain a kind of brilliance. As for how tired behind the camera, no one knows, nor can others know.

"I think you back then are similar to me now, maybe even more tired. It's normal to not have time to deal with your own affairs."

"Xiaoxue, you can understand your mother. I am really happy and pleased." Chen Xuemeng said moved, grabbing Su Qingxue's hand.

Su Qingxue frowned and did not get rid of it.

"Come to see me today, what is the matter?"

"I, I just haven't seen you for a long time, I want to come and see you." Chen Xuemeng pursed her lips and said, "When you first debuted, your adoptive father..."

"That's my dear father." Su Qingxue corrected.

"You, since your father called me, I have been paying attention to you silently. Seeing you from a young actor, step by step, to become a powerful actress, I am really happy for you."

"I am also happy for myself." Su Qingxue interjected.

"I heard that you are going to Hollywood to develop?" Chen Xuemeng asked.

Su Qingxue nodded: "The next movie to be made will be shown over there."

"The water in Hollywood is very deep, I suggest you don't go. Back then, my mother tried to go to Hollywood to develop, but there seems to always be a kind of contempt for Chinese people. That kind of contempt is destined to be unable to achieve anything in Hollywood. I don't want you. Suffering others' blindness is wasting one's own youth." Chen Xuemeng persuaded.

Su Qingxue tilted her head when she heard Chen Xuemeng's words, and then suddenly withdrew her hand: "Why do you suddenly remember that you care about me?"

"You are my daughter after all!" Chen Xuemeng said softly.

"It's that simple?"

"Is there any purpose I can't achieve?" Chen Xuemeng increased his tone.

Su Qingxue thought for a while, and suddenly laughed: "Actually, there is really no need for you to do this. Didn't you decide to sever relationship with me back then? It's really unnecessary to run back to express feelings now."

"I just care about you!"

"Thank you for your concern." Su Qingxue looked at Chen Xuemeng and said clearly, "I am doing well now, very well, as good as I can be. Although I don't have a good mother, I have one The best dad in the world. The luckiest thing in my life is that I couldn't find you when I was nine, but found my dad!"

"You... how can you say that?" Chen Xuemeng's face showed sorrow, disappointment and pain, "Xiaoxue, I know, I did a lot of wrong things back then. But after all, we are mother and daughter, mother and daughter. Are there any misunderstandings that can't be passed?"

Su Qingxue said firmly with an expression: "Perhaps I am very cold-blooded in your opinion, but for me, I can't make it through!

"Since I have the memory, you as a mother, never bought me toys, never cared about my studies, never remembered my birthday, it is already thank goodness to see one side every month! You know this How much harm will a child's body and mind be caused by being in a state where there is no father and no mother and even a relative is not around?

"You don't know, because you are busy with your own business. I understand you, but I don't forgive you. If you gave birth to me but were not responsible for me, why did you give birth to me? I..."

The more Su Qingxue said, the more pained Chen Xuemeng's expression became.Su Qingxue saw it in her eyes, and finally couldn't say anything.

"Forget it, it's all over, my physical and mental health is still pretty good, because I met my dad, his words and deeds saved a little girl suffering from autism." Regarding putting gold on Su Ye's face, Su Qingxue is too good at it.

However, it is true. Although Su Qingxue has been taking care of the useless Su Ye since she was in junior high school, but before that, Su Ye brought Su Qingxue the best and happiest childhood in her life, and let her completely walk away from that shadow. come out.

Taking a deep breath and adjusting her emotions, Su Qingxue's tone gradually eased: "Actually, I have always had something to say to you."

Chen Xuemeng seemed to have noticed a turnaround in Su Qingxue's tone, and she hurriedly asked, "What is it?"

Su Qingxue closed her eyes, and the memory instantly returned to the night she told Su Ye to be a star.

"I should have said this to you after I had a child, but now it doesn't seem to be bad." Su Qingxue looked at Chen Xuemeng and said word by word, "I wanted to be a star back then, just to Step by step towards you. I want to become a big star, then candidly fall in love, get married and have children, and finally hold my baby to see you.

"Although I don't have a boyfriend yet, my dad, the big director, found a girlfriend, got married, and gave birth to my sister. He never concealed anything from the media, and the media and even fans never felt that What's wrong with what my dad did.

"My sister has a very good life. She is now in kindergarten and is very popular with children. She has not been tracked by paparazzi. She is like an ordinary child, living freely.

"Being a celebrity doesn’t have to be a hidden marriage. Being a celebrity doesn’t necessarily mean that you can’t fall in love. Being a celebrity doesn’t have to tell others that you already have a child! A star’s child can also live a normal life! But you didn’t give it to me. Normal life, this is your mistake, and I cannot forgive it for the rest of my life!"

After saying these words in one breath, Su Qingxue's heart seemed to have something transparent for an instant, as if a fishbone stuck in her throat for more than ten years, it finally melted at this moment.

She took a deep breath again and stood up slowly.

"I'm already an adult, and I have my own judgment on whether things are right or wrong. A woman who can abandon me in order to marry someone else, a mother who has barely cared about me, suddenly appears and asks for help. What do you want me to help?"

Chen Xuemeng, who was speechless by Su Qingxue on the phone, shook her head subconsciously, as if she wanted to deny it.

"Don't deny it, Mom, to be honest, your acting skills are not good. Tears haven't fallen for a long time, you have to practice!

"This is the last time, call your mother."

Su Qingxue seemed to be talking about something insignificant.

After speaking, she turned and left without reluctance.