What Should I Do If I was Forced to Marry the Elf Queen

Thinking of this, Catherine couldn't help laughing, but she felt a little sad in her heart.

She grew up in the church since she was a child, and has almost never received the care of her mother's love.

Because, since the day she was determined to have the [spiritual body], Catherine was dedicated to the church by her parents.Even the mother's milk was not drunk a few sips, so it was handed over to the church to assign breastfeeding.

After that, he grew up in a monastery and never experienced ordinary family life.

Because Catherine became a saint, her parents, who were small businessmen, were also affected a lot and lived a life of fine clothes and food.

After growing up, the girl also went back to the "home" in that seaside town several times to visit her biological parents.

But on the luxuriously dressed, greased and powdered businessman's wife... the girl can't feel the slightest maternal love and affection at all.

Instead, she only felt that her makeup was too thick, and her words and manners were too rude.

When getting along with the "family", the girl can not feel the slightest joy and harmony at all.On the contrary, I feel more restrained than in a monastery.

Because she can clearly feel... the flattering smiles on her parents' faces are not so much welcome, as fear.

Fear of her power, fear of her identity... instead of treating yourself as their daughter and close relatives.

When she left, she even clearly saw that her mother was hiding behind her father, and she let out a long sigh of relief.

So, since then, Catherine never returned to that so-called home.

But...every time she sees believers come to pray and a family of three is happy and happy, an indescribable sorrow will grow in her heart.

To be honest, Catherine is very envious, even jealous of these children who can be tired of acting like a baby in her mother's arms.

Because she has never had such an experience.

As far as she can remember... when she made mistakes, there were only the wrinkled serious faces of the monastery and the heavy ruler.Rather than mother’s tolerance and forgiveness.

The teachers of the seminary told her: As a saint, she is destined to bear more responsibilities and suffering...This is to redeem the world.

Once, Catherine believed in such preaching.

But after witnessing the extravagant style of some senior priests, the girl occasionally had some doubts:

"Do you have to endure suffering to save others?"

Because if according to the logic proclaimed by the church, the priests are the servants of the heavenly Father, and the greater the contribution to the heavenly Father, the higher the virtue and the higher the rank, they should also bear more suffering and suffering for the world. responsibility.

But in Catherine's view, the fact seems to be quite the opposite.

The more senior the priest, the more depraved his private life.

They play in mansions and manors, frequent banquets, and raise lovers secretly...Almost violated all the precepts set by Heavenly Father!

On the contrary, it is the extremely pious lay believers, who have endured most of the suffering and poverty, and they have to use their blood and sweat as tithes and hand them over to these lavish priests to squander...

Therefore, Catherine feels that... the saying that you endure suffering and save the world is probably wrong.But it may not be.

Perhaps it is precisely because those who hold great power do not demand themselves in accordance with the precepts of Heavenly Father.Is there so much suffering in this world?

"Big sister! Big sister! Why do you stop talking suddenly?"

At this time, little Lolita said again, pulling the girl's skirt.

"Nothing... just thinking about something..."

Sister Catherine shook her head, shook little Lolita in her arms with mixed thoughts and said.

"Aisha... stop making trouble..."

This is, Lindentu coughed a little embarrassingly, and weakly persuaded:

"Quickly come back... Dad, come here, don't bother big sister!"

"No! I don't listen to Dad!"

Little Lori pursed her lips, and shook her head bravely.

Obviously, his "father" does not have much authority in front of his daughter.

At least Catherine thought so.

Seeing the lively and cheerful child in front of her, she suddenly felt a little emotional.

Obviously she was abandoned by her mother, but she was still so attached to her mother... This made Catherine think of herself before that visit.

They are not only worried about the future of this child.

It must be unfortunate to have such a stern and cruel mother...

But if there is no mother, it seems... it's even worse...

Thinking of the girl in front of her, perhaps losing her mother forever, the girl couldn't help but feel a little heartache.

"Such a lovely and good child...should lie in his mother's arms and act like a baby!"

"Miss Catherine...makes you laugh..."

At this time, the father named Lindentu reluctantly apologized to himself.

Looking at the young man's face that was still slightly green.

An inexplicable thought suddenly appeared in Catherine's heart:

"If.... If I could be the mother of this child, it would be great..."

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For a while, Catherine's mind seemed to flash a scene of a family of three enjoying themselves.

That is what the girl hopes for, and the ideal family that the girl desires.

"No...no...what am I thinking about?"

But soon, she denied her previous ideas.

"Catherine...you...how can you think like this? You are a nun who serves the Father...how...how can you have such unclean thoughts!"

Denying her talents in her heart, Catherine shook her head desperately, trying to throw all the mixed thoughts out of her mind.

"This is not right.... This is not right..."

But the more the girl thinks like this, the more rebellious thoughts come to mind.

"Woo—why did I suddenly think of these things? No...it's not right! No matter what you think, something is wrong, right?"

Thinking of this, Miss Sister's white cheeks were flushed, and her small hands tightened her skirt tightly.With his head down, he was almost speechless.

But when she was flustered, the little Lolita in front of her made a cut at the right time.

"Sister Sister...why is your face so red?"

Directly, Little Lori blinked her eyes curiously, then stretched out her soft little hand, and touched it on Catherine's forehead.

"Strange... Big sister's head is so hot!"

Little Lori shook her head in amazement, and then took Catherine's hand with some concern and said:

"Sister Sister, are you sick? If you are sick, tell your dad. My dad will heal the illness!"

"No...no need...Big sister is fine, let...make you worry...just...no need to trouble Mr. Lindentu."

The nun explained in a bewildered manner, and the light from her eyes glanced at Lindentu's body from time to time, seeming to be a little concerned about the "father".

But as soon as she saw the boy's face, Catherine's heart couldn't help feeling a little panicked.His face turned redder, and it looked like a ripe apple.

But the little loli in front of her didn't mean to let the nun off at all. Instead, she grabbed her sleeve and continued:

"Really, sister nun, they didn't lie to you, my dad is really good at curing diseases!"

Looking into Catherine's eyes, she said in a serious tone:

"Every time my mom's face gets hot...Dad will take off mom's clothes, and then he will take mom to the bedroom and say to help her cool down..."

"Chill...Cool down?"

Although the little fairy Lori's tone was so innocent and immature, Catherine quickly understood what she meant in her words.In my mind, I couldn't help but recall the scene when the majestic Empress Frost and the boy lingered and kissed.Then, involuntarily imagined some indescribable scenes.

"I... actually in front of the child... just... just... this... this is too..."

The fantasies and descriptions of a nun with a pure heart almost like a piece of white paper are really too exciting.

As a result, the mind of the nun stopped thinking in an instant, almost steaming from her red cheeks.

But little Lolita obviously did not realize Catherine's state, but pursed her mouth, and stared in the direction of Lindentu very dissatisfied, and said to herself:·

"It's just.... Dad is too stingy! Lock the door every time to prevent me from knowing how he treats my mother! Then every time I have a fever, he is still reluctant to treat my mother. I see a doctor.... I'm so stingy!"

Then, little Lolita lowered her head angrily and whispered;

"Huh.... Obviously I heard it all. Mom always yelled something like "Awesome" and "So comfortable" in the bedroom. Treating the disease like that would definitely be more comfortable than taking medicine! But Dad is Unwilling to tell me what to do! I have to say, that is something that adults can do! It's so stingy!"

"Okay...so comfortable...whatever..."

This stimulating description once again put the poor nun into a state of downtime.

Because, the little fairy Lori described the scene in a pure tone, which is too graphic for her!

After being assigned a task by the cardinal...the "swallows" who were responsible for teaching her the skills to please men, once quietly took her to a certain "Golden Grotto" outside the Holy Capital to experience the atmosphere.

There was an aura of erosion everywhere, and the ecstasy of Yinggeyanwu was everywhere.It can be heard everywhere, men's gasps and women's groans.

The singing of the clouds and rain came from the ubiquitous box only through a thin curtain.As long as you pass through any corridor, there is no possibility of neglect...

That day, Catherine only stayed in the "Golden Grotto" for less than a quarter of an hour, and she couldn't stand the corrosive atmosphere., Escaped from the inside.

But that day, she said that she heard those blushing sounds...but she tossed and turned, and could not sleep all night.

I had unspeakable dreams for several nights.

Now listening to the little Lolita in front of me say that, the scene that day was like a slide in the girl's mind, even the voice was so clear and ecstatic!

For an instant.... In her mind, there even appeared the scene of the glamorous and cruel empress twirling her love under the thin boy... Even the shameful voice was so real!

At this moment, the nun who had suffered a huge shock in her heart had almost completely lost her ability to think.

But at this moment, little Lolita looked at the nun again and said expectantly:

"Sister Sister... or this time, you can ask my father to help you see a doctor..."

"Look...Look see...See a doctor?!"

Little Lori's kind request, like a fatal blow, completely shattered the girl's innocent heart!

She couldn't help but recalled the scene of being held in her arms by the young man and cuddling on her broad chest that day under Frankfurt.

Then, his thoughts ran like a stray dog...The hug of that day was superimposed with the beautiful pink pictures.

It's just that... the protagonist in the picture became himself and the boy named Lindentu.

"No...no! It...this is wrong...it is not possible...as a servant of God, I...I shouldn't have this idea!"

Thinking of this, the poor nun completely lost her mind and began to shake her head incoherently.

But when Catherine's mind was in chaos, a loud voice shocked the girl's thoughts!

"enough!"

Directly, the young man named Lindengtu stood together unbearably. He picked up his daughter from in front of him and sternly reprimanded:

"Aisha, what are you talking nonsense? Have you made enough trouble! Shut me up!"

It can be seen that the boy is really angry!

"I'm saved..."

I don't know why, watching the young man's angry look, Catherine's heart was faintly relieved.

"Little kid, really terrible creature~"

Looking at the little Lolita in front of her, the nun suddenly felt a lingering feeling.

"Wow-sister nun, dad bullies me!"

But just when she was thinking like this, little Lori started crying and threw herself in her arms.

"Come back soon! Aisha, stop making trouble!"

As the boy said, he stretched out his hand, trying to drag his daughter away from the nun's arms.