What Should I Do If I was Forced to Marry the Elf Queen

"I still shook my head desperately, and kept begging to Teacher Oria not to let me do such cruel things! I cried and told her that I didn't want to be a saint!"

"But Mother Oriya just sneered and said: Little bastard, somehow, what kind of grace do you think you are rejecting... I tell you, although your talent is the most in all'**' It’s a good one, but that doesn’t mean that you have to. You can also be the best sacrifice to be sacrificed to other people. So, I count three sounds...After three sounds, I They will let them stun you, and then casually wake up a chick who is willing to be a knife holder, and crack your belly of the mudblood who is a prostitute!"

"Every word that Mother Oriya said...to this day, I remember very clearly, not a word forgotten."

Speaking of this, the girl's face was extremely sad and extremely guilty:

"Because I'm really scared... I don't want to die... I don't want to die anyway! So... In the end I picked up the dagger... and comforted myself by saying, "My talent It’s the highest.’ God will definitely recognize me... The merciful Lord will definitely save us. Maybe no one will die? Under the protection of Heavenly Father, all sisters will be like Isaac , Replaced by a lamb."

"But... I was wrong... I was wrong... I was not such a genius with amazing qualifications, and the gods didn't recognize me that much..."

"So...someone died...Six people...Six people...They were all killed by me...They were all killed by me. ....."

103. Desperate resistance (monthly ticket plus more)

When I said this, the girl's expression calmed down like never before.

It's just that the voice becomes hoarse and choked...

"I already remember... how I was able to aim the dagger at the chest of my companions... I just remember that I was scared, afraid that the two nuns behind Teacher Oria would suddenly hold me down. , Knocked me out, and put it back on the stone bed...let the other sisters kill me..."

"Just remember... my first'sacrifice' was successful, when my dagger was stabbed...a cloud of golden light poured into my body, and that one was bigger than me The Doinchi girl for a few months lay there unscathed, safe and sound."

"At that time, I was about to cry...I comforted myself and said that the next eleven times will all go as smoothly as this time...I will be safe and sound, and my sisters and companions will all be too. Safe and sound..."

"But... the second time, the dagger stabbed in... the blood spurted out and splashed on my face... I vomited and I was so scared. I fell on the ground, watching the blood on my hands tremble...but I couldn't cry at all."

"At this time, Teacher Oriya came over and hit me on the back with a ruler: Get up! Get up quickly! You trash! Stand up for me and continue!"

At this point, the girl's body trembled slightly, and she looked at me with hollow eyes:

"Mr. Lindentu.... do you know... after the ruler hit me, I quickly stood up...because I am selfish...I don't want to die," I don’t want to die at all! But after the first time, the following things became much easier. I walked to each of my unconscious companions, raised my dagger at their hearts, and then Look at the ceiling thorn again..."

"Apart from surviving, I don’t have any more thoughts in my mind... so... weird, really weird, I don’t even feel sick anymore... even Even the speed of swinging the knife is getting faster and faster...just like this, repeating the mechanical action again and again."

"After finishing the last sacrifice, I still held the dagger high and stared in a daze in front of the stone bed.... It was a long, long time... until I heard someone say'the sacrifice is over'. , I woke up suddenly."

"At that time, I felt as if I was suddenly emptied of strength... I suddenly fell down, lying on the ground like that, Bao Cheng shivered, and I couldn't cry even if I wanted to cry, I couldn't make a cry if I wanted to. Voice. It's just lying there, trembling and can't do anything."

"I just heard the footsteps of Mother Oriya...she seemed to be counting something on the altar, and after the last full circle... Then she said in an unsatisfactory tone: Only sacrifice Successful six..... Tsk, I thought how good her aptitude is. In the end, Mudblood is still a Mudblood.....However, if she succeeded six, she barely passed it!"

"Six.... I heard Mother Oriya say that when there are still six sisters alive... I am really happy that there are still so many companions who survived under my hand, and Not all of them died. But I am also sad...I am so sad that I became a murderer myself! To survive, I killed my best friend and partner for more than ten years..."

"But when I was secretly thankful that there were sisters alive...but I heard Mother Oriya say: Okay, let's carry out these useless rubbish... They are now I have lost the core of the Holy Light and will soon become a useless person...Hurry up to dig a hole in the mountain and bury them in...It is best to dig deeper, so that no accidents happen."

"Mother Oriya and they are going to bury my sisters alive... bury these survivors who were not killed by me! I was very angry, really angry! I didn't know where the strength came from, so I stood up! "

"I screamed at Mother Oriya: Let go of them! Don't hurt them! I don't want you to do this! Never!"

"But Mother Oriya just glanced at me with disdain: little bitch, it is the custom of the monastery to deal with waste... If you are a sacrifice, then it is you who are buried alive now! Be content! Me! Your enlightened saint!"

"After I heard Mother Oriya call me a saint... I suddenly understood that I am no longer the little nun who has nothing, held in the palm of their hands... I am a saint. I am the saint of the future...the saint they have cultivated through decades of hard work!"

"So, I have the right to order them to stop! I have the right!"

At this point, Miss Catherine's emotions agitated.She clenched her two small fists, her eyes flushed red.

"So, I shouted to Mother Oriya: I order you to let them go! I am a saint! I am a saint! All of you must listen to me! Let them go!"

"But after listening to what I said, Mother Oriya and the others did not let them go...but they burst into laughter and said: Little bitch, you are nothing now, without the canon of the Lord Before, you were just the daughter of a mudblood merchant.... The monastery can take you in, it is a great gift! What do you think you are, you can command us!"

"Yeah...I'm just a child...I'm just the daughter of a businessman, I can't do anything...and nothing...but, I still have a way... .. I still have a way to coerce them!"

"So, in the end, I picked up the dagger and pressed it against my throat, threatening Mother Oriya: Mother, I beg you... let them go, otherwise I can only do this I can only do this!"

"My life, this is my only capital...because I am a candidate for the saint who has been trained by the monastery for more than ten years, and I have completed the sacrifice and swallowed up the six cores of the Holy Light. ! Their contribution to me is countless... so I don't believe that they really don't care about me now!"

"When she saw me cut my neck with a sword, Mother Oriya really panicked. She said: Bitch, don't act rashly! The sacrifice ceremony is over, you don't have to do this!"

"Let go of my surviving sisters and don't kill them. At this time, my only request at this time, I only have so many requests!"

"This is my only condition, but Mother Oriya did not agree to it at first...until a priest came from outside... what Mother Oriya said in the ear of me? The future of'spiritual physique' is limitless, and some of them are rich and powerful....If they are handled like before, it may be difficult to explain. Mother Oriya finally relieved. ...."

"Finally, she looked at me fiercely and said: Little prostitute, the church has given you a lot of gifts...so I can't let you die here, but it doesn't mean that I will let you go!"

104. Kindness

"Then in the end... Miss Lelia and the others survived like this?"

Hearing this, I couldn't help but interject.

"Yes, maybe because I was a little jealous... After all, I will be a saint in a few months, so Mother Oriya agreed to my request."

At this point, the girl's face showed a lonely look.

"Then...Isn't that great? In that case, why do Miss Lelia and the others..."

I asked a little puzzled.

"Because, Mother Oriya didn't tell them the truth... just told them that an accident happened during the ceremony and some people died, and I took away their strength and lost the ones who survived. They have cultivated the core of the Holy Light for more than ten years. Therefore, I became the only candidate for the saint...This is the'fact' the mother told them."

Catherine sighed and said to the ceiling of the warehouse.

"That's why they hate me, but I don't blame them. Because it's not their fault."

Looking at the girl's lonely expression, I know what to say now, maybe it is not appropriate.

But I still couldn't help but ask:

"But why don't you tell them the facts? Miss Catherine...I don't think you need to take on such responsibilities for the great men of the monastery that are not yours at all!"

"No need... Mr. Lindentu, what can I tell them?"

The girl shook her head slightly, her brows were full of sadness.

"Do I want to tell them that I killed the six sisters with my own hands... and then took away their power?"

"But Miss Catherine, this is not your intention!"

I argued.

"No... these are facts. They are crimes that I committed because of cowardice and cowardice. No matter who persecuted me, I was the only one who actually did it, wasn't it?"

Miss Catherine, smiling and looking at me, looking into my eyes, said:

"Mr. Lindentu, I can't tell my sisters... From the very beginning, they existed as my sacrifices, right? Although this is also true, what you need to know is to become saints. This is the dream of all of us since we were young. It can even be said that we have always lived for this goal."

"So, I can't deny.... I can't bear to deny their ideals... Instead of letting them know the cruel truth, I hate those big people they can't resist. It's better to let them believe in Oria. Mother’s story. I believe it was because of ritual mistakes that my despicable merchant daughter robbed them of their power and made them lose their qualifications to become saints."

Having said this, the nun's voice choked again...The crystal clear tears continued to slide from that delicate face.

"If hatred can be the reason to support them to live... then let everyone hate me... it's okay... it really doesn't matter... woo woo... ."

Miss nun, turned her face and wiped her tears with her wide sleeves.

"I'm sorry...Mr. Lindentu, I'm really useless...right? I obviously said that I had something to talk to Mr. Lindentu... but it turned out like this in the end... .. woo woo..."

Seeing the girl in front of me was so heartbroken, I only felt infinite pity and inexplicably an urge to hold her in my arms.

But I know...I can't do this.

It's not just because of Elmesa and Lilith...

But my conscience does not allow me to do this.

Because the girl in front of her was so weak, so strong, and so fateful.

Therefore, I must not take advantage of others.

When she was most sad and helpless, she took advantage of the void to enter.

This is the most despicable act, so I can't do that.

Never!

After a moment of silence, I finally didn't make any outrageous actions, but solemnly comforted:

"No...Miss Catherine, it's not like that...really, you are already very strong...really..."

"Thank you... you, Mr. Lindentu... thank you so much for saying that..."

The nun waved her head with tears.

"But I'm not that kind of person...I'm just a coward...a coward who doesn't dare to resist, but who always survives fantasy..."

After choking for a while, the girl's tone finally calmed down.

"After that incident... I used to hate Mother Oriya and the elders of the monastery... But soon, I began to rely on them again... because they were raised since childhood The people I grew up... After losing my sisters, now I can only choose to believe that they depend on them."

"So, not long after, I began to obey Mother Oriya's orders again, and do all kinds of things under her orders. Even I have always deceived myself to believe the lies she said. This sister died because I was not strong enough and was not accepted by Heavenly Father....It was not the fault of Mother Oriya and the elders. I forced myself to believe these lies because of this. It will make me feel better."

The nun took a deep breath, and the corners of her mouth lifted up helplessly, showing a self-deprecating smile.

"Until yesterday.... Yesterday I heard her curse me with my own ears and ordered the fighting nuns to kill me... I finally understood that Mother Oriya was just using me. , In her heart she hates me so much. Hehe...it's ironic..."

After a long sigh.The nun looked at me with a look of sorrow and sadness, and said quietly:

"Well, Mr. Lindentu...This is all about my past. After listening to this, do you still think I am a strong and kind person?"

The girl gently rolled the ends of her hair and looked at me a little uneasy.

"Of course... Miss Catherine, you are a kind person... I have no doubt about that."

Looking at the girl's eyes, I nodded and said with great certainty.

"Really? Mr. Lindentu?"

The girl's voice was tense and a little excited.

"Don't you think... I am a very useless person?"

"how is this possible."

I shook my head and said very solemnly.

"After experiencing such terrible things... and facing the world so strong, Miss Catherine is really brave!"

As soon as the voice fell, I felt a soft and moist body plunge into my arms.

"Thank you."

The nun buried her head tightly in my arms, her hands wrapped around my back like vines.

"Thank you very much...Mr. Lindentu...Thank you for listening to me talking about these things that have nothing to do with you...Woohoooo...or else...I really I don’t know what to do...uuuuu..."

"It's okay... Miss Catherine."

Miss Catherine's sudden hug left me at a loss.

But I know very clearly that now is definitely not the time to push her away from her arms.

Therefore, I can only gently stroke her back with a little restraint.

"I...I just did what I can do...you...you don't have to be like this..."

"No... Mr. Lindentu...you don't understand, you don't understand...thank you for your affirmation...I now know what to do."

Speaking of this, the girl Huadi was shy, slowly raised her head, looked at me a little bit shyly, and asked:

"Mr. Lindentu... can you tell me again... do you really think I am a kind person?"

105. Don't get me wrong (monthly ticket plus more)

"Well... There is no doubt that Miss Catherine is the kindest girl I have ever seen."

Looking at the girl's pitiful and hopeful gaze, I knew very well that there was no other answer to this question.

Because of Miss Catherine, she has experienced too much...she was covered with scars, and she shouldn't be hit any more.

Therefore, I must affirm her and encourage her to cheer her up.

"Really? Mr. Lindentu, do you really think so?"

After receiving my affirmative answer, Miss Catherine suddenly beamed with joy.But soon, he asked again and again restlessly.Even the lotus root arms that tightly surround me are getting tighter.And the two soft objects under the slender neck were tightly pressed against my chest and squeezed into a terrible shape.

Too bad... Today Miss Catherine's inside is vacuum.