I (...), Hinatsuki Nanazuki was a high school boy with no major characteristics other than that she loved lily games.
My life as a lily gamer is happier than ever, but as a human being, I put down the curtain in such an embarrassing way that I want to cover my face.
Specifically, I was too obsessed with the lily "Flower Eden", I forgot to eat, I forgot to sleep... at the end of the sentence, I forgot even the heartbeat. Laugh if you want to. At least I'll have to mock myself.
Besides, twelve years ago, Bo (...) was the eldest daughter of the Lugnar family and received a second life in this world.
I understood that I was reborn when I was three years old when my ego as a silane grew.
I honestly didn't realize it was the world of "Flower Eden" that I was playing until just before I died. No, because you don't think that can happen in real life. Besides, I didn't even have a name in Flower Eden. It's impossible to get to the truth without any hints.
As you may be surprised, there was initially less confusion about being different from your predecessor in gender.
It is true that my memory remains, but on the other hand, it is also true that I was born and raised as a Bo. Although there were many failures in my 3-year-old life, all humans learn and grow up in the midst of repeated failures.
So I continued to grow up as a girl named Silane.
I wonder if I met Iris, my first friend, when I was five years old.
House Lunyar and House Iris Glendas have been close for a long time. So it was natural for me and Iris to face each other frequently. So we played together every time we looked at each other, and deepened each other.
When I joined Manjulika Women's College's Elementary School with Iris, I realized for the first time that this was the world of Flower Eden.
After all, the middle school of Manjurica Girls' College is the stage of the game itself.
And from this point on, I have the feeling that I am an impurity in this world.
I have memories of my previous life as a man, and I shouldn't be in excessive contact with Lily Gate characters. I don't want to be the only man caught in a lily. With that in mind, I tried to distance myself from other classmates after entering school.
If I did that, I would naturally float from around, but I was originally impure, so I had no choice.
But Iris, a childhood friend, never kept me away.
She herself, the young lady, was a dishonest student who floated somewhere in the school, so maybe there was something like a feeling of intimacy between floating people.
Careful, Iris was right next to me.
Because of such a special existence, it was only natural that I gradually became more emotional than friendship with Iris... to have a love (...) heart (...).
I realized that I was in love at an early stage. It would have influenced the fact that he was more mentally mature than any other student, thanks to his memory of the previous life.
But I couldn't accept the love honestly.
Is this feeling pure as a girl named Silane? Actually, it's not that, but as a man of the previous life, I think I'm just having the illusion of love...
There was no way I could honestly believe my feelings more than I could deny that possibility.
Then at least I should have erased my love. But that's impossible. An unforgettable love continues to swell year after year.
Soon after I stopped graduating from elementary school, my unacceptable love was about to exceed my limit.
I want to completely forget about that, about myself in the previous life, and about the memory of the previous life. That way, you can believe that this feeling is pure...
Is it because I was thinking about such nonsense, or was it just a coincidence?
It was on the eve of junior high school entrance that the same dull smell as the last of the previous life developed. I'm so embarrassed that I don't want to remember... but I fell out of bed and hit my head hard because I was stressed out. The terrible sound of gotcha is still burning in your brain.
As well as the morning, the consciousness itself came back from sleep in a natural way.
If I had lost my life, I would have wanted to disappear without having to endure too much shame and never to be reincarnated again.
Both the rabbit and the horn, only your consciousness has returned properly. Yes, consciousness.
I think I probably had a bad headache. Whether I was happy or unhappy, I had lost certain memories, as I wished.
However, it was not the loss of memory of the previous life that I had hoped for. Nina, the other way around. I lost 12 years of my life as a Silane... my memory in this world.
That's why I made a big (...) difference.
I was reincarnated when the "Flower Eden" game started. He didn't exist for 12 years as a silane, and became the character of the "Surrounding Part 2".
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The twelve years I was born and raised as a silane, and the distress in between. Months of days spent forgetting them. I remember all of them now.
I see... that's why I was able to dance that night. Indeed, my mother taught me a lot since I was a kid. My mother was tough at that time.
Besides, there are many points where the Tsujitsu suits you when you think about it.
For example, why didn't Magnolia and Iris, who were supposed to be on Silane's side for a long time, feel uncomfortable with me? If someone else is possessed by your husband or best friend, it would be strange if you didn't find it strange. But if I was me, that's not the case. A girl of her age is nothing special about a little change.
I don't even need an explanation for what happened with Mr. Cosmos.
I noticed a lot there. I lost my memory of growing up as a silane and my love for Iris. And then I got close to Iris again, and no matter how much I liked it, it was a warm friendship I had as my best friend. As the chick of the previous life, I was apparently not in love with Iris, but had a fierce friendship.
And I understood. Once distressed in this world, I was firmly in love with Iris as a girl in this world, Silane.
That feeling wasn't something that I influenced in my previous life, but it was because I lived in this world that I could know.
Remembering the memories I forgot, two emotions are sparkling inside of me. It's a pile of love and a fiercely burning friendship. And now, those two have merged... into one big emotion in me.
Oh, I'd like to see Iris soon.
In order to do that, we must first regain consciousness. You can't stay in such a dark world forever. If it stays this way, you'll be worried about Cosmos.
The moment I thought about it, the light began to plunge into the world.
It's time to wake up.