When I Returned From Another World I Was A Silver Haired Shrine Maiden

I'm Alicia!

There's always Egao all around me.

But I'm not. I have toki.

"Kasama, what's wrong………?

Oh, my God, you're not so shitty.

"You want to? Tough, huh, Poppy?

Without you, I'm going to lose my temper.

"I'm sorry, Alicia. I'm fine… I was just remembering the old days"

"Oh dear... did you have a hard time?

"... Yeah, it's been fun remembering that now."

"Is Namida here even though it was a long time ago…………?

"Right... I think you'll find out when Alicia grows up more"

I don't know. Otona is nasty......

"Don't nag me, come on..."

I will squeeze Kaasama.

It's the mahogany of shiawasei.

"I'm not crying anymore...... thank you, Alicia"

Oh, my God, you're turning me back.

I am stuck with the smell of unsyncing

Whenever I'm ready, I'll stay in Soba.

So don't be nah...

- I think I was dreaming.

I don't remember the contents. I guess it wasn't at least a nightmare because I've been jumping up here all these days with nightmares.

"Mmm..."

I opened my eyes in a thin blur.

The smell of Yuna fluffy and sweet reminds me of having slept with Yuna last night.

There is no sign of Yuna. Apparently, he's already up and out. The bedside clock showed the time the school had already begun.

It was only for a moment that the school was over my head, but I didn't feel like going. I had a hard time with crazy life rhythms, and my second menstrual day overlapped and my health sucked. Besides...

"……… Alicia"

I don't even know how many times I've repeated the call. But I'm disappointed that there's no voice to return.

The morning without Alicia is the third day I counted from yesterday's day off.

"It's my birthday..."

What the hell happened to Alicia......

I close my eyes and hug myself. There is an Alicia presence in me, that was the only base of my heart.

As I lay in bed unwilling to do anything, the door was knocked modestly. When I was confused because I didn't have the strength to reply, the door opened quietly.

"Alice, are you awake………?

It was Yuna who was supposed to be going to school this time she came into the room. The voice was trembling, nervous as if she was indulging in something.

"Mmm..."

Surprised at the way things are going, I turn my body towards Yuna and give her a word back. This is the only way Yuna will understand my current situation of being awake but not having the strength to get up.

But Yuna, who anxiously puts her hand on her chest, did not leave the room. Apparently, there's something I need to do.

"Ah, what about Alicia............?

I shook my head small and answered the horrible question. Yuna looks at me and closes her eyes like she thought.

I felt uncomfortable with Yuna.

Of course, I know Yuna is really worried about Alicia. But until now, Yuna has tried to behave as brightly as possible in front of me. I think Yuna cares about keeping me from getting anxious.

"……… What's wrong? Yona."

But Yuna, who now trembles a little in front of me, can't seem to afford to fix that attitude, so I became worried.

"My dad wants to talk to your brother. So if you can wake up, I want you to come down to the living room..."

To be honest, it's tough to wake up your body though.

I can't stand in the way of my sister's favor with this expression.

That's why I nodded to Yuna and replied.

Yuna asked me to go first, and I'll go to the bathroom and then I'll go to the living room. The outfit remained a pyjama because I'm going to spend the rest of the day asleep.

Not only was my father waiting for me in the living room, but my mother and Yuna were all sitting at the living room table.

"...... what the hell is going on?

I sit in the living room and listen.

Everyone had an unexpected look on their face, and I breathed in the tingling atmosphere.

"Alice, there's something I need to tell you."

My mother prefaced so, and my father followed it and opened his mouth heavily.

"... Alicia may never come back."

Until yesterday, Alicia must have been cheered up to be back, but it was in the exact opposite terms that she came out of her father today.

"Alicia's soul is destined to be lost."

I'm going to go straight to what I've been told.

Alicia's soul is lost?

That…………

"Two souls cannot exist in one body. So as your soul settles on its body, Alicia's soul loses its place and eventually vanishes."

My head refuses to understand my father's story.

That can't happen. There is no way I can accept this.

"What are you talking about, Dad... Stop it, I can't laugh at that joke..."

My head creases and my vision is blurred, as if I had been hammered through my brain. I pressed my head.

"I'm sorry, I'm not lying or joking."

I look around at my mother and Yuna for help, but they just keep a spicy eye on me, and they didn't deny my father's words.

"... how do you know that?"

Still, I resist and try to deny my father's words.

"Because he told me so."

But Dad's response was clear.

"Alicia, from………? How long have you been...?

"From the beginning. Ever since you came back to this world and became the owner of Alicia's body, she knew it would be."

"Lies........."

My head hurts like I'm banging a cancer and an early bell.

"What Dad is saying is true, Alice…………"

My mother affirms my father's words.

Did your mother know about this?... Youna too?

"Oh no... So you're saying I'm the only one who didn't know anything...?

"…… Yes."

I don't know, it's like…… it's a clown.

"Why... why were you keeping your mouth shut on me!?

"-!?

Yuna opened her eyes and the moving chair sounded gatan.

My father and mother looked at me without changing their expression.

"…… that's what Alicia wanted."

Father continues.

"She wanted to spend the rest of her time with you as a single girl, not in a position to be cared for. And we decided to work with it."

"No... I don't..."

My days with Alicia are remembered in my brain.

How did Alicia feel about the common routine she experienced through me?

As a witch in a temple long after she was born, Alicia has just lived on a mission, without knowing her parents' faces.

I can't believe Alicia let me spend the rest of my life with her in this world where no one knows Alicia after defeating the Demon King and finishing her mission...

"Yes, Alicia would be helpful if I were gone...!

This body belongs to Alicia. So it's up to the owner to give it back.

It's wrong that I'm the only one living at the expense of Alicia.

"That's an impossible story. I haven't found a way to take my soul out of my body yet."

"Well, if I die..."

"Don't be silly!

The air trembled.

I give in to my father's earnest reprimand.

"…… the disappearance of the soul comes after the death of the flesh. If you die, Alicia will just die at the time."

"Oh no..."

I can't believe Alicia's gone because of me and I can't do anything...

I feel bad about it all over my chest, and I feel bad about hitting Dad eight times.

"How can Dad stay so calm! Dad doesn't care about Alicia because he hasn't had much time with Alicia!?

"Alice, that's too much!

My father controls my mother with his hands to continue the conversation.

"If Alicia or you were asked which was more important, I'd say you were more important."

"-! Dad's idiot!

I jumped out of my chair and jumped out of my living room.

Run up the stairs and enter your room to tighten the key.

I fell straight into bed lying down.

"Alicia......"

My head was so messed up and I was about to rub it off.

Even though I do feel Alicia's presence in me when I close my eyes... but I may not even be able to speak anymore.

When I think about it, there are tears.

"Ugh... kuh..."

I'm about to be crushed by loneliness like I was left alone in this world.

I don't want to see anyone...... I can't believe anything anymore.