Who Is the Prey

This was the first time she had made such a similar gesture to him since that incident. He was flattered. He was busy and opened the door and asked her, "What book do you want to read?"

He said, and led her to the wall of the bookshelf, looked back at her, with bright eyes and full of pleasing, "Come and pick it yourself, just take it. Anyway, you also know that I don't like these things, It’s just a decoration here."

She didn't answer, but just stepped forward, slowly scanning the books on the bookshelf with her head up, occasionally pulling out a book and looking at it twice before putting it back.

Fu Shenxing stopped talking and stepped back, leaning on the edge of the table, quietly looking at her back.

After that incident, she behaved calmly, but he knew that the depression suppressed by this calmness was the insomnia fear.She has been suffering from insomnia and has to rely on sleeping pills at night to fall asleep.He couldn't bear it, but he was helpless.He wanted to go forward to hug her and comfort her, telling her "Don't be afraid, I'm here".But he didn't have this qualification because he was the culprit and the source of all the harm she suffered.

Those past, he thought that as long as everyone forgot, it can be regarded as something that has not happened, like a sudden pierced pus, so exposed in front of him and her, unsightly.

It turned out that he remembered everything so clearly that he had done things to her and what he had said.In the past, I didn't care because I didn't love. I could trample her arbitrarily and trample her into the mud.Now, as long as he thinks about those things, he feels his chest is sore.

He is so, so what about her?How could she not hate, how could she forget?She just didn't talk, just learned to be silent.Except that night, she was brutally beaten by Zhang Shou and asked him "Is still satisfied" when she was unclear. Since then, she has no accusations against him.

He was afraid of her silence.He would rather she quarrel with him, make trouble with him, and even rush to fight against him, it is better than the silence now.She was standing in front of his eyes, less than two meters away from him, but he knew that she was far away from him.The intimacy and gentleness he had received was nothing but self-deception.

He stood there looking at her, unconsciously wet his eyes.He was a cruel man, cruel to others, and to himself. He would bleed without tears after understanding, but at this moment, he wanted to squat down and cry with a headache.

She stood in front of the bookshelf for a long time, but finally picked out a thick dictionary, hugged it in her arms, turned around to see him, and said, "Let’s go to this book. You can fall asleep when you look at it ."

Fu Shenxing smiled stiffly, and asked her a few more words, and asked her, "Why did you choose this one?"

He Yan glanced down at the book in her arms and replied softly: "The problem of falling down during school is the easiest to sleep on."

He smiled. "I'll try it later."

She didn't speak, she just pulled the corners of her lips lightly, holding the book and going out.He followed her to see her, and when he reached the door, he finally couldn't help speaking."Ayan." He stopped her, stepped forward to hold her hand on the doorknob, and approached her from behind. After a while, she said aloud: "I'm sorry, I forgot those things, can you? Please ."

He Yan was silent for a while, and finally patted the back of his hand gently, saying, "Fu Shenxing, let's all look forward."

This remark is simple, but in practice it is not easy.

That night, he moved back to the bedroom to sleep with her. Only when she reached out and touched her, she unconsciously fought a cold war and subconsciously hid aside.He froze, withdrew his hand pretendingly, silently for a while, then said awkwardly: "Sleep at ease, I won't touch you."

She shrunk herself into a small ball and slept with her back to him, but suddenly fell into his arms in the middle of the night, hugged his neck tightly, and buried her head deeply in his chest.Before Fu Shenxing still had time to rejoice, she heard her crying and said, "Yuanze, I'm afraid, he has found it again, he has found it again!"

Fu Shenxing froze stiffly, his hand stopped in mid-air, and stopped for a long time before falling slowly, patting her thin back, and comforting her softly: "It's okay, it's okay."

She gradually woke up from the nightmare, seeming to realize that this embrace was not the one she wanted, so she stopped crying, released her hand, and withdrew from his arms, "Thank you." She whispered, The voice was calm and restrained, and he turned back and retracted again, wrapping himself with a quilt.

And this is just the beginning.

Her body instinctively refused to touch him, and when the wound slowly disappeared, he could not help but want to get close to her, her body would be stiff uncontrollably, no matter how hard he tried, he could not cover it Not hot.On several occasions, he tried to lick her with her lips and kiss her carefully, but her body was still stiff and cold.

She told him to look forward, but she stayed where she was, unable to move in half a step.Fu Shenxing suffered miserably, but was helpless.

A Jiang had already returned from Southeast Asia, and seeing the two tortured each other in such a way, once he couldn't help persuading Fu Shenxing to release He Yan, saying: "I looked at Miss He and didn't want to live well with you, she just I was trapped there. It would be better to let her leave first. After three or two years, things slowly faded, maybe you can forget it. When you pursue her again, you may not be able to make her feel soft."

Reason tells Fu Shenxing what A Jiang said is reasonable, but he dare not let go, not to say two or three years, not even two or three months.He Yan will go away, will go far, and will never come back.That's right, he is a selfish bastard. He would rather watch her wither a little bit in his hands than want to let her go to the arms of other men to laugh and be happy.

"Forget those things, is it okay? Please, He Yan, forget the previous ones, only when we just met." He begged her bitterly more than once, she always calmly responded to him "good", even She was also trying to adjust herself, but staying under him, she was still as stiff as ever, and even getting worse. Once when he touched her, she vomited uncontrollably and vomited faintly. Darkly.

This is the body's instinctive aversion, the most real expression of her heart, the most real heart that her reason and hatred for him can't hold down.

All his guilt was defeated by her reaction. After despair, he lost irrational anger. He clasped her shoulders and gritted his teeth and asked her: "He Yan, what do you want me to do to let go? Ah? Tell me, what do you need to do to be satisfied? Zhang Shou, I killed, I destroyed his family, what do you want from me? Yes, I have done you, I can ruin you, and you get revenge Go back, did you find someone to force me to do it again? I will practice it for you once, so that you can balance it a little bit?"

He got up to open the door and shouted downstairs: "A Jiang! Come!"

A Jiang heard the dispute between the two of them outside clearly. He heard the speech timidly upstairs and called nervously: "Mr. Fu??"

Fu Shenxing was breathing fire in his eyes and shouted angrily: "Get in!"

A Jiang had to move in step by step, and Fu Shenxing yelled like a maniac: "Come, come on to me, and show her."

A Jiang was so scared that he didn't dare to move while standing there.

Fu Shenxing looked at He Yan again, seeing that she sat there indifferently with her eyes down, so she said cruelly: "A Jiang is dissatisfied with you? Is that the homeless man on the street? A Jiang, go outside and find someone, The dirtier and rougher the better!"

Where can A Jiang really go, standing helpless, looking to He Yan for help, "Miss He??"

"Okay! Okay! You don't listen to me anymore." Fu Shenxing's face was blue, and he gritted his teeth.

He pulled his feet away and walked away, scaring A Jiang to hug him from behind, dragging him to death, and turned to beg He Yan: "Miss He, please, Miss He, don't fight Mr. Fu , You persuade him, persuade him."

He Yan then looked up to see Fu Shenxing, his expression almost calmly indifferent, "Shen Zhijie, I really tried my best."

Yes, she really did her best.The moment she went to knock on the door of his study and showed him the good in the name of borrowing books, she had decided to endure everything and told herself to persevere in revenge.She didn't want to, but she couldn't do it. The thought of revenge could no longer support her to continue.What if he killed Fu Shenxing?Selling his body and soul in exchange for his death, wouldn't he continue to struggle with him in hell?

Her incomparably powerful will slowly collapsed from some time, and eventually lost control of her body.

Fu Shenxing gradually calmed down from the rage, he froze there to stare at her, and after a while, his lips showed a nearly cruel smile, and said softly: "He Yan, I will not let you go, even if you die, you will die." In my arms."

Her face was still calm, and he should respond: "Okay."

He no longer tried to touch her, and even started to ignore her.Two people live in a house, but just like two completely strangers, ignoring each other.He is still busy every day, leaving early and returning late, and she is also quiet and duty, and she no longer even plans to revenge.

Alive, maybe just because she is still alive.

Until one day, Tian Tian suddenly called her and hesitantly asked her: "Is the thing they said true?"

He Yan chuckled and asked, "Which thing did they say?"

Tian Tian is also very clever. After hearing the words, she stopped asking more questions, stopped for a while, and then said, "Do you want to go shopping together?"

This sudden invitation made He Yan surprised, but she didn’t want to disturb her friend’s life anymore, and didn’t want to involve anyone else in danger again. She smiled and refused: “No, I’m lazy recently, I don’t want to go anywhere.”

Tian Tian fell silent, and after a while she asked her again: "We can never go back to the past, are we?"

He Yan couldn't help laughing, "Tian Tian, ​​I robbed your fiance."

"That scum man is something my old lady doesn't want!" Tian Tian couldn't help but scolded and stopped. The anger didn't go away, but instead seemed more exuberant, and said: "Forget it, it's my brain. I'll call you when I'm done. In front of a man, friendship is even a fart! He Yan, since we have broken off, then we can get a clean understanding of the previous things. I used to rescue your tens of thousands of dollars , You give the old lady back a lot. Also, you can find out the photos that were left to you when I was in school. I took the photos and cut them half of each."

These are clearly arrogant children's words, not the same-sex friends are breaking off, but the male and female friends are breaking up, anyone who is afraid will be unable to help laughing.But He Yan did not smile, not only did not smile, but even frowned gently.She has never used Tian Tian’s money. Although Maeda gave her a bank card before she fled to the United States, she did not take a penny from it.

Tian Tian can't talk indiscriminately, nor can she come to ridicule her for tens of thousands of dollars.Then she said that it must have another purpose.He Yan was full of doubts, but responded quietly on the face: "Okay, I will return it to you."

She hung up the phone and sat silently for a moment before calling Fu Shenxing's cell phone.He answered the phone almost immediately, but silently for three or five seconds, he asked her indifferently, "What's the matter?"

"I want to go back home, Tian Tian wants the old things, I go back and find her." She answered.

He was silent for a while on the phone, and only then answered her: "I told A Jiang to go back with you."

A Jiang quickly returned to the apartment and personally drove He Yan back to her parents.She flipped out her old album from college and looked for Arita's photos one by one.There are a lot of photos, but more of them are a group photo of her and Liang Yuanze.He Yan looked slowly, and unconsciously, a smile curled up on the corner of her lips.At that time, they were still so young. At that time, Liang Yuanze was still in love with her and still by her side.

It was getting dark outside, and the people in the photo began to blur. She reached out and touched the table lamp on the bedside. At the moment when the light first turned on, her eyes unintentionally swept the ornament on the bedside, but the person was stunned. Startled, suddenly stunned there.It was a slap-sized porcelain doll, a smiling male treasure, the one she didn't forget to stuff into her mother's suitcase before she fled, so that she could bring Liang Yuanze the porcelain doll.

He Yan's hands were shaking tremendously, and she grabbed the porcelain doll to take a closer look. When she saw the flawed black spot on the eyebrow of the doll, tears suddenly burst out.This is the one Liang Liangze bought for her. This is the "male treasure" that represents Liang Yuanze.She couldn't help crying and laughing, afraid of being heard by A Jiang in the living room and daring to make a little noise, she could only cover her mouth with all her strength and put everything in her palm.

Liang Yuanze is still there, he didn't really leave.It turned out that he was still here, right beside her.

A Jiang hadn't heard He Yan's movements for a long time outside, and he was a little worried. He stepped forward and gently knocked on the door, calling her: "Miss He?"