Who Is the Prey

He Yan came back a little late. She first parked the car by the side of the road, and then took the subscription newspapers and magazines from the mailbox at the door of the yard. She turned over and walked into the yard.Surprisingly, she found a letter, a brown paper envelope, with only her name written on it.

It was an already rare handwritten letter, with light ink bamboo printed on the letter paper, and the bamboo branches standing upright, just like the writing on the paper:

Hello, He Yan.

At the time of writing this letter, you were sleeping beside me, and when you saw this letter, my dirty body did not know where it was buried.Wonderful, isn't it?We faced each other again after a year, and after life and death, you looked at the words I wrote, but I looked greedily at your face.

Ayan, I'm ashamed as ever, but I'm timid and weak.

Even in the face of you a year later, I still have no guts to ask if the child is well.I humbled in my heart that he could lie beside you at this moment, but comfort myself by deceiving others. It doesn't matter, if he can't be beside you, he can be beside me at least.

Is there a shadow of me in this eye of this kid I tried to save with my life?

I thought I had a thousand words, but I didn't know what I could say until I mentioned the pen.I dragged the clean you into hell inch by inch, but now I am delusional that you can be moved by my words, it's ridiculous, isn't it?

But I have done something more ridiculous than this. I was hiding in the dark image room alone, like a voyeur, watching every bit of your life and Liang Yuanze’s life, watching you two at each end of the sofa, doing With what you want to do, you sometimes smile at him, sometimes get angry at him, sometimes even reach out to kick him, and say unkindly: "Yuanze, you go and pour me a glass of water Come."

Whenever I see this, my heart will go crazy with jealousy, but sadly find that I can't change anything. I can only imagine how good the man in the image can be if I can be replaced by me.

That's not Liang Yuanze, it's me, it's me by your side, you are smiling at me, you are throwing a temper at me, you reach out to kick the man, it's me.

But the man was not me after all, and I didn't have the good temper like Liang Yuanze.

I won't tell you to sit so far away from me, you have to sit beside me, it's better to snuggle in my arms.When you smile at me, I will lean down and kiss you.But if you lose your temper with me, I will definitely pull you over and teach you a lesson.Will I pour water for you?I seriously thought about this question, and the answer is that I will too, but I should instruct you more: "Ayan, go cook for me, I am hungry."

Much like a schizophrenic fanatic, will you laugh?

Ayan, you are right, everything is wrong.Encounter is wrong, start is wrong, entanglement is wrong, everything is wrong, everything is wrong.At the moment, I only hope that I can properly end these errors.

Ayan, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for the kind of harm that had brought you, I regret it.

Ayan, I am willing and willing to use my death to put an end to all this wrong and return your peaceful life.

Ayan, Ayan, Ayan, Ayan, Ayan.I read your name over and over again, I hope I can remember it and tell it to accompany me through the next Huangquan Road.

Ayan, do you know?

I thought more than once, how good it would be if our start that night was not so unbearable.

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The sunset hit diagonally from the side and landed on the paper.Unconsciously, tears rolled silently from the corners of his eyes. He Yan didn't know why she was crying, but she couldn't help herself.Just like a year ago, she came out of the color ultrasound room of the Obstetrics and Gynecology Hospital. After two steps, she had no energy and could only lean on the corridor, her hand covering her mouth, and slowly slipping down.

She saw the fetus that had been almost four months old, the child with long hands and feet, cruising and playing in the amniotic fluid.It kept moving, lively and lively, and had no idea of ​​its next destiny.Such a life!

There was a wide range of sights in the corridor as people came and went.Liang Yuanze came from the waiting area without any disregard for the eyes of others. He held her shoulders with both hands and lifted her from the ground with her lips. "Yanyan, we won't do surgery, let's go back."

She looked up at him stunnedly for a moment, and then said in a dumb voice: "This is Shen Zhijie's child."

"It's also yours." He answered her, struggling with contradictions in his eyes, but slowly, his eyes finally became firm, he stared at her and told her word by word: "No, it's not Shen Zhijie, it's just you Child, it will be our child in the future. Yanyan, let's go back."

"Our child has been killed by Shen Zhijie." She said startled, pressing her head against his shoulder and telling him the secret hidden in her heart, "Yuanze, we had a child, our child was killed by him, he forced Take me to miscarriage and threaten me with your life."

Liang Yuanze's body stiffened in an instant, he never knew they had a child, never knew.

She said, she couldn’t control her emotions, and the child cried and cried like, “I hate, I hate. He all killed our children, why should we leave his children? No, we don’t keep, Absolutely not! Let's go, we will have surgery now. Can't let it grow up anymore!" She was almost out of control and dragged him forward in a panic, "Hurry up, hurry up."

He followed her a few steps, but stopped and pulled her, "Yanyan, let's go home."

She slowly quieted down, stood there, looked at him helplessly, and gently called his name: "Yuanze."

He stretched out his hand and pressed her head to his chest. After a long time, he slowly told her: "Yan Yan, we are different from him."

Yes, they are different from Shen Zhijie. Even if they have been insulted and hurt, they will not become like Shen Zhijie.Because no matter what you hurt, you can never be a reason to hurt others.She understands, Liang Yuanze understands, but Shen Zhijie does not, never understands.

He Yan wiped her tears, shredded the letter with the envelope, and threw it into the trash can next to it.She lowered her head and turned the key from her purse. It was easy to find out the key. Without waiting to insert it into the lock, the door was opened from the inside.

Liang Yuanze held the child with one hand, while holding the baby bottle in the other, and looked at her with the same eyes as the savior, but he kept complaining: "I have heard your car ringing for a long time. What is it? If this happens in the future, you will never be left alone again."

She didn't answer, she just laughed, but she smiled, but she couldn't help but red her eyes.

In fact, life can be so good.

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