Why do I wake up as a cheater every time?

He didn't hear Qin Yuyang's movement for a while behind him, and then a rush of hot water was suddenly added into the vegetable washing basin, and Su Ranqiu clearly felt that his frozen hands quickly warmed up.

"It won't use hot water, are you a pig brain?" Qin Yuyang said beside him.

Su Ranqiu's heart was beating, only to realize that there was a bucket of water beside her leg, and the heating wire in the bucket was burning.

But just now, I was absent-minded and never noticed that Qin Yuyang had heated hot water.

"Ahem." Su Ranqiu straightened his face: "When I'm finished talking, when will I go back?"

Qin Yuyang: "It hasn't been decided yet, what's the matter?" He looked at each other: "We have been in harmony for so many days, I thought you had forgiven me."

Su Ranqiu glared at him, thinking of the day in his mind.

"Don't, I'm kidding." Qin Yuyang showed guilt and immediately said: "It's that simple." Although, he also hoped that Su Ranqiu would face it easily, without thinking too much.

So he stayed to get along with Su Ranqiu in order to dilute the antagonistic relationship between the two people.

In Qin Yuyang's heart, the matter between the two men was not that complicated.

"Oh." Su Ranqiu listened to him quietly, and then said softly: "Actually, I don't care very much now." Otherwise, I wouldn't change clothes in front of Qin Yuyang.

So Qin Yuyang's guess was correct, and Su Ranqiu played down the incident without leaving a shadow.

"That's pretty good." Qin Yuyang grinned, the not-so-bright lights in the kitchen illuminate him especially tenderly.

Su Ranqiu also raised the corners of his mouth, feeling relieved in his heart, as if he had accomplished an important thing.

"Hey, I'm so happy tonight, I'll go out to buy some beer." Qin Yuyang walked out to himself, and there was no movement for a while.

Su Ranqiu's eyebrows that had just stretched closed again, and she quietly sighed while looking at the already washed dishes.

Twenty minutes later, with a dozen beer in his hand, Qin Yuyang opened the door of the small single room: "I'm back."

Su Ranqiu put down his half-washed clothes: "Then I will cook vegetables."

The meal was cooked early, and when Qin Yuyang came back, he fry the lettuce.

"Yes." Qin Yuyang brought in a box of cooked food, it was pig ears: "It's cool to stir up the current wine and food."

"You actually like this." Su Ranqiu was speechless.

Qin Yuyang looked puzzled: "What's wrong with I like to eat this?" Pig ears are so delicious.

"No." Su Ranqiu thought, but it didn't fit your rich second-generation personality.

"So in your heart, I can't fight pigs ears?" Qin Yuyang touched his chin: "Now, have you discovered that I am actually as grounded as everyone else and get along well?"

"It's okay." Su Ranqiu turned his head and glanced at him. To be honest, there is a difference if there is a difference.

Even if Qin Yuyang wears a 30-dollar T-shirt and 40-dollar jeans and squats on the roadside stall eating skewers, he can't change the essence.

There is a gap between him and ordinary people.

For example, for ordinary people like himself, Su Ranqiu thought.

"It's so fragrant." Qin Yuyang helped, pretending to serve food, and washing the chopsticks for the two of them.

He is in a good mood tonight, although he is not much worse than usual.

Qin Yuyang was like this when he was very young, and it didn't matter if the sky fell; so when he woke up next to Su Ranqiu that day, he was very calm and didn't panic at all.

"Do you usually drink?" Picking up a can of beer, Qin Yuyang put it in front of Su Ranqiu.

Su Ranqiu held a piece of pig ears in retrospect. The last time he had a drink was when he first came to Beijing last year, and he had just enrolled in C university. He and his three roommates went out for a supper together.

I have forgotten what the wine tastes like. I just remember that I feel sorry for the money and feel that the prices in Beijing are expensive.

"Take a sip." Qin Yuyang raised the beer can and touched Su Ranqiu's beer can.

He raised his head and grunted himself without frowning.

Su Ranqiu retracted the gaze fixed on Qin Yuyang's face, took a sip from the wine jar, and said, "The wine is really cold."

But beer is delicious only when it is cold.

Qin Yuyang felt sorry for his small body and suggested: "Then you drink less, it doesn't matter if I drink it myself."

"How can it be." Su Ranqiu shook his head: "Drink while eating. Don't bother to drink."

"Yeah." Qin Yuyang should have responded, but he poured a sip of wine into his mouth. After a meal, there were three more empty jars at his feet.

Su Ranqiu hadn't finished drinking a can, he stood up and tidied up after finishing his meal: "You continue to drink, I'll go wash it." Then he put the table in, washed the dishes, and took a bath.

He refilled a bucket of water, boiled it, and prepared to give it to anyone in a while, or no one would use it.

Walking out, Qin Yuyang was no longer sitting at the dinner table, he went to lie down on the bed inside.

Su Ranqiu picked up his leftover beer, walked in and kicked Qin Yuyang's feet outside.

He didn't need to say anything, Qin Yuyang gave him his position automatically.

"Are you talking?" He climbed onto the bed, found a comfortable position, and took a sip of wine courageously.

Qin Yuyang nodded: "You said."

"What are you talking about?" Su Ranqiu leaned against the head of the bed, his eyes a little open.

"It's okay." Qin Yuyang said: "Life experience, future ideals."

Su Ranqiu nodded: "Then talk about the mess at home." He drank wine in a low voice: "Ahem, when I was young, I had a nickname called drag oil bottle, because my dad died very early. , Gambling debts and then jumped to commit suicide. My father and his parents didn't want to support me, so my mother took me to remarry. She was very hard. Since I was sensible, I didn't let her worry about me.

Qin Yuyang turned his head, although he could not see the expression on Su Ranqiu's face.

"The reason why I am sensible is not because I understand her, nor is it because I want to be praised..." Su Ranqiu took a sip of wine and hesitated to say whether he should say something next, as if it was naive: "Uh, because I don't want to There is a sense of existence, I want to disappear in front of them, it would be better if I have never been in this world."

This kind of distorted mentality cannot be changed when I grow up.

While afraid of loneliness, while resisting collective life, I don't want to be in front of others, and I don't want to be completely abandoned.

Therefore, Su Ranqiu hates her home, but she still sends money back every month.

"Do you still think so now?" Qin Yuyang asked.

"No." Su Ranqiu shook his head: "I didn't think so after I came out to be independent, just..." Can't find a precise word to describe it, similar to sequelae, aftershock?

Not a perfect person anyway.

"Have you ever been in love?" Qin Yuyang asked again.

This question came by surprise, Su Ranqiu almost choked, he said: "Talked about it."

It was Qin Yuyang's turn to open his eyes wide: "Hey?" This answer was beyond his expectation.

"When I was in the first year of high school, I didn't kiss and didn't go to bed. In your eyes, it might not be considered love." Su Ranqiu was holding the wine, biting vaguely: "But I'm very happy, although I only talked about it for three months."

"How did you separate?" Qin Yuyang was also cheerful.

"The teacher found out, and then divided into classes." Su Ranqiu smiled: "Class division is the long-distance relationship of high school couples, you don't understand."

"Long-distance relationship, haha."

"I met in the corridor later, she ignored me and felt that I was not firm enough."

Starting from the memory of his first love, Su Ranqiu talked a lot, and after spending half of his life, kicked Qin Yuyang: "How many have you talked about, do you prefer men or women?"

Qin Yuyang knew that Su Ranqiu would only become ridiculous if he drank too much, so he counted carefully and said, "No more than a hundred."

Su Ranqiu smiled reluctantly, and asked: "How many are they?"

"..." Qin Yuyang chose to pretend to be dead on this question. If he hadn't talked about it, 80% would be ridiculed.

His silence was misinterpreted by Su Ranqiu to mean that he was not interested in answering, so he skipped this question and asked again: "What are your plans when you go back?"

Will you continue to find a right person to get married?

Or inherit the family business and work hard?

"I didn't think about it." Qin Yuyang said lazily: "Let's work, my brother is very strict, I boast that I will surpass him in Haikou."

"..." Su Ranqiu nodded. He found that the jar was empty. He sat up on the edge of the bed and hesitated for more than ten seconds between getting up and going out to get another jar and lying back.

In the end he chose to lie back, close to Qin Yuyang, with his head resting on Qin Yuyang's shoulders and his palm resting on Qin Yuyang's abdomen.

How about Qin Yuyang calm down, he didn't react at all, and continued: "Or take some money and do it alone, that would be much more free."

Su Ranqiu raised his head, propped his elbows on the pillow, found Qin Yuyang's lips in the dimness, and rubbed them all the way from his cheeks.

Qin Yuyang didn't care about him, so he should say something like: "If you drink too much, you will rush to play hooligans. You have to change this kind of wine."

"..." Su Ranqiu mustered a lot of courage to make such a feat. Hearing this, he pretended that he was really drunk and buried his face in Qin Yuyang's shoulder.

The palms were still resting, and occasionally wandered sadly.

"Do you miss your first love?" Qin Yuyang asked in a low voice.

"Miss your head..." Su Ranqiu said with a nasal voice: "I'm dizzy, go to sleep."

Qin Yuyang said, "It seems unscientific to hold a hunk like me and miss your petite first love girl."

In this way, he can touch the scene, and he also admires Su Ranqiu.

"Are you deliberate?" Su Ranqiu laughed angrily. This man could see that Jiang Zhulang liked him. Couldn't it be that the people lying on the same bed with him had changed him.

"So what's the point, go to bed early after drinking." Qin Yuyang rubbed his head and got up to take a bath.

Su Ranqiu numbly felt the body temperature drawn away from him, and the whole person was a little sad.