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2017/11/11 "One" forty-nine in college age, strong field control (on) "Uh!...you can finish eating."

Xiaoxin’s calmness completely exceeded my expectations. When she was asked so suddenly, I was shocked for a while, but in order to maintain my image of being cheated by my girlfriend, with doubts and inquiries, I can only force it. Pretending to show an expression that suppresses his anger.

At the same time, following her words, the first is a disguised hint that I am not hysterical to go crazy, leaving a little leeway for the subsequent remedial plan; as for the second point, I want to set aside some more time for myself. Time to think.

It can be seen that when I just started this topic, although Xiaoxin was eating with her head down, which made me unable to see her expression, the chopsticks in her hand stopped at that moment, which still made me see Her panic.

Obviously, I suddenly broke this incident and caught her by surprise, but she was able to recover her calm in such a short period of time, which shows that she had expected this situation a long time ago, but she didn't expect it to come so soon.

So after hearing that I agreed with her to eat first, she really calmly continued to eat the food on the plate, but every time the food was picked up, the frequency of feeding it into her mouth became much slower.This shows that she is also digesting this sudden question, and at the same time using this time to reorganize the language she wants to speak in this situation.

I lit a cigarette silently, and continued to put on an expression of forbearing anger.

The dizziness caused by cigarettes did not make me lose the ability to think. On the contrary, it made my brain cells more active. Combined with the previous situation that Xiaoxin flatly refused to go abroad with me, I knew Xiaoxin should have done it long ago. Okay, preparations for a showdown with me, but it's not yet the time she thinks fit.So why is she trying to confess that to me?

Is it because you want to completely follow A Tao and directly express your heart?Still want to show your heart to me and win forgiveness?

If it’s the first type, it’s easy to understand, but if it’s the second type, why would she refuse to go abroad with me?Is it because I am afraid that I will not be able to accept it when I know something, and leave her a way out?After pondering over and over again, I have more and more confirmed this possibility.

For this conjecture, I can't help but make me feel more guilty of Xiaoxin.Because she didn’t know that everything between herself and A Tao was under my supervision, she had this idea. She felt that these things were a failure to me. In her heart, she had already placed herself at a disadvantage. In the position of the sinner, she might not have thought that she would be forgiven at all, but regarded it as a relief to herself.

Kind and simple Xiaoxin, are you a devil or an angel now?If you are a demon, I would like to use all of my life and the price of going to hell after death to bring you back to the common dust; if you are an angel, please descend on the glory and use your kindness to redeem me. life.I don't want to be rich and noble with you, I just want to find a quiet place with you in this duny world and finish the life of a man farming and a woman weaving.

Thinking of this, the expression in my eyes looking at Xiaoxin became gentle, but fortunately, she was still lowering her head and eating quietly without looking at me.

But her movements at this time were obviously slower, she should be almost finished eating. I looked around and thought about the next situation. I could only wave and call the waiter.

"The consumption is recorded in the account, and then a room is opened for me upstairs, and then it is settled together."

The waiter stood aside respectfully, and I casually ordered.

"Yes, sir."

The waiter maintained the attitude he should have, and said respectfully.

When Xiaoxin heard what I said, she looked at me with doubt and panic in her eyes.

After discovering Xiaoxin's changes, I looked at her intently.

"Are you going to talk here?"

Hearing what I said, Xiaoxin was slightly astonished, and then turned to look around. Although we wanted to be in the right position and clean, it was time for the meal, and some people were still sitting nearby.

After learning about the current situation, Xiao Xin said nothing, lowered her head silently once, but was not picking up chopsticks.

"Finished?"

I said flatly, since Xiaoxin is still calm, then I can't be too aggressive.

"..."

Xiaoxin didn't speak, but nodded.

"Then go up and say?"

I asked again.

"..."

Still silent, but after a little hesitation, he still started to pack his clothes and handbags.

I didn't say any more, I pushed the chair back, then stood up and took care of my clothes gently.

It wasn't until Xiaoxin had finished cleaning up and stood up that I turned around and walked to the elevator.

Along the way, the two of us did not have any communication. After all, we all know in our hearts that there will be a lot to say in a while. Tonight is not destined to be peaceful, and tonight may decide the rest of our lives.

In this way, in the dull atmosphere, we walked into the room one after another.

Before that, I would never have thought that one day when Xiaoxin and I went to a hotel to open a room, it would be like this, without interaction, intimacy, and no cuddling or hugging, just like two strangers. , Walked into a room, it seemed that this kind of feeling was worse than going out to find an appointment, a one-night stand.

The room is a standard double-bed room. Obviously the waiter is very discerning. When he saw that he was looking at young men and women, he opened the double-bed room on his own initiative, but it seems that we don’t need that bed anymore. .

When I entered the room, I went straight to the chair near the window and sat down. Then I took out a cigarette and smoked silently. It wasn't because of how addicted I was. I just wanted to smoke to cover my guilty conscience, just like Xiao Xin, a commonly used phrase in their professional performing professions, "the drama is not good, the smoke comes together".

And Xiaoxin, who entered the room, seemed a little cautious. For her, she didn't need to act at this time, just act according to her own heart.After all, as a girl, no matter how strong her heart is, she will be nervous, helpless and ashamed in this situation, because of her human nature.

She gently threw the clothes on the bed, but she quickly moved away from the bed, as if a scourge was lying on it.I guess she has already had a strong heart shadow over the hotel bed now, and she is afraid to avoid it.She didn't stop until her back hit the cabinet on the porch of the room, and then she leaned directly there.

"But come and sit?"

I said lightly.

"No... it's good here."

Xiaoxin said softly.

"Can you talk now?"

I still pretended to suppress my anger and said.

"Anything else to say? Let's break up."

Under the dim light on the porch, Xiaoxin's figure looked so thin and helpless, but she was self-supporting. After hearing what I said, the corner of her mouth smiled bitterly, but her eyes were extremely firm and her tone of voice was extremely cold.Of course, after I clicked through this incident, Xiaoxin would propose the possibility of breaking up. I had already thought about it, so I continued to implement it as planned.

"Break up? No explanation, just break up like this, do you think it's fair to me?"

For a person who sells his girlfriend to others for his own selfish desires, I am afraid that even despicableness is not enough to describe my shamelessness, but in order to be able to thoroughly explore Xiaoxin’s inner thoughts, I You can only set yourself a hypocritical high ground to lead the conversation.

"What explanation is needed? You already know about A Tao, no matter how much it is, it is unfair to you. Now that this is already the case, can't you let yourself go and let me go?"

Xiaoxin said helplessly, apparently prepared for my reluctance.However, she did not give up the final attempt, but it was obvious that she had failed.

"We have known each other for 15 years. We have gone through elementary school, middle school, and high school together, until we went to college together. 10 years of friendship, plus 5 years of love, can we say that we can let go if we let go? ?

I don't believe you will have no nostalgia for this, but your resolute performance now makes me very puzzled. What happened to you and that A Tao will make you rather give up on me and stay with him."-=First Moderator Novel Site Official Website=——=м.dīyībāńhū.íΝ=——=First Moderator Novel Site Official Website=——=щщщ.dīyībāńhū.íΝ=-Send Email dīyībāńhū#.cōm Follow The conversation turned to a stalemate, and I had to activate the memory-killing strategy. When I spoke slowly in a low, depressed voice, there was obviously a trace of tenderness in Xiao Xin's eyes. However, I am not here to remember the past. As I brought the topic to A Tao again, Xiao Xin's expression was full of guilt.

"I'm not with him."

Although his expression was still guilty, when Xiao Xin said these words, his eyes were very firm.On the other hand, I frowned slightly at the right time, showing my incomprehension.Of course, part of this is acting, but the other part is really not understood.

Although I had always held a fluke in my heart that Xiaoxin refused to go abroad with me for another reason, but I also knew in my heart that it was my wishful thinking. In fact, I always felt that Xiaoxin was because of A Tao. The reason was that he refused to follow me.

But at this time Xiaoxin so resolutely rejected this speculation, which made me unavoidably unexpected.

"Not together? Then why don't you want to go with me?"

I wanted to break up with me without being with A Tao. I never thought about this situation, so I could only ask about it.

"I'm not with A Tao."

Xiao Xin resolutely said again that she was extremely firm in this regard, as if just associating her with the name A Tao would be the biggest insult to her.

"Originally, I wanted to take care of these things by myself, and then tell you, I know you can’t accept all of this, so I’ve already made plans for you to break up with me, of course, even if you don’t raise them. I will also mention the break up, because I have no face to be with you anymore."

"After a while, my father's job has also changed. I will go to work in XX City. Then my mother and I will go with him and stay away from here, so I won't go with you."

After denying the relationship with A Tao, Xiao Xin continued talking, without giving me a chance to interrupt, her tone was flat, as if she was telling something that had nothing to do with herself, showing that she was really disappointed.

"Go outside? Why haven't you said it before?"

I was still a little caught off guard by this news.

"It was suddenly decided after my...travel...travel...back. At that time, your family's affairs were so overwhelmed, so I didn't say anything, and I want to stay away from here, away from you, and ……that person."

Xiaoxin lifted her head slightly, put her head on the closet door, and glanced towards the ceiling with an indifferent expression, but when it came to "travel" and A Tao, there was obviously hatred in her eyes.

"Do you want to be a deserter? Just tell me nothing, and walk away silently? Let me guess and worry forever?"

I once again resorted to tenderness strategy.

"Guessing and worrying is better than laughing at others for a lifetime, right? Some things have already happened, and you can’t look back and can’t make up for it. You still have a great future. There is no need to bear these humiliations that do not belong to you for me. I don’t want to be in your future. In his life, people ridiculed behind, saying that your wife is a...by someone...playing...a slut..."

Xiaoxin still raised her head high, her expression that was supposed to be indifferent, but under my constant questioning, she became a little excited, and her language became more explicit.If these words had never appeared in Xiaoxin’s mouth in the past, but at this time when the forced mountains and rivers were exhausted, Xiaoxin would no longer hold back, and would not hesitate to use this vicious words to hurt herself seriously, and let me know Hard to retreat.

This is too poisonous, but if I think that Xiaoxin is humiliating me because of this, then I am too human, because after speaking, Xiaoxin's tight lower lip, and because of raising her head There were no tears flowing out of the eyes, and everyone told me that Xiaoxin was humiliated at this time.

At this moment, my heart really softened. At this moment, Xiaoxin, who was originally weak, was still thinking about my reputation. He would rather give up my happiness and save me. This made me even more embarrassed.I can't wait to rush over, hug her tightly, tell her how much I love her, let her know, I can also abandon everything for her.

Of course, I dare not say anything about my prostitution.

Although Xiaoxin's thoughts have been revealed very clearly, and I can't bear to push her softly, but I can't stop there.

The situation at this time is extremely embarrassing for me.If I hadn’t directly touched on Xiaoxin and A Tao’s affairs, after knowing Xiaoxin’s true thoughts, I can continue to pretend to be ignorant, and slowly use a gentle method to recover Xiaoxin, and I will not let Xiaoxin So suffering.

But in the same way, if I don't directly break this relationship today, the process of exploring Xiaoxin's heart will become a tug of war, and even in my muddle, Xiaoxin may have gone to the foreign market with her father.These two situations are intertwined with each other, but it makes me a bit hard to get off.

My heart is calculating quickly.After careful measurement, I still feel that today's plan should be continued.

For a woman, being raped, being tempered, and being humiliated are all major stains in her life. Although Xiaoxin sometimes shows decisiveness in this incident, in the final analysis she is just a Girl, this is evident from the mist in her eyes at this time.After experiencing these unbearable things, if you keep accumulating them in your heart, it will seriously affect her later physical and mental growth, and at the same time it may become a shadow of her life.

So now that the matter has reached this point, I can only bite the bullet and continue to force her to tell her all the distress in her heart, so that it will be convenient for me to prescribe the right medicine and slowly enlighten her.

"I don't care! I only want you. As long as you still love me, I am not afraid of anything. You just tell me what happened now? Let us take it together. Okay?"

Although I have decided to resolutely implement the plan, my tone is inevitably softer due to the change of mood.

"Let's bear it together? You said it was easy. Don't you feel embarrassed when you know that your wife is being pressed by other men, playing around at will, or even being fucked out of shape? When one day, these The things that have happened are presented to you one by one, can you still say such things?"

Although my tone no longer had the arrogance at the beginning, Xiaoxin, who had been suppressed for a long time, did not feel it. After it was determined that this matter could not be ended hastily, she also gave it up and questioned me loudly. .However, the tears in his eyes and the frost on his face were extremely distressing.

"Yes! I can! I love you and I can accept everything about you. As long as you don't leave me, we can face all the situations together."

Feeling the huge fluctuations in Xiaoxin's heart, I didn't dare to continue to force it. In anxious state, my tone softened even more, even with a hint of pleading.Of course, what I said is also the truth. For me, who is a serious "wife pornography", I can accept everything between Xiaoxin and A Tao, and I even love to see it.Of course, the current situation is not suitable to say this.

At the same time, in accordance with the words, I stood up abruptly and rushed towards Xiaoxin. At this moment, I just wanted to hug her tightly, either to comfort her or to relieve my guilt. In short, I It is a subconscious feeling that both of us now need a hug.

"Don't... don't come..."

Xiaoxin discovered my intention, but suddenly stretched out her hand, with her palm facing me, blocking my movement.

Xiaoxin's actions caused my forward movement to stop suddenly.In my previous assumptions, tonight’s action should be that I dominate as an angry boyfriend who came to ask the teacher after I found my girlfriend cheating, but the series of accidents completely exceeded my previous expectations, unknowingly , The current scene has been completely dominated by Xiaoxin in this conversation, and I am slowly on the weak side.

Therefore, after Xiaoxin stopped my movements, I stopped in a panic and looked at a loss.

"Don't come here... Heh... You said you can accept everything? Do you know what happened?

Well, since you said that, I will tell you all today. I hope that after knowing this, you can still remember what you just said."

Seeing me stop, Xiao Xin slowly lowered her head, muttered to herself, then chuckled lightly, and looked into my eyes again with a look of contempt.Of course, this is not a contempt of me, but an irony of my self-confident words just now. In her opinion, what happened to her and A Tao was enough to destroy my confidence.

(to be continued)