Wife's sexy development journey

2018/03/17 "One" University Age 58. Attitude Change (Part 2) "It can be said that it was not only my body but my soul that was abused by him that night. I was scared, really scared , It was a kind of fear from the heart. His loud insults and the slapping with all his strength made me powerless to resist and made me afraid to refuse."

"On the first night in that foreign country, I was ruthlessly ravaged by him. I wanted to run away, but where can I go in this unfamiliar place? I thought about enduring it, but there are still For six days, if this happens every day, what should I do?"

"I was crushed on the bed and endured the impact helplessly. I imagined all the possibilities, but felt that each of them was of no avail. But as time passed, I slowly found that my thinking began to become blurred. Although the physical blow continues, the pleasure of the lower body is slowly climbing. This climbing process is silent, until I noticed it, it seemed to be out of control."

"From that moment on, my brain once again lost the ability to think, and devoted myself to sex. Although the harsh insults continued, I seemed to have lost my hearing and turned a deaf ear to ears; although it was intense, I was afraid that it would never stop. , The physical pain gave me another kind of pleasure."

"The physical refreshment in the vagina and the perverted pleasure in the body are intertwined, and I experience an unprecedented sense of satisfaction, and even my brain is lost in it. In this situation full of torture and humiliation, the two of us arrived in the Maldives. I left tears, sweat, love fluid and semen in the first night."

"When the crazy abuse finally ended, I couldn't sleep for a long time, not because I was aftertaste, nor because his hands were still tightly clasped on my breasts, but because I started to think about whether my trip was somewhat I'm not mature enough to think about it? Although I was climaxed by the perverted pleasure just now, after everything calmed down, I started to feel humiliated again."

"Maybe you would say, I am a bitch and set up a torii. I don't deny it, and I think it is like this. I really regretted it when I didn't have that dick in my vagina. But I thought about it. But I didn’t dare to resist. In this strange land, I couldn’t fight him after all. It’s not like here. If I really can’t stand it anymore, the fish will die and the net will break. Use your power to get rid of him, but there is that. ?"

"The fact that the emperor Shan Gao is far away is in front of me, and I can't help but guess that this may be the basis for her to act like this. I secretly regret my decision. But after repeatedly thinking about the causes and consequences, I also understand that this is my helplessness. In order to get rid of him and for the future, I can only bear it. Of course, this may be just an excuse for my lewd behavior, but I believed it 100% at the time."

"A long night spent several times when I woke up. I didn't go to sleep until early in the morning. When I woke up again, the sky was already bright, and the man next to him was still asleep. In his sleep, his face had long been gone. The color of tyranny, but still makes me feel good."

"I silently got out of bed to wash, but suddenly I was stunned. I vaguely remembered that after having sex last night, when I went to wash, I found that he had thrown away the underwear I was wearing, and then gave me something. A pink one-piece swimsuit for me to wear today. At that time, I took a peek at the style of that swimsuit. Although the front silhouette is a standard one-piece, the hollows all over the body and the entire exposed back are still It makes me feel ashamed."

"At that time, although I didn't wear a swimsuit on my body, I felt embarrassed just holding it in my hand, so I just put it on the bedside table. At this time, when I thought of coming out of the bathroom, maybe that person would wake up. No, I can’t just show up naked, so after some measurement, I can’t help but turn around and pick up the swimsuit and enter the bathroom."

"While washing, I was still hesitating whether to wear this shameful swimsuit according to his arrangement, but thinking about my purpose and his dismissal last night, I finally chose to give in. Now that I am unable to resist. , I would rather believe that what happened last night is just a case, it is just the strategy he implemented in order to better control me during this trip."

"If this is the case, if I can completely obey his arrangements during this period of time, will I really be able to stop suffering? Since the mountains and rivers are exhausted, then I will have to give it a go. Therefore, , At that moment, I chose to gamble again."

"After putting on my swimsuit, I didn't even dare to look in the mirror in the sink, because I didn't dare to imagine how slutty clothes I would look like now. But even if I didn't look at it, would others not see it after I went out? The story has already told me the result. After encouraging myself many times, I finally watched it."

"In the mirror, my face is red, but my body is still fair, which makes the pink swimsuit even more dazzling.

Originally I thought that those hollows would make me run out, but after turning around several times and looking at it from all angles, I slowly confirmed that the design of this swimsuit is quite thorough, and it won’t be because of me. Cautiously emptied, this made my resistance feel a little loose."

"As for the back, apart from the two straps, the bottom underwear and the swimming skirt, although there is no other cover, it allows my white and clean back to be exposed. Of course, I still can't accept it. , But this is the end of the matter. In order not to lose my body, I can only choose to endure it. After a big deal, I will be out with a shawl."

"I don't resist anymore in my heart. As a girl, I can't help but start to observe how I look like in a swimsuit.

Although that man is usually insignificant, indecent, or cruel and tyrannical, I have to admit that he is still very discerning. This swimsuit is in line with my usual temperament, whether it is style, size or size. Apart from the shameful design, I am quite satisfied."

"But as the so-called "woman is a confidant", when I think of this beautiful appearance for a while not for you, but for such a person, my heart begins to depressed again. Forcing myself to stop thinking about it, I hurriedly ran out of the bathroom before that person woke up, took out a coat from the box, put it on my body, and then went into the bathroom to put on makeup."

"When I packed everything up and walked out of the bathroom again, that person had already woke up. We didn't communicate too much, because I still remember his state last night, so I can only choose silence. After he simply cleaned up, we went out of the room together."

"There seems to be nothing to say about this day's trip. We found a private tour guide to wander around, basking in the sun on the beach in the Maldives, blowing the sea breeze, and then eating some local snacks and visiting some specialty shops. Even the trip is over."

"In this process, the two of us didn't communicate much. Although he no longer had the state and expression of yesterday, I still respected him. But he didn't seem to care about my reaction, and he kept approaching me. , Especially in front of the tour guide, it seemed like my real boyfriend, caring for me.

I even had the illusion that what happened last night really happened?Isn't it my dream?"

"Even though I know this is my illusion, because of the nature of animals "seeking advantages and avoiding disadvantages", I chose to continue gambling. I believe that as long as I can meet his requirements, that kind of thing won't happen again. So in the afternoon, when the tour guide was about to finish her work today and offered to take pictures of us, I still pretended to be like and took a few pictures with him."

"Of course, during this day, I not only have to secretly observe his emotional changes, but also always pay attention to my own situation. Although I have repeatedly confirmed that this swimsuit will not let me go out of the embarrassment, but my heart is still subconscious. I can’t put it down. After all, this dress exposes most of my body."

"Sometimes, I would secretly aim at the tourists around me, in order to find that many men are also secretly looking at me, whenever my eyes meet them, I will subconsciously shake, and then quickly look away Move away. Of course, some men who are peeking will quickly look away, but there are also all foreign men who will smile at me after they see me and find them. That kind of smile is very gentle, and there is no sense of insignificance. ."

"But no matter what state it is, I feel very ashamed. I believe they must have noticed my flushing cheeks, and even began to wonder why this unrestrained Chinese girl has such a shy expression? "

"Because I have been silent for this period of time between you and that person's sex, I found that my thoughts have also begun to become obscene. Sometimes I even wonder if those men have fantasized about them in their hearts. I pulled it over and threw it on the beach, then roughly tore up my swimsuit, took off my swim trunks, and used their already hot and hard penis to slam into my vagina."

"But there are so many people here, so what will I face? Gang rape? But after a man satisfactorily shot his semen into the depths of my vagina, he drew his weapon contentedly, and then another came over , Squeezed his weapon, went deep into my honeycomb again, wanton conquest? Then another man walked towards me, attacked my holy land again, and after I had killed my armor and unarmed, left it to the comrades behind? "

"Those men, different bodies, different body types, different skin colors, and different races, but they all have the same goal, which is to capture the harassment of this Chinese girl. Let her scream under the strong offensive of the multinational coalition forces. Repeatedly, want to die?"

"My thoughts began to fly all over the sky, not even marginal, until that person suddenly called me, I woke up, and for a moment I realized how lewd my thoughts are. I can't believe that the things I just thought were my own thoughts. When I came out, I was shocked by the degree of my depravity. I used to think that my current changes were at the mercy of that person, but now I find that my heart has gone further and further."

"Consciousness returned to reality. I quickly returned to normal and walked towards that person, but as soon as I took a step, I felt a hint of coolness under my body. This felt very obvious in the hot air. I originally wanted to step forward. The stride quickly turned into a small step. I knew that it was just the fantasy that made me shamelessly wet underneath, and even the love liquid came out."

"The person saw me walking towards him, so he turned around and continued to follow the guide, but I could only slowly twist my body to keep up. I guess at the moment that those people are serious, I have It's even more charming.

Are they more eager to make me..."

"I don't dare to think about it anymore. I'm afraid that if I think about it any more, I will be even more embarrassed. So I can only force myself to listen carefully to the tour guide's explanation of each landscape in order to distract. But no matter how I control it, I will I can’t stop myself from peeking at the eyes of people around me."

"In fact, I didn't have any impression of that day's play. What remained in my mind were the eyes that I saw from time to time. In this way, after a day of frightened wandering, I followed the person back to the hotel room with exhaustion. "

"Actually, things after going back are no different from the past. After this day, I have basically understood the purpose of his bringing me out, which is to allow me to gradually adapt to this feeling of being peeked. Step by step, he becomes slutty, and then just like the daytime, he produces various fantasies, which leads to more lewdness. Until after returning, he can fulfill his promise, and I will once again give up my bottom line and take the initiative to send it to the door."

"I am quite sure about this speculation, because I can find evidence in many ways. First, he didn't let me wear the swimsuit and underwear he prepared. Secondly, his rage last night. It should be a performance of poor skills. It indicates that he has no more ways to play with me. He can only amplify my sensuality through various subtle ways. To achieve this goal, he must have my cooperation."

"With this kind of speculation, I actually committed my heart. I admit that I have become lascivious, and even hate myself for being like this, but this is obviously my own problem. As long as I solve his problem, then I No matter how lustful you are, you can show this aspect to you, to the one I love, and it won’t be like this, let "the relatives hate, the enemies are quick"."

"When I got back to the room, I didn't take a shower right away. Instead, I was thinking about these issues seriously. I didn't get up and walk into the bathroom until everything went smoothly in my mind and I thought that all the logic was smooth.

Washing the dust that was contaminated in the day, and the uncomfortable lower body because the love fluid dried up."

"With the mental preparation, my state is also a lot more indifferent. After all, if this is the case, I think I can bear it after I strengthen my confidence. So my state is very relaxed, leaning on the bedside and watching TV. Of course, to wait to see what new tricks he has tonight."

"After I haven't watched it for long, he walked out of the bathroom naked as I expected. I was expressionless, without squinting, but sneered in my heart, even though I knew that he would play with him for a while. But being able to anticipate the enemy's first opportunity still gave me a little vanity."

"He looked at me and saw that I was expressionless and didn't say anything. He just walked to the TV table, picked up the swimsuit I wore today like a demonstration, and threw it into the trash can. Actually, I have been adapting this day. , I really like that swimsuit. I wanted to stop him at the time, but then I thought about it. This way, as if I asked him, it would make me subject to others, so after thinking about it, I still didn’t say anything."

"I quietly watched him throw away the swimsuit, and then he didn't take out a new one as I expected. This makes me very puzzled. He will not plan to let me go out tomorrow, right? Some of them were too big to play, obviously not in line with our previous agreement. He should know that I would not agree to it. So I could only look at him with doubts in my eyes."

"Seeing my gaze, he smiled lightly at the corner of his mouth, as if he had grasped the initiative, and then raised his chin slightly to the stool beside him. I followed his gaze, and there was a white cloth ball. Together, I know that will be my jersey for tomorrow. Actually, I really want to go over and see what that swimsuit looks like now, but after thinking about it, I resisted it and turned to watch TV."

"Although the process is a little different, the general direction is the same as I guessed before. So I am more calm. Now I just look at his state tonight. With my cooperation today, he will still be like yesterday. I have to consider whether he intends to change the direction of playing with me to the sexual abuse side. If his attitude improves, then I will be able to verify my guess better."

"Although my eyes have never left the TV, my heart has been paying attention to his every move. After all, what happens soon is not only related to my treatment tonight, but also to me Have you really expected the enemy to take the lead? If I guess correctly, then in the next few days, it is very likely that I will be able to change from passive to active.

"It’s not accurate to say that time has passed, because from the time I saw the new swimsuit, to the point when he stood in front of me with an ugly but hard cock, not much time passed, it seemed so short It was less than thirty seconds. I squinted at the dark red glans, despising it. Of course, it wasn't its ability to despise it, but I was proud of the fact that his master's plan had been fully understood by me. "

"Looking at him with a look of anticipation, I sneered inwardly, took the condom that was always on the bedside table and used it at any time, staring at the TV without squinting, and put it on him."

(to be continued)