With forty-eight imperial tools, I just want to rely on myself
Chapter 136 My Youth Is Back
If there is no such system task of [Why is the sword in the hand swung?] appearing, Ling Ze would not really agree with what Biku Seijuro said. He would most likely use that as an excuse for the other party, even though the other party actually I think so sincerely.
But Ling Ze didn't think that the stranger he met for the first time, Gu Qing Jurou, could understand himself better than himself. If it were a mature person, he might have some credibility.
But a stranger came up to "Balabara" to give you instructions, saying that you have no purpose in life, and your life is awkward. If you don't go up and give him a big mouth, it is already a good temper.
Ling Ze never felt that he lacked a goal. He had always had his own clear direction forward, and he had never felt the sense of confusion of "not knowing where the way forward is".
When he was in the slum, everything he did was to survive and not to die inexplicably miserable in this world.
When the Empire assassinated the organization, his purpose was also very clear, that was to become stronger desperately, try to get out of the control of Gozzi, not to become a murderous blade manipulated in the hands of others, and by the way, as a team leader to save himself Those team members who depend on each other and have tragic fate.
After arriving in the world of "Rurouni Kenshin", he continued to implement his goal of becoming stronger, while using pure swordsmanship to fight against those swordsmen, honing his sword skills while increasing actual combat experience, while trying his best To trigger the task, in order to obtain more strength improvement and more chips.
"Dreams, wealth, power, lust, power, freedom, justice, and knowledge. If I have to say these things, what I am pursuing now is probably only "freedom" and "power"?"
In Ling Ze's opinion, with the exception of "power", which really belongs to him, the others are a bit too illusory, floating, and not real enough.
In addition to "knowledge", "wealth", "power", and "lust" are all external things that may be destroyed at any time, and there is no absolute conclusion to such things as "justice". As for "dreams", It would be even more illusory and ethereal.
Ling Ze doesn’t really like the word "dream". The word he prefers is a clear "goal". Only the children’s world can talk about "dreams." Adults have already passed the age of dreaming and only talk about Realistic goals, not to mention broad "dreams."
Although when he was in the slums, Ling Ze once had so-called "dreams". For example, relying on the power of forty-eight imperial tools, he punched General Bud, kicked Esdes, annihilated the revolutionary army, and destroyed decay. The empire is invincible in the world.
But this kind of thinking at that time was really too naive and unrealistic. After Ling Ze gradually realized the truth of life, he decisively discarded that idea.
After all, when the forty-eight pieces of imperial equipment can be collected is really a big question, and he himself was still worried about his livelihood at that time, and it was a bit ridiculous to think about "invincible in the world".
Although there is only one word difference between "dream" and "dream", there is a huge difference between them, and the difference between the two is usually worthy of most people's thinking.
Ling Ze thought about it carefully. He found that although he had always had many short-term goals, there was indeed no one too long-term goal in life.
After completing his current goal of "getting rid of Gozzi", Ling Ze did not know what he was going to do for a while.
At that time, Ling Ze already had the strength to solve Gozzi, and it was of course impossible to want him to go back to the slums to nest.
Although he didn't have any idea to save the people of the world, he was not a big hermit who had thoroughly seen through the world like "Bigou Seijuuro".
Although Ling Ze sneered at the idea that people with great ability must benefit the people, but for people with greater ability, the easier it is to obtain the satisfaction of "wealth", "power" and "lust". Fully agree.
In fact, this point does not need to be recognized by Ling Ze. This is a very objective fact, which is completely different from the wishful thinking of "the greater the ability, the greater the responsibility". People with absolute strength can get it more easily. What you want.
"In that case, I am actually not without pursuit of "wealth", "power", "lust", on the contrary, it is precisely because I want to "all" these things, so I finally choose In order to pursue the most fundamental "power", after having "power", there is the possibility of "all need"."
Ling Ze reviewed himself inwardly, and he found that if he was allowed to live a hermit life like Hiko Seijuuro, then he was indeed unacceptable.
What he wants more is to enjoy life, to enjoy the convenience that a powerful force can bring to him, whether it is power or wealth, or a woman.
In such a different world, there is no "power" to have everything. Ling Ze previously instilled the concept of "power is supreme" in Chi pupil, naturally because he himself also upholds this concept.
After all, for Ling Ze, he wants to become stronger, or to be able to live and make his life better. This is a very simple idea. It was like this when he was in the slums and when he was assassinated by the empire. It is still the same today.
While adhering to his moral bottom line and three views, he has the power not to be manipulated by others, and he can do what he wants to do and get what he wants. This is what Ling Ze has always been. Pursuit, very simple and very self-conscious.
"Maybe the life of a "drunken beauty lying on her knees and waking up to the world" is not bad?
After mastering the way to travel through the world, after finding a way to quickly unlock Tegu by doing tasks, after finding the correct way to use this system.
Ling Ze suddenly discovered that the initial "dream" he had thrown away seemed to have some possibility of realization. It would no longer be a mere "dream", but a imaginable one. "Target", Ling Ze's mind became alive again.
"Then set this matter as my long-term goal, to overthrow the decadent empire, destroy the ambitious revolutionary army, and build a brand new empire of my own.
After thinking about it this way, there is a sense of accomplishment. The feeling of using one's own power to conquer a world. This is what makes Ling Ze truly "do what you want, get what you want." thing.
Ling Ze sighed. Even though it has been so long, remembering this "dream" he had thrown away again made people feel a little unstoppable.
"Sure enough, a man is a teenager until he dies. Even if he recognizes the reality, if he seizes the opportunity, he will jump out and want to do something exciting."
Ling Ze licked his lips, and he felt that his youth seemed to be back, even though his body had just entered puberty now.
"So why is this task not completed yet?"
After determining his long-term goal, Ling Ze was slightly confused.
"Isn't this mission requirement like this? Isn't this godly "Jianxin" just asking me to determine what I am swinging a sword for?"
Ling Ze really didn't understand, he had clearly determined the reason for his sword swing.
He didn't wield his sword to protect or change anything, he just wielded his sword purely for his own desire, and for his own "strong desire".
If Ling Ze were to say it, his "Jianxin" should be the two words "strong desire", or the more direct "I want it all".