Ye's youth can't be wrong

If, if you...Even if you respect Lin Ye's career, Keying Lili still hopes that Lin Ye can have more time by her side.

"Family! At least I don't need to think about this now, Ying Lili."

Still working under the world BOSS, he has no future. He also thinks about starting a family, but there is no suitable person who can share this with him.

If it were Weiyi and the others, it would be possible. As for Lacus, Lin Ye felt that this possibility was relatively small.

Moreover, the most important thing is that it is almost impossible to have children to start a family with yourself.At least girls nowadays may not think about children, but they really get married and start a family. There is no girl who does not expect to be a mother.

This is instinct as a woman.

But Lin Ye couldn't give this.

This is also Lin Ye's own regret.

"But... even so I hope you can quit. You have served in the army for several years, and you were already on the battlefield when you were supposed to go to school. I think if you apply for retirement, you will definitely succeed. I don’t know how much time is left until your next full service, but I, I can..."

The azure blue eyes looked expectantly, Ying Lili only hoped that Lin Ye would nod in agreement.

Leaving there, as long as Lin Ye leaves there, he no longer needs to experience that cruel experience, and he no longer has to worry about not being able to contact him one day, thinking that he has been killed on the battlefield.

In a few years, even ten years, Ying Lili is willing to wait.At that time, I was only twenty-six years old, and I was still in the time of my youth.

"Sorry, Ying Lili, I can't do this." When I tried to hold my glasses but found that he was not wearing them, Lin Ye glanced away.He didn't want the girl to be sad, but it was unavoidable at this time. It's better to say that when he made up his mind to confess with Eiri, the result was already destined.

Even if Ying Lili showed such a heart-wrenching expression, with tears in his eyes, even tears, his heart would not be shaken.

What's more, I now have Xuena. Although he is not a dedicated person at all, Lin Ye doesn't want to hurt Xuena and Yinglili if he can.

Their innocence and kindness are one of the most beautiful things in the world, and one of the existences he wants to protect.

"Except for this place, I don’t know where I can stay anymore. I really have very little shelter. I don’t know what to do better when I get out of that place, so I’m used to it. I can't live without it."

Ying Lili, who clenched her fists, trembled. She could understand what Lin Ye was talking about, but she couldn't accept it.Just let him go back, let him leave her life like this, Ying Lili can't do it, let alone give up.

But... she bluntly asked him to stay. Every time she spoke to her mouth, she choked up but couldn't say it. She knew that there was not enough time to go on like this. The Ferris wheel had already passed the highest point, and it was the best time Up.

"Actually! Ying Lili came out with you this time, I also want to tell you something." Lin Ye tried to make her tone not sound so contradictory, "We met three years ago, I don't know. What is your feelings for me? Is it just because you saved your relationship, which made you feel like this, but no matter what, we are not people in the world after all."

"Even if there is intersection, but in the end it still has to go to a different life, so..."

An expression of consternation appeared on Ying Lili's face, and her mood became gloomy. She didn't want this result.

Lin Ye must not be missing in the future life she is looking forward to.

He has left an indelible impression on his administration.

At the moment she rescued herself at the international airport, Ying Lili had already recognized the promise she had made in her heart at that time.

If anyone can save herself, she must associate with him, even if it is not suitable to break up afterwards, but... and Lin Ye didn't start, so it ended directly, Ying Lili would never accept it.

Moreover, even if the communication time is short, Lin Ye feels very good to her.

"No, no, I will never accept such a result." Rarely, Ying Lili broke out and shouted at Lin Ye angrily.

The golden double ponytail has a faint tendency to want to curl up.

This was the first time that Lin Ye saw Ying Lili's expression like this. It was no longer the Ying Lili who cared about his own opinions and concealed many things from the bottom of his heart to show the graceful side as much as possible.

Such a girl is more real.

But the same is also so helpless.

"Even though we are about the same age, our experience is really far different."

"I……"

Without paying attention to the change in Ying Lili’s expression, Lin Ye continued, “You have a beautiful family, live in a comfortable environment, and have a happy life. If this continues, you will be in the end until the end. In the focus of everyone, your future will eventually be happy."

"But..." Ying Lili wanted to say that my life would not be happy without you, but seeing Lin Ye's expression and tone, and the slight hesitation in her heart, she didn't say anything. Exit, also missed the opportunity to speak.

"And I am different. After I have self-awareness in this world, I am struggling and working hard for my own survival all the time, even if I do not hesitate to take the lives of others, even if the other party is a terrorist. Kind of person."

"You should know Yinglili, so let's do it!"

The black pupils stared at Lin Ye's blue sapphire eyes, Lin Ye moved his lips slightly and continued.

Even if Ying Lili doesn't want to listen anymore, he still has to say.

Because this was the rhetoric he had prepared, he put this cruel fact in front of her, even if she didn't want it, she had to face it.

She and she really live in two worlds.

At this time, the figure of Yukino appeared in Lin Ye's mind. He didn't know what Yukino's reaction would be if he were to change to Yukino today!

Chapter 196 Goodbye Yinglili (Part 2)

As if realizing what Lin Ye was about to say, Ying Lili covered her ears and shook her head vigorously, desperately vetoing it, her body stepped back vigorously, trying to stay away from Lin Ye, but in this small area of ​​less than five square meters Space, where can Yinglili escape?

"I don't want to listen, I don't want to listen, don't you talk!"

"Ye, I beg you don't say it!" A cry of mourning sounded in this space, and any man who heard such a voice felt pity in his heart.

But Lin Ye seemed to ignore Ying Lili's plea, and the words continued.

"Men, women and children, direct and indirect, I have countless people who died because of me. My hands are already stained with blood. I can't wash them cleanly. Even now, The strong smell of blood, the nostalgia for the world before the death of those people, the fear of death, the hatred for me, I can't forget, and it often comes to my mind. No matter how noble the reason, but murder However, the essence of is not the slightest change. Compared with a simple girl like you, I am really filthy...so we are really people in two worlds."

"Why, why, you have to tell them all. I clearly said don't tell them."

Desperately covering her ears, but did not stop the slightest sound, Ying Lili's whole heart trembled at Lin Ye's words.

She yelled at Lin Ye, wanting to vent Lin Ye's grievances that he didn't listen to her request and directly explained the words.

Obviously, I... don't care about everything you have ever experienced, but why do you care!

"Patter, patter."

In the slightly bloodshot eyes, the crystal clear teardrops fell drop by drop, and when they touched the wooden planks on the ground, a beautiful splash appeared.

Ying Lili against the red sun of the setting sun, her face full of red light could not hide the sadness.

"Sorry."

Lin Ye couldn't bear it, but in the end he was pressed down by reason.As long as this continues, Ying Lili will despair of herself, will forget herself, will find a new life, a new beginning.

This is the best for her.

What she was looking forward to, I couldn't give her!