When he was a student, Su Jianan was a mythological god.

But emotionally, she has always been slow.

So, even though she had known Lu Boyan in 10 years, she realized that she liked him a long time later, and at that time she had grown from a little girl to a slim girl, Lu Boyan... she hadn't seen him for many years After passing him, she didn't know if he was as good-looking as he was 16 years old, or what he looked like.

But she still likes him.

When she received a love letter in the first year of junior high, the fragrant letter paper contained a picture of the boy. She glanced at it, and the appearance of Lu Boyan came to mind automatically. The boy’s nose is not as strong as Lu Boyan, and his eyes are not Lu Boyan. The words are deep and beautiful, and the hairstyle is not as natural as Lu Boyan.

When she was in the second grade of junior high, she was stopped to confess that the scornful boy wanted her to be his girlfriend to ensure that she would be domineering in school and no one would dare to bully.She looked at the boy, um, no temperament, unlike Lu Boyan, who made people attracted by the calmness and grace that his peers didn't have at a glance.

Later, Su Yuanyuan's mother and daughter appeared, and her mother died for a long time, and her life suddenly entered into the eternal night.

She locked herself in her mother's room during the day and wept bitterly at night. Several times she felt that she could not survive, but at the last moment, she always thought of Lu Boyan.

When I met him, his father had just passed away in a car accident.The mother said to her, that elder brother is very sad, will you go with him?

At that time, her entanglement might have bored Lu Boyan, but now, his figure has become her pillar.

Lu Boyan can face the fact that her loved ones leave the world, why can't she?At least as strong as him to be worthy of him, right?

In this way, she thought of Lu Boyan without knowing it, and she passed the most difficult period.

At this time, she didn't realize that she liked Lu Boyan.

When she was about to graduate from high school, she accidentally saw him in a financial magazine.

In her memory, Bo Yan’s brother was still a 16-year-old in sweater and casual pants, but in the magazine, he wore an expensive customized suit. His silhouette became more cold and distinct, and his eyes became more incomprehensible. He was quite tall when he was 16 years old.

He went from a teenager to a successful business elite.

She suddenly understood that Lu Boyan was already a man.

At that moment, her heart suddenly thumped, and the classmates saw her lose consciousness. He laughed and teased her: "Jianan, you have a day of nympho! This rookie in business is super handsome! Do you like him?"

Like it, Su Jianan has always liked the voice in his heart.

At this time, she later realized why she couldn't be like a normal girl, tempted by a boy of the same age, and talked about a young love with them; why no matter it is the naughty boy at the end of the classroom, The so-called dream girl of the whole school girl said that she liked her, she could not help comparing them with Lu Boyan, and finally felt that they were not as good as Lu Boyan.

In fact, she had been in love since she was ten years old, and she liked Lu Boyan, but she didn't realize it until now.

After graduating from high school in a hurry, she was admitted to A and began to like to read various financial magazines, because sometimes she would see news about Lu Boyan or his interviews.

There are several magazines on the Internet that took photos of him. She downloaded them and hid them in the secret album of her phone, even Luo Xiaoxi didn't know.

For four years in college, he secretly liked Lu Boyan, and occasionally he heard about Lu Boyan from Tang Yulan when talking on the phone or meeting.

Several times, Tang Yulan asked her if she wanted to go to her house for dinner, saying that when Lu Boyan came back today, they could meet.

At that time, Lu Boyan had developed Lu into a business empire. He became the dream lover of many girls. The scandal with Han Ruoxi was raging, and their pictures of both in and out were flying everywhere on the Internet. She shook her head and refused. Excuse the study is busy.

In fact, I was afraid of seeing him with others with my own eyes.

Despite this, she still feels that she is much luckier than most of the girls who have a crush. At least she met Lu Boyan very early, and now she can still know his news at any time.

After graduation, Su Yicheng asked her to study abroad, and she chose the school where Lu Boyan graduated.

When he was studying at Columbia University, Lu Boyan was also a man of great influence. Professors still remember him for many years after graduation. She occasionally heard from the professors or classmates what he was studying here, so she was always inexplicably happy, Jiang Shaokai said After studying abroad, she didn't know if she saw a lot of corpses, and she laughed from time to time like a crazy person.

Like a neurosis, it's like a neurosis. It's her job to like Lu Boyan.

During the two years she studied abroad, Su Yicheng's Cheng'an Group grew rapidly. The Cheng'an Group suppressed Su's family, leaving Su Hongyuan out of breath. Su Hongyuan moved to kidnap her and threaten Su Yicheng.

When Su Yicheng and Tang Huilan asked her to marry Lu Boyan, her first reaction was fear.

The person who has secretly liked for so many years, he is so good now, and she deals with corpses all day, not to mention... he seems to have someone he likes.

Secretly following him is already very satisfied, how can we still marry him?

"Jian'an, this is your only chance." Su Yicheng said to her, "You like him, I know."

She looked at her elder brother and was speechless for a long while, like a little girl who was found stolen through her mother's high heels, blushing and embarrassed to wish to disappear.

"You have to fight for the things you like, and the people you like are the same." Su Yicheng touched her head and told her, "Think about if he marries someone else, would you be sad?"

She nodded in a daze, and Su Yicheng said again: "Then you go and marry him. Don't give him to others, you have to fight for yourself at least once."

Then, she nodded and agreed to marry Lu Boyan and married him, but Lu Boyan told her that he would divorce her in two years.

"Well, it's a coincidence, I just don't have any feelings for you"-at the time she replied that Lu Boyan was pretending to be so, she was actually a little sad.

Lu Boyan once asked her why she agreed to marry him. The real reason was of course that she liked him.The tip of the perverted killer’s knife was placed on her face. Jiang Shaokai asked if she had anything to say to Lu Boyan. She wanted to tell Lu Boyan that she liked him, but after thinking about it, if he and Han Ruoxi were together, This seems unnecessary.

After all, she was already satisfied to marry him.

She secretly liked Lu Boyan for so many years, she didn't even want to be with him, let alone get married.Even if she was really killed this time, she and Lu Boyan had been married for more than two months at least. Although it was not long, it was enough to make this life without regrets.

Look, this time she likes to hide her arrogance in her bones to become so humble, so she dare not mention it, dare not tell anyone.

But she didn't expect Jiang Shaokai to see through all this.

Su Jianan is no longer as flustered as when she was unmasked by Su Yicheng. She smiled and said to Jiang Shaokai in a pleading tone: "Don't tell others."

Jiang Shaokai was so angry that his liver hurts: "Not promising!"

"Who said that? It's just that my talent is used elsewhere!"

"What's the use of fighting hard with me?" Jiang Shaokai said, "It's useful to fight Han Ruoxi and snatch Lu Boyan over!"

Su Jianan thought of the photos of Han Ruoxi and Lu Boyan tangled together in disorderly clothes: "Can't grab it, right? People have feelings."

"Jian An, I suddenly feel that you are a bit pitiful."

"I am in good health, I have enough food and dressed warmly, and I am married to my favorite person. Where is the pity?" Su Jianan curled his lips. "You might as well poor Xiao Xi. She was cut off by her father again. ..."

Jiang Shaokai let out a cry: "Luo Xiaoxi is braver than you."

Su Jianan was taken aback for a moment and smiled.

Yes, Xiao Xi is indeed braver than her. Whenever she likes it, she will confess loudly. If you don't agree, it's okay. I'll just chase you.

She took her mobile phone and got up with a thermos: "I will bring you lunch tomorrow."

Jiang Shaokai would not refuse: "Drive carefully."

It was late when Su Jianan returned home. She parked the car and entered the house with a thermos. She saw Lu Boyan sitting alone on the sofa in the living room. There were several cigarette butts in the ashtray in front of her, and there was a vague smell of smoke. in the air.

In her impression, Lu Boyan does not smoke.

She walked over: "Are you okay?"

Lu Boyan raised his eyes lightly: "It's okay. Have you been in the hospital?"

Su Jianan nodded: "Xiao Xi is also there, so we will... chat for a while."

Lu Boyan said "Um", and reached out to the cigarette and matchbox on the coffee table, but he retracted it again for some unknown reason. He looked at Su Jianan, "If it's okay, go to bed early."

"Yesterday..." Su Jianan hesitated and said, "My phone was dropped at Xiao Xi's house, so I don't know if you called me, what do you... want to tell me?"

She did not deny that there was a glimmer of expectation in her heart. However, Lu Boyan's expression was not unusual. He said, "It's nothing."

He didn't seem to want to talk to her anymore, Su Jianan concealed his disappointment and said "Oh", put the thermos barrel and went upstairs.

After taking a shower and lying on the bed, Su Jianan felt the pain in the back of his head.

She suddenly remembered that the murderer hit her on the back of the head last night and knocked her out. Now it's normal to have pain.

To be safe, she went downstairs to find the medicine kit.

After eleven o'clock, the large crystal chandelier in the living room had been extinguished, leaving only a few wall lamps filled with warm yellow light, and Su Jianan could smell the thick smoke.

She subconsciously looked to the sofa, Lu Boyan was still sitting on the sofa, his fingertips filled with smoke, and his back was particularly lonely.

A book that Su Jianan has read said that a person's face can be disguised so that it is dripping and poisonous, but the back cannot be disguised.

Whether a person is happy or lonely or helpless can be seen from his back.

Lu Boyan... Is he the latter?Otherwise, why sit alone on the sofa and smoke at this time?

Su Jianan's heart seemed to be pierced with a needle, and her steps uncontrollably walked to Lu Boyan.

Even if he didn't like her approaching, she couldn't pretend to see nothing and keep him alone.

Lu Boyan didn't expect that Su Jianan would run down so late and put out the smoke: "Didn't you ask you to go to bed earlier?"

"I..." Su Jianan hesitated for a while, "I'll come down to find the medicine cabinet."

Lu Boyan's pupils shrank suddenly: "Where did it hurt?"