Young Master Lu's Warm Wedding and His Lovely New Bride
Chapter 567: I'll Live Together with Him
The siren of the monitoring equipment stopped abruptly, as if telling Su Yunjin that something was completely over.
Su Yunjin shook her head and instinctively refused to accept the facts.
She didn't believe Jiang Ye just left.
Their child has just been born. Jiang Ye's spirit is clearly getting better and better. He should get better, listening to the child calling him father, and watching the child grow up.
How could he just leave like this?
Su Yunjin’s heart was cutting like a blade, and huge pain surrounded her in a small space. She opened her mouth and cried silently, as if she couldn’t breathe. The tears flowed down the tears on her face and fell on the newborn. Shen Yuechuan's face.
Shen Yuechuan, who had just arrived in this world, seemed to feel something, moved his delicate hands and feet, and suddenly burst into tears.
At this moment, the attending doctor and several experts rushed to the ward.
After looking at the monitoring equipment, the attending doctor knew that there was little hope. After checking, he took off his glasses and looked at the nurse heavily: "The patient has no vital signs. Time of death: October 12, XXXX 17. Point 44."
Su Yunjin suddenly realized that the doctor was announcing Jiang Ye's death.
She got up, clutching the doctor's hand like a life-saving driftwood: "Doctor, please don't give up. You save Jiang Ye, will you save him? Maybe he can wake up like before! We! 'S child has just been born, he can't just leave us like this..."
Not a very long sentence, Su Yunjin spoke for a long time intermittently with choked sobs, her tears flowed without image, and the pleading under her eyes was distressing.
However, Jiang Ye no longer has any vital signs, even if he invites the most authoritative experts in the medical field, he is already powerless.
The attending doctor patted Su Yunjin's hand: "Miss Su, I'm sorry, Jiang Ye has already left. Sorry."
Su Yunjin instinctively refused to listen to such words, and stubbornly shook her head: "No, doctor, there must be a way, please rescue him like before! As long as you rescue him, I am willing to give everything..."
The doctor has long been accustomed to seeing death in the hospital. However, facing Su Yunjin, he could not help but feel compassion, and comforted: "But rescue is no longer useful. Miss Su, there is an old saying in your country: People cannot come back from death. I feel sorry that Jiang Ye is gone. But you still have a newborn child to take care of, and you must be strong."
Su Yunjin looked at the doctor pleadingly, and suddenly saw the helplessness and sympathy in the doctor's eyes.
She realized in despair that Jiang Ye had really left this world.
The person lying on the hospital bed and losing his body temperature is no longer Jiang Ye, but Jiang Ye's remains.
Jiang Ye would never open his eyes again, watching her with gentle eyes; never again opened his hands to embrace her.
He will never speak again, Yun Jin, I love you.
He has gone somewhere.That place, she could not reach it all her life.
In an instant, Su Yunjin fell to the ground and cried loudly as if she had been exhausted.
The attending doctor silently placed a handkerchief on Su Yunjin's palm, and at the same time told the nurse: "Go to my office, open the drawer for letters, and bring the two letters inside."
The nurse quickly took the things, and the attending doctor handed them to Su Yunjin: "These are two letters that Jiang Ye handed to me a few days ago. He asked me to forward them to you after he left."
Su Yunjin took it with trembling hands and opened the letter Jiang Ye left her.
At the beginning of the letter, Jiang Ye said: "Yun Jin, I don't want you to see this letter. Because when you see this letter, I must have left you. This is the last thing I want to happen."
Su Yunjin closed her eyes vigorously, but tears still came from her eyes.
Jiang Ye just as expected that Su Yunjin would cry, and continued:
"Yun Jin, don't cry.
"In this life, my greatest fortune is to meet you, but God's will make people, I can't grow old with you. I have one of the rarest diseases in the world, so sorry.
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"If the kingdom of heaven can see the world, I will always look at you, so Yun Jin, you must live strong—together with my share. Promise me, when my things pass, you will be happier every day, Happy and fulfilling day by day. Otherwise, I will not be at ease.
"Yun Jin, I hope that in the days without me, you will be safe and smooth every day, and I hope nothing can hurt you again.
"Yun Jin, this is the last time I write your name stroke by stroke, I love you."
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With a "click", Su Yunjin's tears fell on the white letter paper, and a puddle of water was opened. He took the letter into his arms and pressed it close to his heart. Finally, he couldn't restrain it anymore and cried loudly.
Upon seeing this, other doctors and nurses left one after another. The attending doctor put his hand on Su Yunjin's shoulder: "I feel very sorry, as the movie said: In this world, there are always some people who cannot live together."
For a long time in the past, Su Yunjin raised her head and raised the corners of her tear-stained lips: "Doctor, I'll grow old together with him, but we are apart."
The attending doctor was stunned, patted Su Yunjin on the shoulder, and then left the ward.
Since Su Yunjin said so, he had reason to believe that she would face Jiang Ye's death firmly.
It turns out that the attending doctor did not guess wrong.
Suppressing the pain, Su Yunjin calmly notified friends of Jiang Ye's death, and held a memorial service for Jiang Ye, and then put Jiang Ye to sleep underground on a sunny day.
No friend does not comfort Su Yunjin, and Su Yunjin always pretends to be a strong answer: "I can hold it."
"Do you need us to take care of your children?" my friend said, "Yun Jin, you have just given birth to a baby, you are very weak, and you have suffered such a big blow. We are worried..."
"Don't worry." Su Yunjin interrupted her friend, "When Jiang Ye was admitted to the intensive care unit, I had already expected this day. Although it is difficult to accept, I will always pass this level. The child is now me. With the greatest spiritual support, let him stay by my side, there will be no problem."
Su Yunjin thought she could stand through her teeth, and all her friends believed and supported her, but the facts were far more difficult than she thought.
Because Su Hongyuan picked this opportunity, he constantly harassed and cracked down on Su Yunjin, and even used all his relationships to let the hospital and friends in the overseas study circle urge Su Yunjin to pay the debt.
Su Yunjin not only has to accept the fact that Jiang Ye has passed away, she also has to take care of a newborn child, and at the same time face a huge debt.
She was able to carry it all down, and what made her collapse was that when the house expired, she was driven out of the apartment by the landlord, and the cash in her hand could not even pay the rent of the cheapest poor house.
She can only take her children to and fro around friends' houses.
The newborn Shen Yuechuan was uneasy with his sensibility. He rarely cried except when he was hungry. He slept all night. He also slept most of the day during the day. Sometimes when his eyes were open, he just wandered in the dark. Look at the ceiling.
The more he was like this, the more depressed Su Yunjin was. She would rather the child cry and make her upset than she would be silent with her newborn child.
Because the more silent, the more she felt despair about to explode.
When she realized that she was abnormal, it was Su Yunjin who discovered that she began to have hallucinations.
She always felt that Jiang Ye was still alive, and when she heard the sound of opening the door, she would subconsciously look up, smile and look over, and shouted, "Jiang Ye."
But what I see is often friends who come back from get off work.
In the middle of the night, she always felt that Jiang Ye was by her side.Or she just curled up in Jiang Ye's arms just like before.
But when he reached out and touched the surroundings, all he touched was the cold air.
She always felt that Jiang Ye called her and responded happily.
But the answer to her was endless emptiness.
Su Yunjin felt desperate and depressed. Finally one day, she slapped Shen Yuechuan, who was quietly looking at the ceiling, with a palm. Shen Yuechuan glanced at her and cried loudly.
She woke up like a dream, crying and hugging Shen Yuechuan, but she couldn't coax the child.
When my friend came back from get off work, he saw mother and son crying together, and hurriedly asked, "Yun Jin, what's wrong?"
Su Yunjin handed the child to a friend and rushed into the bath|room to wash her face with cold water.
When she raised her head, she saw herself in the mirror, her complexion was yellow, her hair was messy, her pupils were dizzy...
This is Su Yunjin, clearly someone she doesn't know.
How could the normal Su Yunjin attack a child before?
Su Yunjin confessed the situation with her friend and talked to a friend who studied psychology for two hours. The friend told her heavily: "Yunjin, you are suffering from depression."
To make matters worse, Su Hongyuan approached Su Yunjin at this time and asked Su Yunjin to return to China to meet Mr. Cui who had always remembered Su Yunjin.
Su Yunjin naturally would not agree, but Su Hongyuan inquired about her depression and threatened: "If you don't answer, I will apply to the court and I will raise the child."
"Why are you!" Su Yunjin was emotional, "I am his biological mother, you have nothing to do with him!"
"Just because you are suffering from depression, it is possible to end your life at any time, and it is more likely to end that child's life!" Su Hongyuan looked confidently, "Also, you are now penniless! I and that child are related It's a relationship between uncle and nephew, I will use a little more relationship, do you think the court will award me the child's temporary custody?"
Su Yunjin believed that Su Hongyuan could do such a thing, and in order to conceal the child she had given to Mr. Cui, once the child fell into Su Hongyuan's hands, he did not know which one would be sent to.
However, Shen Yuechuan stayed with her, and she was in danger at all times. She didn't know when she would put a heavier hand on the child or herself.
When Jiang Ye left, Su Yunjin was not so desperate.
At that time, her life and the world she saw were all gray, and she thought of death countless times.
In the end, she decided to give up Shen Yuechuan.
Since she can't take care of Shen Yuechuan well and may endanger the child's life at any time, Su Hongyuan also stares at the child. It is better to gamble once, maybe the child will have a better life.
At that time, Su Yunjin had decided to put down Shen Yuechuan and end her life.
Therefore, she did not leave too many clues on Shen Yuechuan, but stated that his biological mother was from City A, and asked kind passers-by to send the abandoned child to the orphanage.