Ever since Su Yunjin told Shen Yuechuan of his life experience, Shen Yuechuan's attitude towards her has always been, not close, but not too alienated.

It is this kind of lukewarmness that makes Su Yunjin confused about Shen Yuechuan's thoughts.

Only at this moment did Su Yunjin suddenly realize.

It is not that Shen Yuechuan is unwilling to forgive her, nor does he hate her.

He was just afraid that he would not get better.

Yeah, why didn't she think that she was as strong as Jiang Ye back then. After learning that he was sick, she confessed that he was afraid in his heart, let alone Shen Yuechuan?

The difference is that what Shen Yuechuan is afraid of is not the illness itself, but that his departure will cause pain to the people around him.

Therefore, he not only stimulated Xiao Yunyun to abandon him, but also refused to get close to her biological mother.

Shen Yuechuan thought privately that as long as he did not have feelings, his departure would be nothing to them.Even if that day does come, it is just like being thrown into a stone on the surface of a calm lake. After the waves ripple away, calm will soon be restored.

In fact, after knowing his condition, Shen Yuechuan has been thinking about her and Xiao Yunyun.

Su Yunjin covered her face with her hands, and suddenly cried.

Even when she saw that Jiang Ye was too thin|humanoid, she was not so sad and sad.

"Madam," a passing nurse stopped and looked at Su Yunjin, "Can I help you?"

Su Yunjin waved her hand: "I'm fine, thank you."

People who enter and leave this hospital are not financially weak. Judging from Su Yunjin's dress, the nurse can conclude that this is a successful woman.

But in front of the illness, everyone was equally vulnerable. The nurse could not determine whether Su Yunjin had a family member who was sick or his own body had a problem. He just handed her a tissue and walked away silently.

Su Yunjin wiped away her tears and walked to Henry's office.

At this time, the conversation between Henry and Shen Yuechuan just ended. Seeing Su Yunjin, Henry smiled: "You just happened to come, and I just happened to take Yuechuan for an examination."

Su Yunjin nodded: "I will accompany him."

The wrinkles at the corners of Henry's mouth became deeper, and he and his assistant led Shen Yuechuan to the inspection room for the first inspection item, and Su Yunjin followed them.

Shen Yuechuan asked, all the inspection items added up would probably take more than two hours.

For the impatient Shen Yuechuan, this is simply bad news.

But no matter how reluctant, she still has to undergo one inspection after another, some of which he has heard of, some unheard of, some Henry personally, and some assistants...

After a lapse of more than ten years, Shen Yuechuan has once again tasted the taste of being "given" by others.

Although the doctor said that he was "at the mercy of" him this time, and the doctor did not have any malicious intentions, he still has to emphasize that this feeling is not good at all.

The only thing Shen Yuechuan can accept is Su Yunjin's gentle and considerate company.

There were too many items to check, and he had to run up and down several floors. Su Yunjin kept following, without saying a tired word, and helped him fill in some information.

For each item, Su Yunjin communicated with Henry and asked clearly the purpose of the inspection of this item and how long it should be inspected.

It is not that Shen Yuechuan has never been to the hospital, but he has always been alone.

One person registers, one faces the doctor, and one person pays for the medicine.

He never felt that there was anything. After all, he was not a fragile little girl and did not need the company of relatives or friends.

Only now did he know that there was a relative with him, even if she couldn't help you share the pain, but it was still different from being alone.

As that sentence says, one person can solve all problems, which is great, but with friends and relatives by your side, you will never be alone.

Moreover, even if something happens temporarily, there is peace of mind that you will never have when you are alone.

Two hours later, Henry told Shen Yuechuan that the inspection was complete.

Shen Yuechuan breathed a long sigh of relief: "When will the results be obtained?"

"Wait patiently for two days." Henry patted Shen Yuechuan on the shoulder. "This time, I have to take it slowly and carefully. Don't worry. Trust medicine, trust me, OK?"

Shen Yuechuan had no choice but to smile and nod.

"Okay." Henry said again. "You can go now. A meal or a cup of coffee is a good choice."

After leaving the outpatient department building, Shen Yuechuan stopped and looked at Su Yunjin: "Let’s eat together."

Su Yunjin raised her eyebrows, but still tried her best to suppress the excitement in her voice: "Okay."

Shen Yuechuan took out his mobile phone: "Do you want Chinese food or Western food?"

"Chinese food." Su Yunjin's tone revealed helplessness. "In the past ten years or so, I have been tired of western food. If you want to eat authentic Chinese food, you have to drive a long way. With such convenient domestic conditions, you don't take advantage of Baibu use."

Shen Yuechuan didn't care. After hearing Su Yunjin's words, he called to Chau Yueju and asked the manager to temporarily arrange a place for two people.

During the phone call, Shen Yuechuan had already drove the car out of the garage. He stopped and came down to open the door for Su Yunjin.

The hospital is not very far from Chaiyueju. Within thirty minutes, Shen Yuechuan's car stopped in front of Chaiyueju. A waiter came up to open the door and led Shen Yuechuan and Su Yunjin into the restaurant.

After seated, Shen Yuechuan handed the menu to Su Yunjin, but Su Yunjin didn't take a look at it, and just ordered a few dishes.

Shen Yuechuan noticed that Su Yunjin ordered the restaurant’s century-old signature dishes, which have been on the menu since the restaurant opened, which is a bit strange.

Su Yunjin seemed to see through Shen Yuechuan’s doubts, and said with a smile: “This is my favorite tea restaurant. I haven’t eaten it for many years, but I still remember the tastes and dishes here.”

She seemed to be lost in memory, and then she paused and then said: "Back then, I told your father about this restaurant. We made an appointment. After graduation and returning to China, we will come to eat the signature dishes here."

After that, Su Yunjin looked at Shen Yuechuan, her eyes became a bit misty--Shen Yuechuan really looked like Jiang Ye.

The only difference may only be temperament.

Jiang Ye at that time gave people a clean and comfortable feeling, without any threat, the gentleman had to make people want to get closer.

Shen Yuechuan is the exact opposite. He is frivolous and elegant, like an unruly wind, and will not take root anywhere. Girls should have been afraid to avoid him.

He is dying. His facial features are so good. The superior conditions give him a fatal attraction. His words, deeds, gestures and gestures are all exuding a strong attraction, which makes people involuntarily focus their attention. in his body.

No wonder the calmness and rationality are like Xiao Yunyun, who has not escaped Shen Yuechuan's palm, just like Su Yunjin can't forget Jiang Ye in this life.

Su Yunjin's smile seeped a bit of bitterness: "Unfortunately, he still did not taste the old signature dishes here. His taste has always been very light, so he likes the dishes of this cuisine very much..."

Shen Yuechuan thought for a while and asked, "Was he in pain when he left?"

"..."

"..."

"No." Su Yunjin said, "When he left, you were in his arms and I was by his side. He should have only regrets and no pain."

Something in Shen Yuechuan's heart was surging violently, he lowered his eyes, trying to control not to let himself imagine that picture.

He asked the wrong person. When his father left, Su Yunjin was the one who suffered.

Su Yunjin wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, took out a blue envelope from her bag and handed it to Shen Yuechuan.

Born in the Internet age, Shen Yuechuan has not received a paper letter for more than ten years and couldn't help asking: "What is this?"

"Your father left it to you." Su Yunjin said, "Before he left, he left two letters with Henry. One of them was mine. This one...he asked Henry to tell me, and wait until you reach 18 years old. You. Sorry for being late for many years."

Shen Yuechuan accepted the letter, slap something big, less than a centimeter thick, he held it in his hand, but felt heavy.

This is the only connection between him and his father, whom he has never met.

"I don't know what he said to you in the letter." Su Yunjin has not opened this letter for so many years. "I'm afraid he blames me for abandoning you, so I never dare to read it."

Shen Yuechuan received the letter like a collection of vital objects: "I chose to abandon me back then, I really don't blame you, and you don't need to blame yourself."

"..." Su Yunjin looked at Shen Yuechuan, trying to say something, but couldn't say anything.

"In that case, you give me up is the best choice." Shen Yuechuan said, "Otherwise, I don't know where Su Hongyuan will be sent, and it is impossible to know Bo Yan and Mu Qi. My life may be. It's worse than being in an orphanage."

Su Yunjin trembled and asked, "Do you really think so?"

"Yes." Shen Yuechuan said, "When I was young, I did blame you and even hate you and my father. But now, I have let go, and you don’t need to take it seriously anymore. of."

Su Yunjin still didn't hold back, tears burst into her eyes.

Holding a paper towel, she kept wiping the teardrops falling from the corner of her eyes, but the tears seemed to never be wiped off. Finally, she simply covered her face with her hand, and the paper towel was pressed on her eyes.

The abandonment of Shen Yuechuan has always been a knot in Su Yunjin's heart.

For so many years, this knot has been in her heart, never seeing the sky, but maintaining a fresh vitality, tightening it from time to time, causing her a sharp pain, and making her more regretful and sad than Jiang Ye's departure.

Tortured by this inhuman spirit, nightmares haunt Su Yunjin all the time. She always dreams of Jiang Ye or Shen Yuechuan when she was born.

She dreamed that Jiang Ye accused her of not taking care of their only child.Dreaming of being a baby, Shen Yuechuan grew up little by little, but told her word by word that he would hate her forever and would never forgive her.

Su Yunjin once thought that she would never have a chance to make up, and she would never be forgiven by her children.

So for so many years, she didn't even dare to try to find Shen Yuechuan.

Until receiving a call from Henry, she suddenly realized that she could not be so irresponsible, and could not make her child repeat the tragedy of Jiang Ye just because of her own fear.

Later, she began to search for Shen Yuechuan, but Lu Boyan deliberately protected Shen Yuechuan's information. She searched all over the United States for orphanages and found nothing.

But the god of luck is still willing to take care of her. In order to attend Su Yicheng's wedding, she set foot on her homeland after more than 20 years.

As soon as she left the airport, she found her only son in the most familiar place...