Nian Nian has always been good at expressing. When Mu Sijue asked, he told the truth: "I want to sleep in my mother's room."

"No problem," said Mu Sijue, "but we want to squeeze a small bed together, would you like it?"

Nodded without hesitation: "I do!"

The bodyguard brought in a folding escort bed, only one meter wide. For Mu Sijue and Niannian, who are used to the big bed, this bed is completely "mini".

Mu Sijue motioned to the bodyguard to place the bed beside Xu Youning's bed.

Nian Nianxiang, in this case, he can pretend that he and his mother are sleeping on the same bed.

No matter how small the bed is, he can stand it!

Before nine o'clock, Nian Nian yawned again and again, lying on Mou Sijue's knee and said: "Dad, I'm sleepy."

Mu Sijue closed the computer and put it aside, picked up the little guy and said, "When you fall asleep, I will take care of work."

As soon as the little guy got into the bed, he obediently got into the bed and looked at Mu Sijue and said, "Dad, you can go to work, I can!"

Mou Sijue tucked the quilt for the little guy: "Really?"

"Yeah!" Nian-nian nodded affirmatively, looked at Xu You-ning on the other bed, her voice was filled with happiness, "I have a mother with me!"

Mu Sijue raised his lips and kissed the little guy's forehead: "Good night."

"Good night, Dad!"

Nian Nian closed her eyes obediently, and then quietly opened her eyes again when she heard the sound of Mu Sijue going out and closing the door.

He turned over and lay on his side, facing Xu Youning, after a while he said:

"Mom, Dad said, I slept in this room like this when I was very young."

"Mom, I've grown up a lot. Uncle Yuechuan said that I'm already a big kid, wake up and look at me..."

"mom……"

Nian-nian said a lot on and off, but Xu You-ning did not respond as usual.

Nian-nian got used to it, and was not disappointed. Instead, she smiled and said:

"Okay. Mom, good night."

The little guy closed his eyes, adjusted a comfortable posture, and coaxed himself to sleep.

When Mu Sijue returned to the room, it was almost eleven o'clock, and the little guy was curled up in the bed facing Xu Youning, sleeping soundly.

After washing, he lay down beside the little guy, facing Xu Youning like a little guy, closing his eyes.

The bed was too small, and there was a slight sense of crowding when sleeping, which Mu Sijue always disliked the most.

However, at such a moment, this kind of just right crowding made him feel deeply that he, Xu Youning, and the little guy in his arms are family.Although they and Xu Youning still can't hug, kiss each other, or sleep with each other.However, their hearts are very close.

This night, falling asleep became an extraordinarily easy task for Mu Sijue.

Not knowing how long he slept, Xu Youning walked into Mu Sijue's dream.

She woke up, Mu Sijue clearly saw that she was sitting on the bed, looking at him with a smile.

Compared with four years ago, she was almost the same, she still looked like a sly smile, and her deer-like eyes looked clever and energetic.

She asked Mou Sijue how he had been in these four years.

Mu Sijue stretched out his hand and touched her face: "You tell me first, how have you been these four years?"

These four years have been like a long dream for Xu Youning.

She can perceive everything around her occasionally and hear someone talking or talking to her.She wanted to respond, but she couldn't move or make a sound, even though she had exhausted all her strength.

Nian Nian, Nian Nian... She often hears this name.

Later, she vaguely understood that Niannian was the child of her and Mu Sijue.

Their child, after she fell into a coma, came to this world safely.

She could feel Nian Nian growing up, from just babbling to babbling to calling "Dad, Mom", and now she can speak complete sentences and express her meaning.

However, she didn't know how old he was.

Maybe four, five or six years old, maybe ten years old?

The only thing she knows is that no matter how old the little guy is, she has missed his most important growth process, which will be a regret in her life.

And Mu Sijue, she can often feel him by her side.

No, to be more precise, he has been by her side during the time she was sleeping.

He sometimes talked to her, sometimes talked about Nian-nian's situation, but sometimes he just held her hand and said nothing.

He has been by her side and has been waiting for her to break free from the dream and wake up.

Every time I feel Mu Sijue, Xu Youning can feel his sadness at the same time.

That kind of sadness is not strong, nor is it to the extent of rushing to the ground. It is just faintly lingering in the air, flowing into her heart along the breath, making her mood low and her heart tingling.

The tingling of the heart is of course because of distressed Mou Sijue.

The more distressed she was, the more she wanted to wake up and soothe Mu Sijue's sadness.

However, after so many efforts, success is always impossible to achieve.

She seemed to fall into a terrible nightmare, trapped in a dream by a net, unable to break free no matter how hard she was.

She wanted to cry, her eyes were obviously hot, but the tears just couldn't flow out, as if the tear ducts were blocked by something strange.

In addition to Mu Sijue and Nian Nian, she can occasionally feel other people.

For example, Su Jianan and Xiao Yunyun, Luo Xiaoxi and Ye Luo, and of course Shen Yuechuan and Song Jiqing.

Like Mu Sijue and Nian Nian, they are both important sources of her strength.

Whenever she feels tired, doesn't want to fight with the dream, and wants to compromise like this, just keep sleeping like this, they will become her strength, supporting her not to give up and continue to fight against the dream.

There were also many times. When she experienced a long sleep and regained consciousness, it seemed that a long, long time had passed. The little guys changed from only saying one or two words to being able to say simple short sentences.

Fortunately, no matter what, she was not swallowed by the nightmare, and regained consciousness time and time again.

She doesn't know how long she will fight this dream, but as long as she can perceive everything around her, she will never give up hope.

Speaking of it, recently, she seems to have seen the dawn of hope.

Recently, she can not only perceive the sound and touch of her surroundings, but occasionally she can even feel the sound of the wind outside the window and the sunlight by the window.

She could even feel that it was early summer, although she didn't know what year it was.

Of all the recent perceptions, the sounds and touches of Mu Sijue and Nian Nian are the most obvious.

She knew that Mu Sijue would come every day recently and told her that she would wake up soon and she would work harder to defeat the nightmare.

Nian Nian does not come as often as Mu Sijue, but every time she comes, she can feel the little guy next to her bed, or sleeping beside her, calm down, she can even hear his slight breathing .

For many moments, Xu Youning clearly felt her heart softened and filled with tenderness.

If she is healthy, she must be reluctant to refuse any request of this child.

And now, this child made a sad request to her——

"Mom, I've grown up a lot... wake up and look at me."

When this sentence was put into the eardrum, Xu Youning felt like a knife.

She is a mother, and her child's demands on her are so humble that it just takes a glance at him.

She has missed his growth for so many years, should she continue to miss it?

No, it cannot.

She wants to wake up, witness his growth from now on, participate in his childhood and his life.

Perhaps it was because the belief was strong enough. At that moment, Xu Youning clearly felt a force injected into her body.

With this strength, she tried again and again.

Finally, the world in front of me is no longer a darkness, instead, it is a soft morning light.

She finally broke free from the nightmare and the endless darkness, and saw the sun again.

Accompanying the sunlight is the sound of breathing.

The shallow and familiar breathing sound made her heart shake.

She just woke up and didn't have much energy, but she wanted to see her and Mu Sijue's child so much, she turned her head abruptly along the sound of her breathing, and a small face that resembled Mu Sijue who was sleeping came into view.

The little guy looks too much like Mu Sijue, of course, Mu Sijue is not as cute as him.

However, the brat is too rude, he is also her son, there is something like her.

If the little guy really doesn't look like her anywhere, it doesn't matter, she will just train him to be as cute and likable as her in the future.

Hey, it's not right.

The little guy seems to be four or five years old, she... is approaching thirty years old, the word "cute" seems to be no longer applicable to her.

Xu Youning thought, trying to reach out and touch the little guy, just like the little guy used to touch her carefully.

However, there is really no strength.

It was also at this time that hot tears burst out involuntarily.

It's not because of sadness, but a kind of afterthought that I cried with joy.

"Niannian."

Xu Youning called the little guy, his voice was very low and low, and he was so hoarse, like an adult who just learned to speak.

She could not touch her child for the time being, but she could finally call out his name, and finally could see him.

"Niannian..."

Xu Youning's voice was louder than before, although it was still a bit hoarse.

Nian-nian slept very early yesterday, and the accompany bed was not very comfortable. She woke up early in the morning, but she didn't want to open her eyes, she was half-dreaming and half-awake.

In a daze, he heard someone calling his name one after another.

It must be Dad or Grandma Zhou who wants to wake him up, hum, he won't be fooled!

Nian-nian closed her eyes tighter and shrank into the bed.

Retracting into the bed, Nian Nian felt something was wrong again.

That voice was not the voice of Dad, nor Grandma Zhou, nor the voice of uncles and aunts.

Um, could it be...