About my hopeless brother and sister

I love that incredibly good, incredibly gentle, incredibly strong sister.

I love my life with her, and I want to keep it that way, even if we can't be together in name only, I'm going to disguise myself as a white sheep and take care of her all the time as her brother.

I can't respond to other people's feelings, especially, so heavy confessions. I know my romance will never blossom in this life, but some relationships don't have to end up together.

At the very least, I'm willing to go on like this.

"Qin Feng, where are you?"

My phone suddenly rang, I picked it up and put it to my ear, and there was Song Yixin's voice.

"I'm at the park."

"In the park?"

The voice over there froze, then said, "Are you okay?"

"Why would anything happen to me?"

I don't understand the reason.

"Yeah? That's good... I heard about you and Wu Mohee... I know neither of you are feeling too good right now... So, calling Come and take comfort. Qin Feng, don't be too concerned, you have to know that you just did, what you were supposed to do, and I think that Wu Mo Xi is also prepared for that. After all, if you confess to you at this time, you'll most likely be rejected."

I responded with a few words and hung up the phone.

It's really funny, why do I still have to comfort the side of the person who dumped me?

Standing up, I suddenly remembered a fatal question in Song Yixin's words.

Why did she know that if she confessed to me at this time, she must be rejected?

No, why, does Wu Mo Xi know too!

Could it be that everyone, in fact, sees right through me?

Is it a black sheep?

When we got home, the president came out, smiling, and said, "Before you came back, some mail arrived."

"Ah, so the profession of postman is still alive."

"Here you go, from Qin Zhe."

There wasn't actually a letter inside, but when I opened it, there was a world map and a postcard.

I opened the world map, and on it, with a red pen, I drew a circle on the country Finland.

Did you go to Finland?

Then I flipped through the postcard and sure enough, it was Finland. It looked like the two of them, they were going to Finland.

On the postcard, written in Chinese characters, stroke by stroke, was.

"What you said earlier is impossible, in my arms."

"Dead pervert."

I laughed bitterly, seriously, and put that away.

Looking back, I noticed the president over my shoulder, also looking at this world map and postcards, and she noticed me looking, smiled, hugged my neck, and said, "Oh Finland, it's so nice. To be able to go abroad and all that..."

I froze, nodded, and said, "Yeah, that's nice..."

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"So tomorrow is the 14th of February."

The president sat cross-legged on the couch, looking at his nails, and said.

"Oh."

I played with my phone and nodded.

"Isn't there anything you want to say, brother? About tomorrow."

"There's nothing I want to talk about, what's wrong with February 14th?"

I put down my phone and looked at the chairman puzzled, what happened on February 14? How come I don't remember what tomorrow is a very important day? To put it in perspective, I didn't have any plans or actions in previous years, and the only thing I remember for me is that February 14th is one week before I start school.

There are no dates in my life when I'm on vacation, I time my life by month. Well, this month is February, and school starts at the end of this month. When I go on vacation the dates don't mean anything, I wake up every day and go to bed doing the same things, the only difference is that I play different games. I feel like I still haven't recovered since I got back from Hainan. No matter what you say, I'm not going out for a wave tomorrow.

"Tomorrow is Valentine's Day."

The council president looked at me and crawled up to me with a bad smile and said.

"Oh."

Valentine's Day? Ah, I know, the one that means nothing to me, but actually means nothing to all of mankind and is neither a legal holiday nor an officially designated holiday. What do you think of when you think of Valentine's Day? It's chocolates and roses and stuff, right, so think about it, who's gaining in this world?

It must be the flower sellers and the chocolate sellers, who hoarded things that they couldn't sell for a year, and then used this gimmick to sell them all. And then, to take advantage of the girls' love of comparing, they would divide the same thing into three portions and put three prices on it, and then the boys would buy the most expensive one like idiots.

I've long since seen through the obvious conspiracy, but why do so many people still get scammed? As far as I'm concerned, there's no difference between Valentine's Day chocolates and the De O chocolates from the supermarket, but they've just been repackaged, so why the strange meaning of You Love Me I Love You?

And, all meanings, humans come up with their own. Matter is matter, they have no feelings, no life, no value of their own, and the value is dependent on humans or each other. A flower may be a beautiful ornament to humans, but to herbivores, it is just a food for the stomach.

Mankind often breaks out into wars over diamonds, and thousands of people have died in Africa just for such a small thing. In fact, it's just a bunch of carbon. In fact, there has never been a shortage of diamonds on the earth, and it is probably just the diamond dealers who are trying to inflate the price of diamonds.

Human beings like to define the value of a thing according to their own values. The value of a thing is higher if it conforms to our values and lower if it does not.

If you are ignorant of human beings, you will understand a lot of things, but you will also lose a lot of happiness. There are times when ignorance is a blessing, but Valentine's Day, which is completely meaningless and just enriches someone else's pocketbook, is something I will never accept in my life.

I might also go for chocolates if I'm ignorant, but I will never go at this time.

Stupid human.

"Never mind, brother you're a bachelor too, I get it."

Hey hey hey there's no need to look at me so sympathetically, you're also a single dog, although maybe a little bit of the reason you're single is because of me, but it's mainly because of yourself alright!

The president stood up, went to the fridge and pulled open the door, then flipped out a giant box of wine heart chocolates. Hey hey hey where did that come from! Which boy gave it to you? Give me his phone number and home address and I'll talk to him!

"Don't look at me like that when I buy my own, or do I have to give you my shopping tokens!?"

The council president saw the look in my eyes and quickly put the chocolate aside and said.

"Who cares if you bought it yourself, even if it was from someone else what does it matter to me, I'll just feel sorry for the guy who spent his money for nothing."