About my hopeless brother and sister

After all, I was trying to find her sister, and Song Yixin is very close to her sister. I just need to find his sister, so there's nothing wrong with me asking "Is your sister home?", it's mostly his own idea.

"No, I'm not trying to get at your sister, I haven't met her yet, but there's just something I want to ask your sister."

Reasonably if I wanted a middle school girlfriend wouldn't I just ask my cousin? In this day and age of girl control I can have a cousin girlfriend who can make millions of people jealous to death okay, and my cousin likes me, no problem at all!

Only, I'm not that much of a beast.

He was stunned and didn't seem to understand what I was talking about, and I was just about to explain when he sighed and said, "Well, I don't know how you know about it, but it looks like you still know about our relationship with Song Yixin ah, Qin Feng you're still pretty good. After all, I actually don't associate with Song Yixin anymore."

"Why? Reasonable, aren't you guys childhood sweethearts?"

I just asked out and I wanted to slap myself. It's easy to have problems between childhood sweethearts, or, maybe you don't even know why, but the relationship collapses to the point where she calls you "disgusting," "leave me alone," "can you please not come near me. "This kind of ground. No, no, no, I'm not directing this at a certain Arashi, I'm just saying this.

It's not always smooth sailing between childhood sweethearts, rather, each person's development path is different, it's like saying two trumpets that rose up together, and when they transferred one became a warrior and the other a mage, then they'll need different equipment, they'll have to go to different copies, they'll have to team up with different people, and they'll have to ask different teachers.

And then they'll separate.

My words and Qin Lan's words....

Probably we even picked the wrong camp in the beginning, I picked the tribe and she picked the alliance and we even met in Stormwind City.

"We were indeed childhood sweethearts, but we, probably not the same people, grew bigger and bigger, and we became better and better Song Yixin."

He sighed heavily, as if spitting on time. But time wouldn't pay attention to him, or even react at all to his anger in the face of his pain. I nodded, and for a moment I felt a sympathetic sympathy for this boy, or perhaps that we had all gone through the same thing, except that Song Yixin hadn't become as vicious as Qin Lan. I'm sure that when he spoke to Song Yixin at this time, Song Yixin would have a very polite conversation.

"So, do you know where Song Yixin has gone? Not at your place?"

Reasonably if my brother and sister were living together, my sister wouldn't let my brother know if she had any problems, not to mention that Summer Hao knew 100% if such a big living person was there. In other words, if I ask Summer Hao, then I can definitely know where Song Yixin is.

"I know where Song Yixin is, she's at my house."

Xia Tianhao raised his head, touched his hair, smiled helplessly, and said, "Actually, I didn't want to tell you, but I think you've already found out here, so I can't hide it. Song Yixin is indeed at my house, and has been staying for two days. Don't worry, Song Yixin is able to take care of herself and, moreover, takes care of us very well."

Bingo.

Perfect, a hit.

I was relieved, not sure if I was glad that I didn't need to keep looking, or if I was just glad that Song Yixin was okay and safe? Or rather, both, I suppose. Song Yixin really hadn't gone far and had been walking around in her own circle. Song Yixin was someone with a brain, she knew that she was fighting unnecessarily, and had come to the realization that she would surely fail. That's why she wouldn't run around at all, rather than leaving home, she would rather find a place to get away from the limelight for two days.

"Song Yixin, there's nothing wrong."

I looked at him, and suddenly there was nothing I could say. There should have been a lot I could have asked, but by now, I could only ask this one sentence. This one sentence, for some reason, came out earlier than the other words.

He looked at me, smiled, and said, "There's nothing wrong, but it doesn't look too good, and I'll cry quietly by myself. I haven't seen Song Yixin like this for a long time, and the last time I saw her, I was still young. I think I have some clue as to why."

I nodded, relieved some, but there was still some hard feelings, was Song Yixin still in this much pain? I thought of the face that stood before me, desperate, resigned, angry, apologetic, knitted, as she stood before me, facing the cliff and the only rope she had, but she didn't grab that rope.

Instead, she jumped off the cliff.

Song Yixin's tears, was it because of me? Isn't it a little too narcissistic for me to think that way?

"Song Yixin, like you."

He looked at me and sighed, saying. What was the reason for this sigh? It's not because there's no meaning in the voice so it's meaningless, but because, it contains so many feelings that I can't analyze, separate, or process. How many components of Xia Tianhao's feelings are there? Presumably, only Battlefield Hara was able to analyze it.

"Can't you feel it? Song Yixin's words, she likes you. And, really likes you. Song Yixin has never liked any other boy, and you are the first boy she truly likes. Song Yixin is a very traditional girl, if she likes you, she will be loyal to you. That's why she dared to do such a thing, a person won't impact their world if they don't have a patron. I'm just Song Yixin's past childhood sweetheart, this may be very inappropriate for me to say, and may even make you feel nosy, but I still hope that you can, respond to this feeling properly."

For the first time in my life, and probably will be the last, I was being lectured by someone I was meeting for the first time, by someone who was just a duck. Being lectured on emotional matters, or being serious, so serious that I couldn't joke about the harshness of the past. I looked at the boy, and for the first time since I'd known him, I took a serious look at him.

But, I felt, not able to see through him.

"Good."

I didn't know what to say, being lectured on a personal matter like a relationship, and by someone I didn't even know a day ago, and someone who had basically nothing to do with the other side of the relationship issue. Being lectured to by such a person, anyone would be unhappy right, anyone would have a complaint put.

Everyone would like to point at his nose and say, "None of your business.

However, I have nothing to say.

It's because I can't refute what he has said, I can't refute what he has said, I am angry but I must accept what he has said.

Song Yixin liked me, I could vaguely feel it. From the moment that tennis ball flew over and hit me, that smiling, strong, mature and polite girl lived on in my world forever.

How small can the probability of being hit by a tennis ball be? With such a small chance of it happening, if you believe in fate, then this means that Song Yixin and I will definitely meet? I'm a staunch materialist and I don't believe in fate, but some times things just don't make sense. Newton was a scientist, but he probably studied theology because he saw that the world worked too perfectly and was completely inexplicable.

Song Yixin and I were destined to meet, so were we destined to love each other? My acquaintance with Qin Lan was a natural progression, as was my acquaintance with Lin Yiran, my sister and I were inevitable, only Song Yixin was the most unlikely meeting under the most unlikely circumstances, so this romance, perhaps, was also inevitable?

Song Yixin is good, Song Yixin is perfect, Song Yixin has no problems, Song Yixin is perfect as a wife. Song Yixin is the perfect wife. She is calm, loyal, loving, has no temper, is sensible, and has a good handicraft, not to mention that she can read people's minds and cares about them.

What kind of complaints can a wife like Song Yixin have after marrying her? Can you find one out of 10,000? This kind of perfect wife candidate who combines the advantages of modern and traditional women, if this kind of girl can like herself it's like a dream life, as long as she is with Song Yixin, she can have a perfect family.

There's nothing wrong with that.

Is there anything to be picky about in this kind of life?

If it were the past, I'd laugh out loud with joy, I guess. My smile is rare, but I'd love to laugh out loud now. Only a bitter laugh. How am I going to respond to this feeling? What could I say when Song Yixin didn't say anything? Can I accept this relationship?

I rejected Wu Mo Xi's feelings, do I have to accept Song Yixin's feelings?

Impossible, absolutely impossible. Song Yixin was indeed perfect, she was just too perfect to be real. But who said that perfection was something you had to have? Song Yixin is perfect, but that's not the reason I'm going to marry Song Yixin, nor is it the reason I'm going to spend the rest of my life with Song Yixin. In this matter of love, reasons are never perfect.

Once upon a time I would have accepted it, but now, I've come to understand.

"I'll take you to meet Song Yixin, and when I do, you'll have to respond well to Song Yixin, this is one of the few times when Song Yixin is not under the control of her parents. You guys need to establish a good relationship ah."

Xia Tianhao seemed to have finished, shrugged his shoulders, looked at me, and prepared to lead the way.

Well, he's going to lead me to Song Yixin, find Song Yixin, meet Song Yixin, say something, and then Song Yixin might be touched to confess, and then I'll accept. After that we're the perfect couple, that's what Summer Hao meant, right? That's what he's thinking, that's what he's counting on, right?

Well, it's perfect.

"Okay, you take me to find Song Yixin."

I nodded and followed him.

He turned back, looked at me and said, "You'd better confess first when the time comes, Song Yixin will be very happy if you confess first."

The corners of my mouth grinned, and for some reason, I wanted to laugh out loud at this point. Not because he said anything funny, but because I was laughing at myself, and I wanted to laugh at myself for giving up on the perfect world. I wanted to laugh at the me that made decisions based on my feelings.

"No, I think you misunderstood, I'm not going to be with Song Yixin. I'm going to send Song Yixin back to her parents, and then, reject her."

Chapter 177 About My Incorrigible Tennis Girl (IV)

Someone once said that plans that can't be changed are tantamount to catastrophe. Who was it that said that? Was it a Roman emperor or a wise man? Or the author of a fable? I don't remember, but I think the person must have gone through something very tragic, like having made such a plan that couldn't be changed, and it was a big disaster.

A plan is something that needs to be able to be changed. Because some things are not meant to be the same as expected, or things change in ways humans simply cannot predict. I once said that one of the things that makes life enjoyable is the variables, and because of that variables have made and destroyed millions of people.

I have a plan before I act, but I have backup plans. It's not always possible to use it, and sometimes my backup plan is just an idea. However, I still pondered if there was a second plan, but at this time, I really didn't have one.