About my hopeless brother and sister

I have only one option, reject Song Yixin.

Other than that, there is no other option.

Any other choice in this kind of matter, dragging it out would only cause Song Yixin even more pain. This is not the time to drag things out, and so-called tenderness cannot be used in such a place. Either way for either side, Song Yixin might be sad, she might hate me, she might never speak to me again. However, it would be better than constantly hurting Song Yixin.

After all, I'm not a white sheep.

The pact I made with that idiot, I must keep. No matter what. Me keeping this one won't bring me any benefit, rather it will only bring everything I've done before to zero, making my previous life completely meaningless. But I still chose to throw it all away for one person.

I had ridiculed those so-called people who abandoned everything for beauty, I thought they were too narrow-minded, had no sense of the big picture, were completely unworthy of being a man, and actually gave up their chance to make a name for themselves for the sake of one person. But now I have a sympathetic feeling that there are times when all the light in the world combined does not shine as brightly as she alone. Her gestures and smiles outshine all the wonders of the world, and her invocations surpass all that this world has to offer.

The treasures of this world are less than her alone.

"You're going to, like, refuse Song Yixin?"

He looked at me dumbfounded, as if he had seen an ET flaunting a can of Coke in front of him. This is something he wouldn't have done if he was a normal person, right? If a guy told me that he didn't have any feelings for Song Yixin, I would only think, "Does this guy like guys?

He looked at me and said, "Are you... gay?"

"It's not that, I really can't like Song Yixin."

I said, looking him in the eye.

He took in a breath of cold air, as if he couldn't react to that statement at all, or couldn't even imagine that such a thing would happen. This thing is a mathematically impossible event, no, it shouldn't be that absolute, it should be a small probability event.

It's a very, very small kind of event.

However, my encounter with Song Yixin is a low-probability event. Song Yixin and I met in an almost impossible situation. At that time, I didn't pay much attention to Song Yixin, and my relationship with Li Siqi was better at that time. However, in the end, I was the one who came here with Song Yixin.

Between Song Yixin and me, there was no impossibility, no low probability event. Anything between Song Yixin and I, anything that happens between us, is very possible.

Including, the matter of me not being with her.

"What is it about Song Yixin that you don't like? I don't think Song Yixin has any flaws ah, why, I'm very curious, really, I'm very curious, if I told any other boy that Song Yixin likes him, that boy would be crazy right now and I'd believe it, but why, you don't like Song Yixin ah."

He looked at me with a shocked face and pressed me with a questioning tone. This feeling is like a parent pushing for marriage, the other party is right and good, no bad habits sunny and cheerful is simply the perfect person, but, but, but this matter is not a deal, in such things as feelings, it is not for any gain, not any profit, simply feel, I do not want to be with him.

"Song Yixin is fine, I know."

I interrupted his interrogation and said, "It's just that I have someone I like."

He seemed to be about to say something else, his body all seemed to be propped up by the words he wanted to say, like a bulging balloon, but when he heard me say that, he sighed, and all those words were spat out with that breath, and he also returned to his uninflated state, and shook his head, and said, "Then, then it can't be helped. It's a shame, but there's nothing you can do about it if you have someone you like."

"So, take me to meet Song Yixin."

It was good to be able to understand, but fortunately, being the same age, there was no generation gap between them, and there would be no "I'm doing this for your own good."

"I feel fine" this kind of family patriarch commands a general tone. I'm glad I don't have to continue talking about this matter, now this matter can be put aside for a bit and go find Song Yixin.

He took out his phone and moved his fingers over it as if he was saying something fast. I didn't know why he was texting or messaging at this time. But out of courtesy, I didn't stop him, but waited for him to finish.

"Well, I'm not taking you to meet Song Yixin."

He pressed out his phone, looked at me, and said.

"Huh?"

I'm sorry, sorry, you let me react for a moment. That's not quite what you agreed to, is it? Why! Why is this happening? Wasn't that the deal? It's not like we're talking about any problems, I'm not going to do anything to Song Yixin. I really want to send Song Yixin home, not kidnap her!

Junior you know you can't go back on your word on this, you know? This kind of thing is important, you know? Running away from home is a small thing, but if something happened to Song Yixin, can you take responsibility? This is not the time for you to be capricious, Song Yixin is her parents' child, if there's a problem, they're family too, it's not your turn to interfere!

"No... no... that's not what we agreed, why, can you tell me why?"

I took a deep breath and calmed my urge to curse.

"I don't want to, let Song Yixin get hurt again. No matter what. Song Yixin is already pitiful, being lectured by her parents, running out on her own for you, and as a result, the first thing you do when you see her is to reject her, do you know how much courage she's put in to like you? Do you know how much Song Yixin has done for you? She destroys her entire world to run for you, and instead of comforting her, you end up rejecting her when you meet her! You've been making Song Yixin, who likes you, miserable, are you doing this for fun?!"

He looked at me, anger burning in his eyes.

"Bang!"

I punched the trunk of the tree next to him so hard that the frightened tree shuddered and threw off a few leaves. Shattering a few pieces of bark, I could feel the rough bark rubbing against my hand, I could feel my hand drilling pain, but the adrenaline of anger blocked the pain.

I've never been this angry before.

You said those things about me before, and I accept them because they're true. I know you're right, I know it's me, I know I can't argue with anything you said before.

But right now, you have no right to talk about me.

Did I make Song Yixin sad? I made Song Yixin suffer? Do I want Song Yixin to suffer? Is this all my fault? Am I the source of Song Yixin's pain? Did I do something?

This has nothing to do with me!

"I made Song Yixin miserable?"

I looked him in the eye and said word for word.

He looked me in the eyes, not flinching at all, and nodded his head.

"Do you think I don't know? Don't you think I know what Song Yixin has done for me? Don't you think I know how much Song Yixin has done for me? I know everything, I know Song Yixin better than you do, I'm good friends with her and I know all this!"

I felt like I needed an outlet for my anger, something in my throat seemed to want to spit it out, I guess.

"I'm going to be with Song Yixin just because she's given enough? Is Song Yixin's affection such a cheap item that can be replaced with equivalent value? Am I a prize or a commodity that can be given out if I give enough?"

I'm not a commodity! I'm not a commodity who pays more to get more!

You pay more and you get me? That's what I hope! In that case, which one of these girls is more suitable than my sister? Sister gave her entire youth plus her own present for me, how much did she give for me is this something that Song Yixin Wu Mo Xi Qin Lan Lin Yiran can replace? I would still be me without Song Yixin, but I would never have survived without my sister, and just because Song Yixin gave so much, just because Song Yixin left home for me, I should be thankful that Song Yixin is with her?

What logic?

What kind of logic is that?

"I acknowledge Song Yixin's efforts, and I'm grateful for them. But I can't be with Song Yixin just because I'm grateful, Song Yixin likes me, I have to like Song Yixin to be able to. Liking is definitely not gratitude, and gratitude is definitely not liking, these two completely different feelings can't be mixed up!"

My roar made everyone nearby look at me, and a few people saw us like this and ran away. This look is literally like two people are fighting, no, it looks like they should be fighting.

"You don't even, you don't understand me, so don't high and mighty reprimand me for making Song Yixin suffer ah!"

What about me? What about me? Am I happy that I turned someone down? Am I happy that I turned down Oh Mo-hee? Did I feel good about turning down Wu Moxie? Am I using this as a way to show off for myself? It's painful for me, too, that I've rejected Wu Moxie!

Don't think you can criticize others!

"Do you just want to make Song Yixin miserable? You're saying in front of Song Yixin at this time that you don't like her and reject her? Do you have any feelings? Why are you so selfish? Have you ever thought about how Song Yixin feels?!"

He grabbed me by the collar with his back hand and yelled at me.

"What about me? What about me? You want me to promise her in front of Song Yixin and then dump her?"