Actor, Search for Hope

We seem to be living in the midst of endless worries right now. Whether the country is not interested in the lives of the people or pretending not to know. For example, there is still an article that says it is a low birth solution and that it needs to support "a large amount of child support." That's not the root cause.

“How did this come about? ”

“I see.”

A few days after Chosun's stubbornness triumphed over the piano, and with regard to NE and donations. I met my sister on the first floor of the company at a coffee shop for employees.

“Are you busy? ”

“Just like that. I'm not really busy. ”

One day, I walked out with my palms soaked in the falling rain.

There is a slightest face compared to that day.

You look younger than you remember.

Seeing it with my own eyes makes me feel awkward.

“I thought it was Dongmyung at first. ”

A brother who lived only to study in a family that forced him to study.

The result was that she walked on a rail that was significantly different but not significantly different from her siblings.

“So what happened? ”

“Aren't you coming home? My father and mother are worried a lot. ”

This was a time when the surface area was not too bad.

“My father will be angry, not worried, and my mother won't mind. ”

“That's it…. ”

Aurot is now a lost past that exists only in the memory of Sun Wu in this age.

when I saw the sky at Dignitas Hospital in Switzerland. I had it completely organized. It would have been better if there was someone else in the family. And even now, as time went on to go back in time, the thought of Chosun remained unchanged.

I'd rather lose.

If we had been worse than others, life would have changed a bit.

“So you're not coming home? ”

I felt sorry for myself that I wasn't always the same, changed, changed, and changed, but I don't think so about my parents. If my relationship with my parents had gotten any worse, I still thought it was. It is a concluded link in the mind of Chongwoo.

Someone would probably say,

But they're my parents.

It is natural for people to have relationships with one another.

But the shapes are different.

That number is the same as the number of people on Earth.

And it is more common for a parent to have a relationship that is less than others.

“I don't think so. If you want to see me, come see me yourself. I don't want to see it until then. Oh, and if you've raised any money on the security deposit, tell him I'll give you anything you want. ”

“It's not hard to tell. Hey, what's going on? ”

Normal would be angry if you brought this up. It feels like there is a moderate distortion for a normal family member speaking in society. I used to think he felt weird about stories like this.

“... well, sort of. ”

“Well, yes. ”

It wasn't something I felt sorry for my sister. It's not that I don't like the look of it. If he was talking nonsense at the meeting now, he would only think of the name as a person who is just a person who has blood.

“So why did you say that about Vice Minister Kim? ”

Chongwoo expects to ask something more sketchy, but she turns her back without asking any more questions.

“I don't know exactly. It's a pretty deep relationship with the K Foundation. ”

Tons of support. Governments and politicians are too modest to shout out that the wrong people are wrong. It's not that we don't have enough money. There are too many thieves. Is it aimed at blind money from the start? Now that's a natural idea, it's coming true. With the corruption of the K Foundation.

There were many high-ranking bureaucrats involved, one of whom is Vice Minister Lee Sook Kim, just like the mass embezzlement incident in the past. Although Choongwoo did not remember such a detailed name, what he remembered was that there was also misconduct in terms of child support policies.

“Yeah? Why is that? ”

“Well, it's just... Suddenly I remembered.”

I guess they haven't done any research on the K Foundation yet. I think it started with a journalist and a righteous prosecutor. I thought the righteous journalist was my sister. It turns out I really don't know anything about you other than the fact that you're a prosecutor and a really superficial life. It was too much to take care of myself. I feel more familiar with Americano for some reason.

“That's not the problem with low childbirth. ”

Come home soon.

I didn't want to see it at first, so I was getting ready. What do I do when I hear from home? However, there was no direct contact with her name and face.

It was always Chow who called first.

Except when he tried to kill himself, neither father nor mother had visited or contacted him before.

Nothing has changed this time.

I was not disappointed because I had no expectations.

“Maybe he's pretending not to know? ”

“Maybe. Whatever your father and mother say. I made sure of that.”

I don't think he wanted to contact me directly in the absence of further communication.

No, you probably don't think you should contact them first.

That's why he told her to say it to her face directly through her sister, Lee Jin-ah.

Otherwise, you are not the one to come here.

“Careful in there. ”

Lee Jina got up as soon as she heard what Sun Woo said and walked out to the exit waving her hands. After seeing her brother for a long time, I still wanted to look forward to seeing her feel uncomfortable and uncomfortable.

If I hadn't pushed the topic on child support to tell the story of Vice Minister Kim Yi Sook, I would have really only conveyed my father's message and disappeared. Perhaps his attitude will not change unless he attempts suicide as before.

‘That's what I used to think. ’

Study hard and get your father's recognition. Make love to someone, make love to them, get married. By the time I marry someone I love, my mother will take care of me for once.

I can't help you at home. I thought some money would follow my father's approval, and the job would not be ignored at all.

‘That was too short an idea. ’

House prices and job difficulties are naturally forced to give up marriage for ordinary people. Nowadays, it's not a good place to take care of a child even when it comes to getting married and getting better at it. When I take parental leave, the company still complains. If my mom had to quit her job, it still makes it difficult for me to have a decent family situation.

Private education starting from elementary school. Public education is hard to follow if you don't go to school even if you don't want them to. If a child tries to get a job because he wants to be a little older, the tag is followed. Dad's always been on overtime. People can hardly think of old age when they have children.

We are still living in an era where we treat structural problems as individual homework.

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Not all of the colors I looked at until yesterday changed.

The only thing that looks different is that people's gaze has changed.

The same situation, the same thing, depends on the situation and the values.

“I'll go again! ”

Music video shooting scene.

In the sky, where Bondi does not descend, white snow is embroidered with human strength.

Sunwoo's hands, which used to play the piano because of the cold weather, have been cold for a long time.

Forces fingers that do not move as well as they want.

“No, you have to be a little more dynamic! No, W-Wait!! I'll take a break!”

Just before the shooting started, it was very cosmetic. The site that seemed to be smooth has long been hardened.

“Sunwoo, I'm sorry, but right now I'm pulling out the scene, not the sound. The important thing about pressing the piano key right now is that it looks like it is. Melt your hands a little and listen. ”

The mood of sensitivity, as opposed to a smile, is mild annoyance. Your heart looks bigger because of the sharper music video director's jaw than usual. The feeling of smiling for the first time is long gone.

“I've heard that you've only filmed movies and dramas, but they're very different. It's your first time, so you still don't get it. Take a look at this. ”

He pointed his eyes at the first two laptops and the later ones, respectively.

“Details are important these days, so I'm not asking you to just press the button. What matters is the rhythm and the gentle hand gesture. It doesn't matter if the notes go wrong or if the beat is wrong. All you have to do is get what you see. You know, this is the part where we do what we did the last time we recorded it. You know the difference, right? ”

The sharp sensation that was sharpened for ten minutes by touching the piano caught the wrong thing, but few would recognize it. That's something you can only know by looking at it as a whole. If you edit it briefly, you won't know.

“A little different, isn't it? ”

With the director's consideration, I decided to take a little more time off.

The artificially constructed white dotted sky has long been an individual. While gazing up at the clear sky and drinking a warm Americano, Noah spoke next to him.

“I see.”

Unlike movies or dramas, the music video you are filming now has only a big plot and a few lines. Is that what this is about? There was no observation, so Orlot had to proceed with his own strength.

“It's a little hard to keep filming the same thing. ”

Fortunately, there was no difficult scene, so I was just filming, but I felt that it was hard to move my body according to the instructions. It's not like I just let the flow of consciousness.

“He believes that every little thing comes together to make a big thing. If you don't like something, you're famous for filming, filming, and filming. ”

Even though the filming itself, which was similar to that of the piano itself, felt like quite an accomplishment……. Tired of repetitive exercises that run like a raccoon treadmill. I don't know the difference I felt at first, pointing to the level of completeness and the monitor, and explaining it kindly by hand.

If you don't know how to walk, no walk is like wandering around a maze. I'm just confused, to be honest.

“Here we go again! Get ready, everyone! ”

I tried in a world where I couldn't hold on to a piece of hope in the flow of time.

Unilaterally forced correctness.

A past I believed to be an absolute value.

“Reddy!"

The sad echo I encountered when I came back.

It's like bringing back a dead flower that you refused.

If I had closed my eyes, I would have died.

Even if the world had not ended, the world of Me would have ended.

If the world is a stage, it's human psychology that wants to be given a good role to be on that stage. But I couldn't. But the world is unfair to blame the sky. It's just too late to accept it in my mind. So at the end, I didn't even grumble.

“Action!”

Many worlds have come back in time and faced each other.

The low profile of values that I did not know began to widen.

Even if it's the same word,

Even in the same shape,

Everyone understands it differently.

Hold on, hold on. Suddenly, the joy of the effort that I knew was revived. Through the piano, the fire started, and now the memory of the Sun Wu who was stuck like a ivory vine is somewhat released.

Unlike the observation phenomenon that was only entrusted to the flow of consciousness, there is a pleasure in moving the body.

The result of my first effort.

I should have studied.

I think there was a time when I had a very, very little fun.

How did that happen?

Even when I only remember myself, even now.

Father and Mother would not have been so different.

To them, no, not to their mothers, but to their fathers, the study would be straightforward with happiness.

Absolute value in life.

The consequences of the years that overlap and pile up your time. sort of an epiphany at the end. Such rigid blindness can no longer be understood by listening to anything. No, I don't even try to understand. If the person who has it has never done so. If you never had one, you wouldn't understand him, and neither would his values.

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