Actor, Search for Hope

There were many things that made fire while working, but what I hated the most was the stink. And being strangely squirmy. It was okay to get slapped with abusive remarks. It's a hard world to live in if you're not pretending to be.

Just once.

I've told you this story before.

I started working not too long ago. It's the same now, but if you don't borrow the power of alcohol, it's too hard to hold out. I was a good drinker, but it was slightly out of control because it was early.

You said a strong man like that was his type. Unlike other people I used to meet, I used to talk boldly and listen to people without getting bored. The sweetness of stroking my head was too painful. Maybe a little. Maybe if it wasn't for a store like this. Because you're too weak for that kind of kindness.

“How do you work on weekdays? ”

Suddenly, I told him I was working separately at the end. The owner is the only one I know. Because it was an implicit rule not to ask about each other's privacy, even if we work together, it's really just a surface story.

“Get up around 6: 00, work till 7: 30. I don't know, seven o'clock. Have a decent dinner, come to the store, put on some hair or makeup. Going home from work is, um... It was different then. But I think I'll sleep before 3: 00. ”

But I wanted to have breakfast with my brother. And I wanted to help you with breakfast. He says he has a dream, and sees his brother working hard every day.

“Did you know that this is how your brother or mother works? ”

“I see.”

I smiled lightly.

Be as natural as possible.

“Hmm.”

I lied to my mother or brother that I would drive a surrogate at night whenever I had time. It was an irregular life, but it was always before 3: 00. The reason you can't pick up the phone at midnight is because you're driving, and driving somewhere is different. It was perfect for waiting for the right excuse. I used to love driving.

“Do you believe your family does other things? ”

“I see.”

I didn't think you'd be selling smiles directly like this.

“ ……. It's funny what I'm saying. Don't overdo it for your brother or mother. And number two, you don't want to keep going. ”

“Even if you seduce her? ”

Maybe he's not used to the power of drinking.

When she accidentally came out, she smiled and poured a drink into the glass.

“Well, who was it? Him, him. Anyway, I didn't fall for my sister who was so expensive here, but she snorted. Not enough booze?”

I was very tired because I wasn't used to work yet.

The mind did, but so did the body.

Working with less sleep builds up like a life-saving pile. It's not big, but gradually, gradually. When a drop of water fell on the paper, it seemed dangerous until it dried up in the wind.

“Bring me another bottle of Jack Daniel. ”

And she was also a regular person who everyone knew who worked at the store. One of the few women who really only talks. That day I was holding onto something I liked about myself for a while.

“Orange juice, not coke? ”

Jack Daniel is Tennessee whiskey. Another filtration process with charcoal is added, resulting in a distinctive aroma, which can also be varied. The oldest and most popular one is Old Number Seven Fur. Three at 40, 43 and 45.

“I like orange juice better than cola. And this is the Honey version. ”

It's still rare before it's officially imported into the country. Of course, it's not that hard to get a drink if you say it's rare.

“Anyway, I have a brother. ”

My brother is still studying because he has a dream that he wants to achieve. I'm going to send the university anyway. Before and after the divorce, he said he was going to college as usual because nothing had changed.

I told her I was working as soon as I graduated from high school, but I stopped her. I hope it's not about the money. I have a solid dream, so I want it to come true.

“He doesn't know how hard it is. ”

You're the one who's making gum on purpose.

But sometimes it is.

You don't even know.

It's time to say that.

I'm a person.

There are times when I want my mother or brother to know that I am suffering like this.

“You're a good man. So, come on. I don't want you to be frustrated. I'm sure he'd be sad if he knew he was working so badly. ”

I often get hurt by what I say without thinking about it.

It's not malicious or purposeful.

I've never done it for no reason.

Could it be a side effect of alcohol?

I've been feeling a little off lately.

I don't mind being with others. Why I was born in this family. Would it be easier to die? If only the summer festival were filled with candy in the sky like an embroidered flame in the air, if only we could go back to the time when we really thought that.

“But to be honest, I don't want to talk about doing this. ”

“What's wrong with this? You don't sell yourself short. ”

Or should I just turn around? I'm not wrong about that. No, you're right. It's not as wide as the lighthouse between the sea and the sea. In comparison, it's between lighthouse and land. A little attention is all it takes.

“That's not wrong. ”

May that distance continue.

Tomorrow, the sand, the next day.

I hope the sky stays blue. But I just want it to be clear. It's ridiculous. Well, sometimes I wish it was as grey as it was transparent. It's raining, the ocean, the city. I want the whole world to be wet.

“A hundred times better than committing a crime, a thousand times better. ”

Technically, selling for money is illegal in this country. But I'm one step away from that line. It still exists within the boundaries of the law.

“See you next time. ”

Like I said before, let's just tuck in a little bit and stroke our heads a few times. You hesitate for a moment, then smile brightly after a little baby kiss on your cheek. Then he waved his hands and disappeared with a fresh footstep.

I heard the calculations were all done in the middle, so I just stared at the back of my head, dazed. The store was quiet, so I looked at the clock at 2: 30. It's time to close up shop. It's gonna be a little late today.

See you later, by the way.

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“Rrrrgh!”

The guy knocking on the door. Blood is spilled and one side of his face is buried. I went to the store the other day and got really tired of drinking. The fatigue flies.

“Hey! Help! What the fuck? ”

It was noisy outside, so I started yelling.

The thumping noise and the strange appearance. And the screams of the people come together to form harmony. It's like hell is coming down here. Obviously, what I just saw was a person, not a person. The moment I pulled out the smartphone in my pocket and started searching the Internet in a hurry.

Boom!

“ ……? ”

The bathroom door opens with a loud noise.

And standing there is a zombie.

It's not a face-dropping zombie, it's a frowner this time. I see you're in uniform. You look like a flight attendant working on a train. But how did he get in here after he locked the door?

“Rrrrgh!”

The doorknob must be broken.

Or because it's an infinite tiger, it's too old and too old.

Just before the zombies hit. Increases the time to think like a twinkle. It's like falling from a high place. what the human brain does for a long time. I thought it was a lie to pass by like a juma lamp. I guess it's true. The zombies are still thinking about it for a short time.

What will happen to my brother and mother?

On the smartphone I was holding earlier, I suddenly noticed that the origin of this virus was Busan. Did they evacuate?

“Ahhhh!”

When a zombie bites on everything. I felt rotten with the feeling of pecking my body with an awl. Time is still running slow. But gradually the pain is less than I thought. The Yosa Brotherhood's Forest of Winter Trees, 1716-1784, was said to have seen the scent of life in the blink of death. I smell dead bodies and blood at the moment of my death. It reminds me of a useless phrase I learned in college, and now I don't know why. The smile written inside is built. I hope my brother and mother are well hidden in this mess.

A few months ago, when I was dying, I felt sorry for myself.

See you, and then you never see her again.

The word "regular" was a lie. Or did something happen? But I thought I'd get to see it once in my life. If you're working at the store, you'll be able to see your face once in a while. And then you die without seeing it.

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“Cut!! ”

Forever and feeding time with the director's cry for death. The same moment becomes more and more fragile. Even that time is too short. Looks like the time magazine's been through my body for a long time. The dazed consciousness continues.

“Mr. Sunwoo? ”

Oh, I wish I'd seen her one more time.

I hope my mother and brother are okay.

Where is he now?

Will he live well?

Could it be the same situation overseas as our country?

My whole body still hurts.

Like a swarm of bees.

“Sunwoo! ”

“Oh, well. ”

How long has it been since I've tried to force my mind back?

After being so deeply immersed, my body doesn't hurt.

“I'm fine. Give me some cold water. ”

My eyes and body senses are still dizzy. Is this what happens when you're bitten by a zombie and you stay sane? My senses are going crazy. The balance between the front and back senses was inverted. As I try to raise my right hand, I sag and move to the right as I try to lower it. I get a bottle of water and take it to my mouth, but my face and hands are playing separately.

“Mr. Sunwoo? ”

I close my eyes and say it's okay, that I'm not bitten by a zombie. I try to be normal again.

That's the memory and the senses I just crossed.

It's just another person's feelings.

“In a few moments... I'll be back to normal. Don't worry too much. ”

I feel as if the golden cells are crawling, they're gradually starting to come back.

Is this what happens when you're actually bitten by a zombie?

It seemed like it would be difficult to keep it sane.

“Are you okay?! Wow! I'm not kidding! This is really more than I expected! ”

I hear you've been very good with zombie settings. I hear the director talking next to me, saying it's the first time the method smoke has been this realistic since the camera ended. Fortunately, it is normal to speak and to hear.

“I can't believe I'm actually feeling the senses in my body! Anyway, I tried to edit it properly in EBCU format. It's okay to just use LS or FS calmly! ”

EBCU refers to the commonly called Close up, LS is a long shot. It refers to the size when perspective appears and the landscape of an objective situation that is far away from the street, but it also refers to filming far away from the movie.

FS is Full Shot. Size when representing the entire background, such as outdoor landscapes or certain places, and is also used to express the emotional atmosphere or position of the performer.

Chosun tried to recall the words of the techniques that had recently begun to be learned. to remember one letter, one letter in the book that I read. I thought that would ease the suffering for now.

“Hey, Director. Be quiet.”

“Yes?”

A supervisor who reports that the sensation of such a fellowship is suffering from disability. What did I like so much? At first, I was worried about poverty. I feel really annoyed that the director is picking on me next to him.

“Quiet, a little, a lot, I'm dizzy. ”

I know you painted the painting you wanted.

I know it's a compliment, given the atmosphere.

These abilities are too annoying.

The ability to feel the atmosphere is mixed with the senses that are so twisted.

This ability is conveyed through the senses, so it becomes crowded.

So I need you to shut up and get out of here.