Actor, Search for Hope

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“Are you all right?"

Forcibly restores consciousness. Now I am more accustomed to it than I was at first, so I was able to drastically reduce the numbness. It's not like the first time it's just been swept away. I mean, I'm used to it. I'd say we're getting used to it.

“Yeah, but it's kind of amazing that I've never shot one of these before. ”

It reminded me of a train that was actually taking because it was filmed on a train, but it wasn't. Most of the filming takes place in well-crafted sets. And the only thing that moves is people and cameras. The train set field created does not move.

“You'll be filming a lot of movies and dramas in the future. There are even more amazing sets than this. By the way, please do the next scene like this. I liked the look on your face. ”

Director of Zombie Flight.

What was her name?

I'm still a little bad at remembering people's names.

“Do you have any settings other than those in the script? ”

“What part? ”

In the script, there were no extra-defined settings.

It didn't include the story of the layman A, but it seemed to have been given only a role. It seems that he is responsible for ‘this’ part of the world. Some faces, some feelings, some thoughts. The page detailing how to spread the smoke in the shoot was as if it were a blueprint.

“Well, you know, the past. ”

“Hmm? I don't know. I've never heard of it. I never thought about it. Is that something you need for acting? ”

Each actor has a different style, and even if it's the same way of acting, if you dig into the details, each character is unique. If Sunwoo needs anything more to stand in front of the camera, the director is willing to give it to him willingly, but he shakes his head quietly.

“No, that's enough. I'll let you know if I need you. ”

“I always welcome discussions about characters, but.... Normal A is a flat-lined figure. Some intentions. ”

It's flat.

Well, people can't be flat.

To them, it's just a story.

However, there was also a name for the layman A who saw Sunwoo.

“Do you know Kim Woo Hyung? ”

“No? Who? Are you an LU actor?”

Kim Woo Hyung, not A General.

Protagonist of the name I don't know.

“No, this is the next scene of the escape, right? ”

“Yes, I will enter as soon as I have set up the set and arranged the props. Please take good care of him this time. I wish I could go without NGs like I just did. ”

NGra.

I think I'll have to pay for it once or twice.

No, I don't think I need to.

But people's eyes are increasingly overwhelmed by expectations. Just like this is natural, right? I feel scary even when I look forward to it. Crowd psychology, which seems to be the ability to feel the atmosphere. Eyes all over the set. The smoke in the camera is like a weather forecast.

“I'll try.”

“If you have any questions, don't hesitate to come by. ”

When you say it will rain tomorrow in the news, most people believe in that prophecy and prepare an umbrella. It seems natural for rainbows to rain in the sky. Sometimes it doesn't.

“But you said the next one is still here, right? ”

“Yes, I'm going to think about it slowly after this. ”

Suddenly, I wonder why the next story is,

“A lot of people insist on rowing when the water comes in. ”

It's not uncommon, but it's easy to see. You shoot one drama, you shoot another. I can often find such cases in Jo's case. We're low on supplies, but that should do it.

“But it's good to focus on one thing. ”

I want to do one thing for Jo. I want to do this piece, I want to do that piece, you know, but I don't want to hurt it. It's natural to do a sad year just because one side feels neglectful.

“I rarely say it in person, but still, yes? ”

Actors are professions that draw emotional lines in any way. If you play the opposite role, the line may be broken or mixed up with the king.

“And these days, viewers are good at catching things like ghosts. So actors, directors, they cuss. Oh, and when it comes to weight change, that's the problem. ”

Advice or harshness.

Or is it spinning because I have something to say?

“So you don't want to play this part? It should be easy to get emotional. It's similar to" A, "right here. ”

So is this some kind of a favor?

“Send me a script and I'll consider it. Send it to the company."

“Oh, really? Don't forget to read it.It's a really fun piece. ”

You're exaggerating.

Or is it intentional?

I said I knew because I refused openly. It wasn't hard to take a script and look at it once. Now that neither the director in front of me nor the name is remembered, I heard it was quite an influential director, I thought it might be a good idea not to make trouble. Unless it's directly damaging or humiliating and coercive. I can nod my head with a smile like this.

“But don't you think we should do the next scene? I think we're ready. ”

Seonwoo's eyes still caught the director's indifference as he continued to speak on why he recommended this piece. Even though the next scene is ready to be filmed, it is scary to cut and interrupt the director talking excitedly. Director Jo's gaze is quite pathetic compared to a large one. It's like the towers are caught in the sunlight that was chasing them and they can't even do it.

“Oops, I was so focused on the story, I didn't even know that time had passed. Let's go with the next scene! ”

I felt like I wanted to do NGs for some reason when I saw the naturally speaking director's face. I'll give you about a dozen NGs, but will you continue to be as kind as you just did? Suddenly, Seong-woo was curious. Of course, that doesn't give you an NG in a row. Not only the director, but also the other staff.

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Kim Woo Hyung's morning was similar to Sun Woo's. If there was anything else, Kim Woo Hyung woke up like a knife with the sound of an alarm if he enjoyed the early hours of nausea in a duvet for about 20-30 minutes. I don't think I can feel the warmth surrounded by a flower garden.

Get up immediately and wash lightly, and prepare breakfast.

The landscape of everyday life.

Kim Woo Hyung originally loved the time of morning.

It was because I had just opened my eyes and had a comfy state.

“You awake?”

“Yes… well, yes. ”

I went to a four-year college, just like everyone else, with good grades. Until high school, I was obsessed with drinking and playing in the first grade of university because of the compensation psychology I suffered. And I took a sabbatical before I was a sophomore. I went to the military.

“Hurry up and wash up. ”

“Yes.”

When I was in the army, my parents suddenly got a dusk divorce.

I was always nervous because I was a warm parent to my child.

This is the last egg, by the way.

‘The price of eggs is gold these days. ’

My mother was working as a janitor, and my father was an ordinary worker.

Kim Woo Hyung was an ordinary family. He fought sometimes, but I thought it was just a routine process. What was the problem? I didn't hear the reason for the divorce in the end, but I'm guessing it was adultery.

Eggs.

Mother.

Father.

Twilight divorce.

My dad loved eggs, too.

After the divorce, my father was sending me money regularly in the name of child support. But one day we lost contact, no wire transfer. He even used people to find out in case something serious happened, but he said it was intentional. I don't think he's in Korea right now.

And after that news, my mother collapsed as if she were in a morning drama.

Stage II lung cancer.

Suddenly, I needed money. I'd rather be Stage Three or Stage Four. Would it have been more convenient to say it was hopeless? There wasn't any insurance in the situation that wasn't enough. I hated myself for thinking like this.

“These days, if the organs are cheaper, the snow is still 178,000 a piece. ”

Living expenses, hospital expenses. However, I had no mortgage to secure, so I never dreamed of borrowing 1 or 2 finances, and I was too scared to go down there. I was in no position to repay the loan. But I couldn't help it. The cost of living is reduced somehow, but the cost of hospital...

“I love your face. You must be very popular. Maybe even hopin '. Or, like I said, take off your organs. ”

So I set foot in the third financial institution, and I took the money and I paid for the hospital. Interest, of course, came out differently. After graduating from college, I got a job and was repaying it, but it was insufficient.

“That's the last time I'm going to say this nicely. ”

The person who came for the money was speaking kindly, as he had when he first borrowed the money, but his eyes did not smile. Rumor has it he really ‘somehow’ gets his money. Is it true that they actually had to sell organs? It's too late to regret it now. And maybe even go back and make the same choice.

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During the day, I usually work in small businesses and go to the store whenever I have strength.

Host bar.

Short for Hobby.

I looked for such a job with the feeling of picking up straws at the words of the person who came to collect money. So the place that flowed in is where I work now. Fortunately, he had quite a crush on his face. From what I had learned about this world just now, I came in fearlessly. I came to you asking you to make some money. I did it because the owner of the shop who works now is a good man, or what would have happened.

I guess I was feeling desperate and fooled again. However, as if the world's misfortunes didn't happen repeatedly, meeting with a somewhat good person was fortunate to have a bitter smile in life that only overlapped.

“So it's a business trip for a week? ”

“Yes, at work. ”

“Well, I can't help it. But I've been looking for you a lot lately. I'll be out in a week, OK?"

The main part of the workplace, however, depends on the shop, is light skinship. Touch your chest, touch your clothes. To the extent that a kiss is acceptable, but not more. This is the rule of the surface. It is an implicit rule for anyone who wishes to do more than that to his own person outside the store.

In the case of Kim Woo Hyung, I still did not go out until the so-called second round. What's the big deal about XX selling for money? I said a lot of things, but I smiled bitterly.