Actor, Search for Hope

Sunwoo's acting skills were renowned for being a man. It may be difficult to see the scene in action with both eyes, but it is easy to see it through a monitor. Recently aired Times Attack, loud commercials, independent films of Yoo Gangjin, which no one in the cinema knows about. It is not that hard to find the appearance of Sunwoo.

“Maybe you should refrain from using a restaurant in the future. ”

The problem that is not a problem is that it is quite rare for a person to actually see the appearance of a fellowship. If I worked for the same company, I could barely get through once. I wanted to see the thick clouds, but every time I carelessly looked at them, I could only see the clear sky.

“I've never seen Sunwoo in person, so I might be like that. ”

So a strange rumor circulated within the company. I don't know where the rumors came from. A family member of the treasury house, a team leader from LU has signed a short-term contract because of the assessment. There were no malicious words, but some interesting rumors.

“It's rare to get such popularity and recognition in such a short time. Most people who have seen Sunwoo at least once are praiseworthy. ”

Even though it's a fairly tricky thing to do, it's within our common sense. There is a reasonably good reason and I do not just insist on being self-obstinate. I am somewhat aware that I am now in a position to do so, but that I am guarding the right line. Of course, there are some things that can't be exchanged, but they're not ridiculous.

“Honestly, they're not that good. Let's eat and get up. ”

It wasn't until I thought it was bad, but something like that.

A little unpleasant, but not bad.

The gaze of desire towards someone.

I was offended because I felt like a monkey at the zoo, but not bad because the jealousy that had been mixed up once was almost gone. But I don't feel like staying long. And the often mixed feeling of envy was unfamiliar to Sunwoo.

Jealousy is a mix of feelings that if you can do it, I can do it. This kind of heart makes me jealous. And jealousy makes you try to have what you don't want, but it makes you feel like you're trying to take or ruin envy. I'm hungry for someone else's. Furthermore, the worst case would be to say:

“If I don't have it, I'd rather destroy it. ”

Extreme flow will spread the wills and sometimes even violence. But jealousy and jealousy are the best things to come after. Humans are usually not jealous of things that cannot be reached. The same is true of envy, because you have to feel the possibility. Therefore, the target of jealousy is someone close to you.

So now mixed emotions are the gaze of desire. I admire most of the skills of Sun Wu, who has surpassed jealousy or envy. So far, it was normal to just give in to this atmosphere. because he was in a hurry to collect his emotions and organize the emotions and memories of the role.

“I'll get up first. Don't come quickly because of me, come slowly. ”

It catches my eye because I can afford to look around. I have the ability to feel the atmosphere.

Aspirations.

Envy.

Jealousy.

The feeling of desire that had not been felt before has still come to me fresh.

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“It's been a while.”

It's been a long time since Sunwoo has settled, but it's still a landscaping family. All you have are the essentials of life. It was originally prepared, not prepared by Sunwoo. Personal items are just books tucked away in a decorative space.

“How are you? ”

“I'm always the same. ”

If you look at a picture, you will think it is strange that there is always a sungwoo in that room. Because I would have looked more like a guest than the owner of the house. A fairy tale in which the smell of a man vanishes and the house is quiet and still, separated from the world.

“But what happened? Oh, dear. You know, I think I was the one who always called first. I just got a text and thought," What's going on? "”

In Seoul Kim's memory, it was only once that I was contacted first by Sun Woo. That's why I suddenly felt that Seong-woo sent me a text asking me to take some time. Curiosity, not annoyance or disgust. I didn't think I had any particular reason to call.

The last time I saw him, nothing happened. It wasn't like I hadn't seen my face in a long time. And I didn't think Seong-woo Kim would call himself lonely because of the nature of his friends.

‘Almost nothing has changed, by the way. ’

If a person settles down and lives, the burden increases. Even if it's a temporary place to stay for a while. The more time overlaps, the more trivial it becomes. Mugs, toothbrushes, and toilet paper.

It was recent to see Chongwoo in person, but it's been a long time since I came home. However, it seemed that the only thing that was different in the living room was the bookshelf. The book he gave me. And the title of some of the books you recommended. That much.

“How's the piano going? ”

Other piano.

But I'm glad it was added.

If you didn't have a piano, you'd feel bad about it. Basically, you don't have a passion for things that people have. If we talk about it, I think we've made enough money. Wouldn't he want to consume it if not by necessity?

“Well, is it okay? ”

“Sounds like you're getting pretty good at it. ”

Kim Seol's eyes felt very fortunate when he heard a call from his predecessor, "I put a hobby back on the piano." And when I saw him playing noisy "ripples," that thought became stronger. It's an instrument that can express things that are hard to do even if you want to tell someone.

“But what did you call me here for? ”

Talk about the book I gave you last time, and listen to an application song. Kim Seol directly asked Seonwoo, who exchanged news with each other but still hesitated.

“It's a little difficult to make the next choice. ”

The criterion that was the focus did not change because it was uninteresting. My first priority is to have fun, just like before. The only difference is that there is a lot more to think about.

“Hmm.”

More things to consider than the beginning, but you can cut them off.

For example, the hedonism, the expectations of others, the financial aspects, etc.

Not only when choosing a role, but often when you choose something, you think about it. Normally, it was. That's why Seong-woo's concerns were so manly. At first, it didn't seem like a person in the world. Seeing the landscape of the house today after a while made me feel stronger, but now that I hear the story, laughter pours out.

“Are you still not confident in acting? ”

They don't know who I am, so they expect more and more from me.

Maybe you'll disappoint them one day.

I shouldn't have done that.

What do we do when that happens?

“That's not true. Smoke……. I'm confident in what I do. ”

“Then it's okay to pick out anything that's appropriate. ”

In the news, it is not difficult to find articles about suicide in a row from a high school student. Whether it's our country or a foreign country. These are the things that should always be common. And it's actually happening. These events remind me of Imposter Syndrome.

I'm not supposed to be here, but I'm here because the sky helped me or someone misjudged me. Soon I'll be exposed to my incompetent abilities, and those around me may despise me. What should I do?

“Actors are people who talk about acting, and if you're confident in acting, don't think too hard. And the scripts from the company may look like they were given to Sunwoo indiscriminately, but they must have been shown at the end of the careful calculation. ”

From those who have just stepped foot in society to those who have succeeded after a long time of activity. There are still not many people free from such emotions. It is common for anyone to be overbearing that they always appear incapacitated.

“Why don't you just hand over everything else and just think of it as fun? Above all, if it's interesting, it's more fun to play. ”

This defense mechanism is triggered by motivation to avoid the psychological impact you can get when you are in the worst situation. Therefore, Seong-woo Kim judged that this psychology is perfectly natural. And I felt more human than when I first met him.

When I still saw him smile, my fluffy lips looked the same, but I felt like I was being hunted down a lot. Talking about literature, now that I have my concerns, I know for sure. He was so obsessed with one that his vision became narrower. And the scope of the incident has expanded.

“Is that so?”

It was also popular.

It was also called talent.

If you don't try, there are things you don't know. There is a distinction between imagining it vaguely and experiencing it simply by writing. It seems very natural, but there are many people who think that it's nothing.

“You mentioned the cheerfulness of the fans earlier? That's how Sunwoo acted. No matter what role I play, it's too bright. If you don't lose your acting skills, they'll always look up to you. ”

For example, this is a comment.

It's no big deal.

It was a big deal.

“This time, let me tell you. Well, why don't you play a bright role? I have nightmares. I have depression. a brilliant, lovable role. ”

Excitement stems from popularity. The gaze of fans. The joy that comes from it. Happiness arising from that joy. It's a different kind of happiness from love. He now knows and understands that there are such forms of emotion.

“I'll think about it. ”

“There are certain things you don't know unless you stand in that position. You've had enough, haven't you? ”

There are too many parts that are invisible to the surface. When you flip things that you thought were bad because you were prejudiced, most of them have positive aspects.

People who are always loved and raised.

I wonder what he's thinking and how he's living.

I think I've seen that role.

The next kick is... ….