Actor, Search for Hope

“Because I'm not okay. ”

An unfamiliar heel.

At first glance, it looked quite high.

I feel like I'm overcompensating, even if it doesn't change on the surface.

“And you did everything you had to say goodbye to. ”

“That's it, but.... ”

Seonwoo and SeoEun are the same position as new actors. Times have changed over time, but a new person in my country still has to act first. You have to tell a stranger to bow and ask well just because you work in the same industry.

“Come on.”

Sunwoo grabbed one arm and forced her to sit on a red chair labeled "Kim Seo Eun."

“But it's wider than I thought. Lots of people.”

You shined everything on someone who needed to shine a light on you. I'm just lucky to be the new actor here, but I need to get around a little more. However, she was an actor who cared about Director Kangjin and also belonged to an agency with strong powers in the industry. Skill also deserves the name of genius.

It was similar in the case of Sun Wu. Unadorned entertainment. And genius. Unless you later become unable to act in front of the camera, no one will say anything even if you are somewhat arrogant.

If you are not adequately good, but if you are overwhelming in acting.

If you slip later, you won't have a choice.

“I think I said that before. ”

“Did you?”

Movies are actually easier to cover than dramas, so it can be produced by a director to some extent. No matter how low the smoke is, if you direct from one to ten and then make the background and atmosphere appropriate, you will get a plausible picture. So when you debut as a movie and make a drama, actors often become controversial. Film and drama appear in front of the camera, but in a very different way.

“By the way, have you decided on the next one? ”

“Yes, not 100% sure, but almost certainly. ”

So everyone was excited that they were doing a drama when they heard the rumor about Sunwoo.

Rumor has it he's a genius.

Or is it just a coincidence that rumors are spreading?

The reality will be revealed.

“Ugh, I'm not there yet. I thought I asked you to join me last time. ”

The pros and cons of filming movies are that they take a long time.

Scripts can be previewed, and the genres can be varied.

Wide range to challenge.

But drama is different. Not to mention the script we received that day, and the content that we shot according to the public opinion flowed to the mountains.

“Just because you want to do it doesn't mean you can confirm it, right? ”

That's why there is a difference in the way we smoke.

Difference in details.

In the drama, I just shed sad tears. "The scenes to end are also given in the movie. The tears started to flush with tears, or suddenly tears poured out like a coexisting waterfall after time stopped. Therefore, in the movie, the scene that will end in 10-20 minutes in the drama is not enough if it is more than an hour or two.

One of the actors who has broken the boundaries of the transparent walls of movies or dramas to see and evaluate the appearance of Sun Wu around him.

We don't even discuss characters separately.

I don't think it's very good for script reading either.

I don't think I can do it.

However, if you stand in front of the camera, people will change.

It's like the painting that the writer or director wants to draw automatically without even saying it.

“Woo.”

“We have a little time to get to the next one. ”

So it's hard to get rid of the taste of the strong characters who used to make movies. For movies or dramas, accents, facial expressions, etc. Especially in the depiction of everyday parts, even the most ordinary parts of drama are discarded beyond ordinary.

Well, so simply put, if you both do well, it'll be done without any problems. Then, if you become good at drama and film, you don't have to draw the line. And there's actually actors who shoot all the movies and dramas well. In the movie, you play the powerful character that you, the director, want. The drama naturally shows what the public wants. appropriately distributed.

“Yubari melon whenever it's time.... It will be hard to go to Japan to eat together. I'll play the piano for you once in a while. Let's eat together.”

Unlike in the past, it must be expensive, but it can be obtained locally.

If Sunwoo is willing, even if it's a few million won per person, that capacity is now abundant.

“When and where? ”

“At home. The clock is ticking. ”

Both are no longer unknown actors as they used to be. Sunwoo has already imprinted himself on the public, and Seo Eun knows everyone who should know.

If you don't do something right, the water will spread.

“Before next spring. You promise?”

Even though the world has changed, the actress in the new position is now a big hit as soon as a horse comes out.

Maybe if we were actually together.

Therefore, even if we are together, it is likely to be a problem later.

It's rare to get to marriage.

Women are the one who get in trouble if they break up later.

No matter how you call for equality, the world still works in this regard.

“Yes, I promise. ”

“When I said there were too many people, all I could think about was calculation and measurement. What do you think, Sunwoo? ”

As soon as I said yes, she smiled at the application.

His eyes were blurred as if he was looking at something other than Sunwoo.

I feel like I really want to say something different than usual.

So Seonwoo also thought about it and said,

“The agility of the mountains? ”

Calculation and measurement means observing a lot of things, tasting each other, calculating each other, yielding quick conclusions and a pretty solid sum.

Nietzsche.

Honestly, I don't know what you're talking about.

Most of what was relevant to her was Nietzsche when she asked this question.

Occasionally Kantna Wittgenstein.

And Spinoza.

Unless it was someone else.

Nietzsche could tell.

“Skilled in measurement, by one scale. I'm serious because of you, Sunwoo, and you're giving me that answer. Leaving the right answer, leaving the right one.... Usually just look at me like I'm talking nonsense. ”

It's because of some of Nietzsche's books that I read just in case.

That's why most of the memory of Nietzsche studied by Man B.

Emotions and habits and vast philosophical knowledge are almost gone.

Knowledgeable and limited to the character of Nietzsche and the scope of fundamental philosophy.

“It used to be, I couldn't talk easily. because no matter what they said, people looked at it strangely. ”

Now Seo Eun's eyes are similar to the windows that Sun Wu sometimes showed.

Accidents go beyond the present and into the far past.

“Sunwoo, you've seen the masters, right? ”

Sunwoo nods in his sleep.

I don't know why the aptitude story came out of nowhere.

“When I was in high school, my goal in life was my aptitude score. I need to get good grades first. It's like someone else's business now. ”

I was so nervous that I couldn't sleep the day before graduation.

It was hard to even get a spoonful of breakfast that I ate well.

“I honestly don't know. I mean, everyone's around. I don't think I should do that. ”

Unknown classroom where the test was started.

At first I was too nervous because the atmosphere of the people was too different, but it was also brief.

At the end of the first lesson, a very familiar feeling came to me.

I thought, "Actually, it's not a mastery, it's a mock exam. ”

The simulated experience I had seen in high school was very helpful.

“With the end of English, I thought my proficiency was about to end. ”

After exploring, I saw a second language.

“After the test, I came home, and the sunset set set sat down in my house. ”

There was an awkward corner of the courtyard called the slope of the house.

And there was a colorful flower and grass that my grandfather took care of.

“Looking at it dazed, it became so empty. Did you study so hard for this, postponing the study you wanted to do? For the unknown. Studying what other people do, saving what they want to say. Because otherwise people think it's weird. ”

So I went to the philosophy department.

Take the risk of doing the opposite.

I want to study.

“What was so sad and empty? ”

I don't know if it was a big deal now, but it was a big deal back then.

It's like the world is falling apart.

It seemed like the world was falling apart in despair.

“As Nietzsche said, those who are desperate become bold. After I saw the mastery, I said what I wanted to say first, to be honest. I didn't want to feel that void again. ”

It was because of the look in people's eyes that they loved to talk.

Should I really pay attention to my surroundings?

Unless it's an outrageous misstep or damages someone else.

Then maybe it's okay to be honest.

Speaking as well as thinking.

“It's a doctor's family. I think he wanted to go to medical school at home. It wasn't bad. I told him I was going to the philosophy department, and he told me that if I wanted to study like that, I had to live like that. ”

So, while looking for work to do, I started working on model work.

“But it seemed so easy to see. ”

I worked hard to become a model, but I worked tirelessly when I had time to spare because the income was not cool. Then I accidentally started walking the actor's path because I noticed Director Yoo Gangjin acting extras.

“So thank you. ”

A sentence that comes to mind in Sunwoo's memory after hearing her story.

"Despair is merely the payment of self-awareness.

If you look into the depths of your life, you will find despair.

Nietzsche.

I wish I could have given you a solution after you found despair.

Her treatment is to be honest with herself.

And behaving like that.

‘I haven't been that honest. ’

“What?”

“For taking this woman seriously. ”

Whereas if you get something, you lose something.

Seo Eun gained peace of mind by acting like that, but also lost many things.

Relationship to family.

A generous amount of money.

Beautiful, kind people's eyes.

It was really diverse, but the hardest thing about it was relationships with people.

If I say something without a little decoration, I think it's strange except for a few people.

“Honestly, I have a lot to say without knowing. So I'm sorry."

Seo Eun was the first to go.

Among those of your age.

Takes what you say seriously and tells it.

I also know about my favorite Nesie.

He realizes how he feels.

“I look forward to playing the piano. But is it true you're a piano major? ”

It is too late to say "love."

But I definitely like it.

Somewhat above the feeling that I simply like it.

“Piano is just a hobby. Really?”

“Like German?”

So I want to know more about him.

I think you're in trouble about that smile.

I think I have something to hide.

I don't want to, I don't want to.

Except he was first.

I hope someday you'll be honest with yourself.

That would be great.

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