Actor, Search for Hope

“Yes, it's been a long time. ”

“How are you? ”

And no matter what happens to Sunwoo, the decisive trigger for his career as an actor to build up like a sailboat was in the film of Director Kangjin Kang.

Director Yoo Gangjin wrote it as a crucial example.

But he's still Director Yoo Gangjin.

Genius? Not one or two of them. But Director Yoo Gangjin hired her as Yeon-yeon. More than average.

“I've been well. But I think you're losing weight. Are you okay? ”

Until now, he has been known to be a genius actor that the majority of the industry recognizes, but at the beginning he really felt the value of the name of Director Yoo Gangjin. And I've heard that a lot.

People wondered how an anonymous new person was able to participate in Director Kangjin's film. They had just returned from each other in the past, so they were overwhelmed by emotions. So that there was no room to look around, so it remained in the memory of Sunwoo.

“Is that a lot of dirt? ”

An unforgettable role with Director Yoo Gangjin. A love that you will never forget even if you travel for the rest of your life. Ever since I heard the name of Director Yoo Gangjin this morning, I've been holding onto a corner of my head. The pathetic image that was concealed in the sunset that was supposed to last forever and ended in the film forever.

“Well, a lot. How are you feeling?"

At that time, the image of Director Kangjin remained very clear in Sunwoo's memory. With a big smile. However, his smile and mood were still the same, but he seemed to have lost weight compared to his memory. That difference is too noticeable to say I've seen in a long time. And when I looked at the droopy eyes, I thought it was a similar patient.

“I've been having a hard time preparing my work lately. It's not easy to find actors because it's a new, or, in some way, a drama where there's going to be a defeat. ”

“A drama, not a movie? ”

I definitely heard it right before.

It's not a drama, it's a movie.

Director Yoo Gangjin smiled at the news of such a sunwoo.

“I spilled it on purpose. In fact, drama. Honestly, I was going to do the original movie, but I wanted to do it, and I wanted to do it so much that I turned it into drama. ”

People say the same thing, but it's persuasive. If turning it into a drama because I wanted to shoot more movies, I thought it was true. If any director had said it, it would have sounded bluffing. However, Director Yoo Gangjin said it was a good match. Even if it's a lie, I believe it to be true.

“I plan to do 12, but I'm still thinking about the latter part.... Conti is a problem, but it's not easy to get a production design or an actor. ”

I was still smiling, even though I was saying that it really worries me. It's not a smirk, it's really fun, and I feel confident.

“It's been a long time since I made my first film, and it's been a dream for years. It's fun, but to be honest, it's hard. ”

“A lot of people do that, but there's no actor with eyes? ”

Once you become famous, the public will clap their hands even if you poop. Three names that have that kind of fame, suitable for the word "." Maybe an actor who's gained some awareness and made a name for himself. The actor who doesn't will die smiling, even if Director Yoo Gangjin makes ridiculous jokes.

“Haha, that's just itchy. Honestly. That's why I'm a little scared. I can only think of Sunwoo as the main character of this piece. ”

Fame is like that.

Do you know?

As mentioned above, Andy Warhol is not the one who said that once you become famous, the public will cheer you on when you poop. Andy Warhol: What we believe in But Andy Warhol never actually said that.

In fact, even if you search foreign sites, you can't find even those strange words, and it is a proverb that can only be found on Korean sites. If you listen to it without thinking about it, that sounds really nice. Andy Warhol makes it hard to be suspicious. It was actually quite plausible.

“I really want you to think positive. I've been invested heavily, and I don't have a scene that requires a large amount like action scenes, so I'm going to invest mostly in actors' guarantees. ”

Fame has power. No matter what, people cheer. Whether it's tantrums, jokes, or joy. People pay attention. And this is a fact that we feel naturally in our lives.

Especially for generations who grew up watching celebrities from childhood through various media, including TV. It's obvious, actually. The many things I've experienced in my life.

“Oh, for the record, what I'm going to talk about now is off the record. Until the drama is actually on TV, is that okay? ”

Smaller people who can speak better than me, better or more beautiful people, more knowledgeable people, etc. It is common for those who have something more than me to get much more attention, and to receive greater trust. Even if they're wrong.

“Yes, speak comfortably. From now on, I'm going to keep what I hear in my chest for a while. ”

At least Kangjin himself knows that the Korean film industry has more power than Andy Warhol. A work of such renown. What could possibly be bothering me so much that I'm taking this stand?

“The title is still unknown. It's settled now. Here's the script. ”

I didn't know the title of the piece I was working on last time. I can't believe this piece is untitled. Zhongwoo was accused of having a lot of these works and kites, so he handed over the book. The cover is black and has a star on it. Seeing that, Yoo Gangjin said with a smile as his eyes became curious.

“In the hope of magical success. It's a secret, so it's inside. ”

When Sungwoo handed over the cover, he thought, "Why is it so ironclad security?" The writing was faintly young.

Transgender.

A person with a biological birth and psychological gender inconsistency, i.e., a "gender identity disorder".

“You made the script out of books because of spoilers, right? ”

“Yes, I think it's a sensitive subject, because I don't know what happens if it goes out in advance. Plus, this drama is going to be pre-production, which is more like it. ”

There are a lot of dramas these days that care about security for a number of reasons. In the past, many things that were used as a means of publicity have changed over time, one of which is pre-production and security.

Unlike in the past where it was rare to do pre-fabrication in my country, I can look hard. I'm not saying it's common. Security also tends to be mostly rigid. The interviews of actors and even a photograph taken on the set are carefully handled. I also write the name of the actor in the script or write it down separately. To find out which actor team you went to.

“Recently, perceptions have changed a lot, but few people are familiar with the lives of transgenders. Just a bunch of rumors floating around on the Internet. That's all I know. Thanks to Mo Talent, the preconceived notion of transgender working in a bar is obscured in our society. ”

Transgender.

It's a word that I've also heard before. Maybe you don't know. And then I remembered what Director Yoo Gangjin said about Mo Talent. The first person to come out in front of TV in my country. I remember that I used to work at a bar. Nothing else comes to mind.

“But that's the end of the story, so you can do that. The so-called cool reaction is not my job. Stories you see on TV or on the Internet. Or the story of a friend's daughter or son across the street. But you or your very close, for example, brothers and sisters. Or his son or daughter is saying, ”

Mom, I'm a transgender.

“What do you think? ”

Even if my sister did it right away, I didn't think much of Chosun. It's a better relationship than my father or my mother, but it's just that much. I know it better than most people who don't know it, but I can't say they're close. But that's not what a normal family relationship is.

“I felt like the sky was falling. I used to live in the same room and have a nuance and atmosphere, but pretended not to know. I had hoped in vain that I wouldn't. I was wrong. I feel wrong. ”

Seeing Seonwoo looking at the script over and over again, Director Yoo Gangjin continued to talk. I didn't expect any answer.

“My son, or daughter, was a transgender. Oh, when you're done with the transgender surgery, you're right to treat her like a normal woman. ”

At first, the term transgender, which used to be a simple term, has come to quite a number of meanings. One of them refers to an intermediate process. Transitional conditions that are trying to change the body according to the mental gender.

It also refers to people who have undergone surgery or treatment to abandon their biological sexuality and live a life of mental sexuality, or those who desire such measures, which is precisely transsexual in the words prescribed nowadays.

“Half of this story is based on actual experience. He was proud to be awake, and it took him a really long time to admit to his daughter. The more I found out, the more difficult it was. ”

How to gain confidence and recognition from society in whether you are really a transgender. And then, if you've decided to change your body with your mind, what to do, what to do. I want to do that in a drama.

“And no matter how much they get better, they still have social biases. and prejudice. So I wanted to get some of that out of the way, and I wanted to provide information. I'm trying to make a realistic movie, or a drama. ”

Although we live in an era of gender equality and the boundaries of gender roles are being broken, the difference from the DNA level can't be helped. It's not wrong, it's something else. So no matter how much the transgender gains in social awareness, it's nothing but the past. There is still discrimination. There's still racism and gender discrimination. Is transgender discrimination gone? It was late, but the Buddhist idea remains deeply rooted.

“You know what? Transgender contains a inside the horse. It's a kind of incurable disease.”

The main character in the film is the people around us, who live everywhere. but about the discomfort that he felt and experienced from someday. Those who say they're fine are hard to guess.

Feeling different in life. It feels awkward to wear clothes that don't fit, despite the obvious. As those things pile up and pile up, at some point, 'Why am I doing this?’ with serious worries about it.

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