Actor, Search for Hope

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Prejudice Kim Sung-min had about the disabled. And the preconceptions of people who have accumulated for a long time. If you think about it, people with disabilities in classics, including traditional fairy tales, are described extremely. A villain wearing a hook on the arm of Peter Pan. The Witch Crouching Her Legs in Hansel and Gretel. On the contrary, people are not stupid nowadays. Beljurak from Notre Dame used to have a pure love called foolishness.

But these are all the same people with disabilities in their bodies. The judgment of good and evil must be judged by the sight of man. It's wrong to judge the value by the presence or absence of a disability. However, some people secretly assign value to disabilities through various media. Like Shakespeare, who turned a man who had never been in good health.

“Sunwoo, are you okay? ”

“Yes, I'm fine. ”

Shakespeare described the malformations as an external manifestation of the evil disposition of Richard III, who had murdered his younger brother Edward the Five-year-old to maintain the throne. There is no direct evidence to date, but Shakespeare, one of the people who was sure of that, made a person who was fine disabled.

"I am a deformed, unfinished, semi-formed world, and I come to this turbulent world too early,

I was limping and ugly.

Passing dogs bark only when they come near them.

To live on this beautiful, peaceful day,

Because I can't be a lover.

I firmly decided to become a villain.

I think I made a mistake similar to Shakespeare. I think I saw my father as such a villain. I blamed my father for the sin of my life. He has an ugly soul because the outside is intact but not twisted. The body of the soul has a cut leg and a hook on one arm.

Disability and good are parts to be judged differently. In addition, the bias about people with disabilities that they had unknowingly until they knew Kim Sung-min was followed by their father. Now I know I shouldn't have.

The flow of thinking continues without stopping. I also feel a small concern that I might have intertwined with what had not already happened and judged my father. Is it the right thing to tie up things that haven't happened in real life? Even though I thought about it a lot, I still couldn't make a good decision.

“Well, how did it go? ”

But it was distorted before they tried to kill themselves, and it was a pretty good relationship on the outside. I also felt that the possibility of a person changing is not zero. However, I was convinced that it was meaningless even if I recalled it again. It is because I am confident that the possibility is the same as converging to zero.

“Yes, it went well, don't worry. ”

Tae-hyun Kang answered a cautious question, Tae-yeon. But even though there are two things that you have to think about, that you have to divide and think about when it comes to your own misconceptions about the disabled and thinking about your father, I was so messed up in my head that I developed such elixir logic.

I was saying reason was good, it was good, emotion was good.

Even so.

In my head, complexity is hard to express.

“Let's go home. It's late, but Tae Hyun has to go home too. I'm sorry I'm so late in getting personal. ”

“That's the thing. As always, you don't have to be sorry. I've been really comfortable working since I've been a manager. ”

After all, the meal is on the way back without finishing. It doesn't make much difference before or after you come. If the roads in memory do not look the same, it is evidence that your mind has changed. Be straight with what you want to say without lying or hiding it. Though I was relieved to hear what I had to say. The honesty contained a time to remember alone. Parties even do things they don't remember. Maybe it was selfish to hold on to that emotion.

“Oh, I'm so busy today. What about meals?"

“I've taken care of it. Don't worry about it. ”

Some might say he is a fool for his selfishness. I think I was struck by lightning in the dry sky on my father's side. But with this level of adolescence, apart from future events that do not only exist in the memory of Sun Woo. What Sunwoo said today is never to be blamed for what he did wrong.

“I've been wanting to say a lot of things, but I think I'm just being sarcastic. ”

For a child, parents are like the world. Those who were Seongwoo's parents in those childhood made their home a terrible place, not a place to rest and rest. During puberty, when the body was mentally unstable and the self was complete, he made himself think that he could not be loved. So, for Sun Woo, the compassion and self-esteem that a person should have was more rare than usual.

It's been better for a while.

“It's a little complicated, to be honest. ”

“I see.”

Those who have not experienced this assumption, or who do not know the actual case of domestic abuse, often speak irresponsibly through their subjects. I'm still a family, so I have to make up with them, but they said I shouldn't do that. These people need to save their words. If we do not say it, we have no reason to say we are going in the middle. This is for people like these.

This is because family is like a relationship between a perpetrator and a victim. The perpetrator usually lacks the degree of awareness of his or her actions. Lee Chang-myeong, Seonwoo's father, is just as ignorant of the pain suffered by Seonwoo.

“It's a great family, and you might say you're jealous of others. ”

Cases such as Sunwoo are mostly divided into two finales if you look at the actual case. One is reconciliation. However, sometimes people forgive because they are family and hate people because they have limitations. It is an example of a saying that blood is thicker than water. The second is breaking up the relationship between parents and children. There are times when you completely disconnect a kite and spend the rest of your life without seeing your face even if you die.

It should be Auroth's choice and not someone else's. I can refer to it. It is arrogance that seeks to involve its subjects, and is often said to come from such a bad sense of arrogance.

“Just, come on. I don't know.”

Life is an ordeal after all. Who doesn't have a hard time these days? But most of all, it's your job. It's not your job to be objective, subjective, or cold-hearted when others look harder than me.

“That's frustrating.”

Things you can't tell anyone. Even if it is a person who loves or can be trusted beyond all things, it cannot be taken out. Today, Chongwoo felt the life of his past was hard.

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For Sunwoo, one of his homework that had rotted because he could not bury it in his heart was finished, and some changes were made in his life. One is that the place to exercise has changed. Exercise in a place that is desirable for others to see and receive private PTs. The other is that the place to live has turned into a luxury villa.

“How's the house? ”

“I'm glad it's quiet. ”

Sunwoo is a successful life from the perspective of the capitalist era. Even financially, within a year, ordinary people made unimaginable money. And he's making piano music, breathing with Noah, and he's continuing to make donations without knowing it. On occasion, the good deeds that Silly did in the newspapers were suitable for the public to shout. In order to build such an image, the company knew that it was mainly in the press, but it was not under consideration.

“Oh, I want to move, too. ”

“Why don't you clean up first, not move? ”

I was living a life that everyone would envious of on the surface, but I still don't think Sunwoo is happy. And I've been thinking a lot lately that life isn't fun. Looking back at yourself, facing yourself, grinning.

However, my life was much better than when I didn't even think it was funny. I still don't know what happiness is. What is certain is that it is much better than before and much better than in the past. But the question is how much and how much. Now, if you have any worries or anxiety, there is a time to pause and look around. It's unclear how and how that gap happened.

“I hear the facilities are amazing. Don't you have houses? ”

A few days ago, I finished moving. Sunwoo's private room set in LU, where Kim Yu-ri spills his eyes at the previous hut, suggesting that the houses be housed before Sunwoo speaks.

“We're not done yet. Yeah. Speaking of which, shall we do it this weekend? ”

Most of the smiling faces are filled with anxious feelings. The ratio changed after hearing how much of the emotional mass that was originally more curious was free of the burden of Sunwoo. And the houses were good, but the first tone that I wanted to do changed quickly.

Like we should do it.

I don't think he's getting that worried look.

“Oh! Everyone here is free on the weekends… Right?"

Still, that look is still not bad. I'm genuinely worried.

“I'm fine. ”

“I'm fine, too. ”

But we still have a long way to go. I'm feeling a little better now. There's so much I don't know yet. I know more, I feel more, I feel more... The closer you get, the farther you go, the harder it is to know about happiness. After meeting Lee Chang-nim, Seongwoo had more thoughts on happiness than before, and the flow influenced the script's choice.

“Then do it over the weekend. ”

“Really?"

“Yes, but Tae Hyun. Any more scripts? ”

Many worries were repeated, and I was cautious about my choices. I should say I lost. I looked through many scripts to match the words "pile of mountains" in front of my eyes, but I couldn't find a script that said, "Cock-a-doodle-doo."

‘I want to do something that means something. ’

Even one extra person knows that everyone has their reasons. I now know that different criteria of happiness are different. Everyone has different kinds of obstacles and shapes. But I didn't want to rely on such a hidden story in this piece. I want to see something clear.

“Sunwoo, Director Yoo Gangjin is here. He said he'd come this way. ”

“Really? I'll see you around. ”

Chongwoo, who had finished all his must-do schedule, including the car advertisement he had previously scheduled, came to the company today because he had a meeting with Director Kang Jin. This time, I was preparing a new piece, and I was looking for an actor who covered everything up.

Such a behavior that a messy director would have been beaten or ignored is one of the issues in the industry these days. And the rumours that follow. Sources are unclear, but it's a fairly well-grounded story. Rumors have spread that they have received a large investment from Group S.

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“It's been a while, Director. ”

The more you know about an actor, the greater you'll be. Fortunately, his participation in the Independent Film was a glowing line in the philosophy of Sun Wu. I participated in the work of a director who judged people poorly because it was difficult to see, and the results were also significant.

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