.
“I'm sure you're feeling well today. Why don't we go without NG today? ”
A few face-to-face FD passes by and leaves the scene smiling faintly.
“Yeah, that's not bad. NGs will try. ”
Wake up in the morning, wash your face lightly, eat your food, and go out. The series of flows went smoothly.
Even though NGs didn't seem to be able to afford one if they kept their observations up to now.
I think I can get further away. The problem is the sound of NG flying like a ghost even if you take one step.
It is very difficult to move half the steps, not just one.
“Watch out for the camera over there! ”
After the shoot, the field is always noisy and busy.
“Hey, that's an expensive gel camera! Look out!!"
But fortunately, we still have enough money.
If you were short on money or if you were short on equipment, you might have to shoot the same scene multiple times.
Thanks to the investment that Director Yoo Gangjin received, we were able to eliminate it.
That's why I've invested so much in camera and other high-end equipment.
“Let's go straight to the bar! ”
The next shooting location is the hospital. There was a set of 'Time Attack' nearby.
I was not using it at the moment, so I decided to borrow the facility and shoot it.
It's been a while, but it's a hard set to use if it's not medical water, and I can't get my hands on because of the money I've invested.
“Well done, why don't you move ahead?
Or maybe you could take a little more time off. ”
Nearby, but considerable manpower and equipment to move, it should take some time.
“Let's just move on. They're not tired or tired at all. ”
After the shoot, Kang Tae Hyun approached and handed over the prepared Americano to Choongwoo.
It takes time to get away from slow observation.
It was now possible to forcibly awaken consciousness.
I want to know one more thing about Yoon-sik Kim.
I enjoy relaxing with more consciousness.
It was a scene of unprecedented fellowship, but one thing was different.
“By the way, today's performance will be after lunch. Why don't you get some rest? ”
There are two strange girls next to him.
“It helps to see it like this! ”
Jia (Zia) and Seo Nan-hee from the same company.
In the case of Jia, a dedicated manager or vehicle has not yet been supported and has had to move alone
When she heard her situation, Seonwoo took care of her.
He was the successor of the same company, and there was also a memory that I had put together in After music ends .
If you didn't know that, and if it weren't for the general manager, Team Leader Kim Jin-soo, you wouldn't have been so considerate.
If any condition is missing, "I admire you so much! ’I would have turned away from Aura.
“I know the scene, and it's my first shoot today.
Thank you for your consideration. "
There won't be any contact until Seo Nan-hee is photographed.
She was on the set when she arrived this morning.
Gia ran up and whimpered. I was introduced.
Such a series of flows led Seo Nan-hee and Seonwoo to open their faces.
“It's a pretty long walk to the set. I'll go with you.”
“Are you sure you want to do this?”
“Well, it's hard. Or the two of you? You're welcome to come alone if you're uncomfortable. ”
Seonwoo asked, Seo Nan-hee tried to say Moore, but Gia shouted as she played.
“Yes! Thank you, then! ”
Yeah, no, no, I think that's the right answer.
I don't know if that's the least of it.
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< Transgender > # 21 ‘Hospital’
What was so grumbling, so painful?
After all, the answer to my concerns and concerns was gender discomfort.
It took me a long time to reach certainty.
I'd rather die like this.
I mean, do we have to play basketball about how to die?
That's the answer I gave because I had enough to worry about it.
The problem was the lack of trust in that confidence.
Is the answer you gave the right one from most of your life so far?
Maybe he's on the run or something. I needed an objective belief, not a subject.
And I started searching the Internet in a frenzy.
It was because no one was able to say these words anywhere, nor was there room for them.
Luckily, the internet has been developed these days, so I was able to find it.
You can go to a psychiatrist and get diagnosed. Knowing that, I made a reservation a few days ago
“Hello, I'm Kim Yoon-sik, who made a reservation. ”
“Yes, one moment. ”
Kim Yoon-sik didn't realize it himself, but Sun Woo saw that Kim Yoon-sik was always full of gray.
At first, with unknown discomfort and stuffiness.
Not because it's blue and clear and pleasant, but because it's full of so much noise, it's hard to see.
It doesn't hurt because of a big hit, but the little thing that flinches with a weak needle.
What was important was that the small talk was endless.
“Hello, Kim Yun-sik? ”
There was a famous university hospital nearby.
I found a private hospital on purpose.
This is because university hospitals are continually concurrent with counselor-oriented treatments.
It also focuses on secondary psychosis prior to diagnosis of gender identity disorder.
such as depression, schizophrenia, schizophrenia.
And the treatment comes first.
I intend to give a diagnosis of gender identity disorders after progression.
Very carefully.
Private hospitals, on the other hand, focus on the diagnosis of gender identity disorders.
Therefore, a variety of tests are performed immediately, and the results are faster when compared to university hospitals.
However, many people look for private hospitals because it does not cause problems or go wrong.
“Yes, hello. ”
“Have a seat. First of all, about today's schedule,
And let me explain what kind of tests you're running.
Initially MMPI2 (multifaceted toughness test).
Then HTP (housekeeper/pictorial inspection), SCT (sentence completion inspection),
You'll be doing BGT, KWAIS. ”
In private hospitals, if depression or other conditions are prominent,
unless you start treatment with something like that, but it's very severe or not.
In addition, if normal life is possible, it is preferable to have diagnostic results and issue a certificate in light of the results.
“The last thing you're going to do is run a Rorschach ink spotting test with the clinician.
Before we begin, let me explain in more detail which exam it is.
Oh, not affecting the test, of course.
Sometimes you get into trouble if you know too much. ”
Not all transgenders do.
Most of them have mild mental illnesses.
A couple of mental illnesses are common in the general population.
Of course, of course.
“As you may know, the tests are in order.
Just because you want to, it doesn't mean you get results.
There are a lot of people who get it wrong, so I'll tell you in advance.
I don't know how it got there, but there are people who mistook it for a diagnosis if they want to. ”
In many ways, it turns out that about a third of the diagnostic forms of domestic transgenders come from this hospital.
When Yun Sik Kim searched, he saw such an article.
The hospital is famous for delivering diagnostics.
“You have to be nice. As long as you get the results. It's not as exciting as a university hospital.
But only if the results come back. ”
The prosecution started and Kim Yoon-sik was really sincere.
If I deliberately choose this answer, I think the result will come out, so I don't choose it as I like.
I like fiction more than romance fiction. (Yes/No)
I am strongly motivated (Yes/No)
I will open a flower shop later (Yes/No)
I sometimes see something that is not human (Yes/No)
Yes, yes, no, no.
With all the other questions, one by one, sincerely.
I answered honestly.
Instead of worrying about it, just go straight to your heart.
“The remaining amount due today is ₩ 43,000.
Results and diagnostics take about a week, usually 10 days, at the earliest.
No matter how late it is, you'll be able to receive it in the full moon.
Would you like me to send the diagnostics home or would you like to come and get them yourself? ”
“Call me and I'll come and get it myself. ”
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“Cut!”
Familiar screams. Different voice, same word.
Then Seonwoo's consciousness, which had drifted away from the scene, slowly began to return.
The flow of time when the future and present boundaries were obscured by Asrai also began to tidy up to restore the original state.
When I looked at the script, Yoon-sik Kim was in a lot of pain because he was jealous.
He felt an uncertain maze with no escape.
But Sunwoo could tell. It's a really close, indirect experience.
It was because I could look at it coldly.
What troubles him and troubles him is the concern about his identity.
If I'm wrong, there might have been a difference in thinking.
I could have been mistaken for depression.
“Are you all right?”
But the beginning is different.
I'd say you got off on the wrong foot.
Because I've been there.
Something of the future that falls so early that no one remembers but Chosun himself.
Similar results but different causes.
But it seemed similar.
Or something like that.
I'm not who I am now and I'm not who I was.
The emotions that I experienced were in my memories.
And the pain of the past is easy to make up under the name of memory.
“Can I have some water instead of coffee? ”
“Hold on, I'll be right back. ”
Maybe we can call it a memory someday.
It's gonna be tough.
The pain at the time.
That's why I felt sorry for myself, and I felt sorry for Kim Yoon-sik.
I was uncomfortable and ashamed of being jealous and envious of my hasty guesses.
I think about it. I think about it. If you look at it from a different angle, it might have been worse than you.
I didn't think there was a problem with being born. I thought it would be nice to be born.
“Y-you okay? ”
Comparison of emotions may be meaningless as it is subjective.
No matter how easy someone thinks it is, it is hard to limit yourself to that person.
“Yes, I'm fine. ”
Something similar to yourself. Or relief from the hardship of others.
And self-loathing.
The emotions conveyed from Yunsik Kim are something I have experienced.
Perhaps this is what happens when the dark thoughts and emotions that are stopped now intensify.
This is what depression looks like when you look at it colder.
It was not so bad because it was similar to the world he had experienced.
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