Actor, Search for Hope

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Almost a year and a half from the start of hormone therapy. There were so many things going on in the meantime, and that time passed quickly. In fact, Kim Yun-sik thought a lot about whether to start hormonal therapy or not, but he couldn't bear it. The suffering I've endured since I was born, establishing some values and living my life. And above all, it was the fact that we could not figure out the cause of the discomfort and the pain.

“You seem to have changed a lot lately? ”

So I sank in a sea of invisible prisons that I could not escape, and I gave up and lived. Life used to go down to an endless place with nothing in it. But I finally found the compass. I found out what caused it, and I reached out and touched it.

Is that what this is about?

I hesitated deeply, but I couldn't help it.

He said he started hormone therapy right away.

“Really?"

“You know, I'd say I've got more room, but I'd say I've gotten softer. ”

I had a lot to think about before I took my first step. People have different effects on hormone therapy. Sometimes people want to, but they can't. People who are very rare but unable to treat hormones despite being transgenic.

Kim Yun-sik was not such an extreme case. But how much we can accept, how well we can see the effects. And if the result is not cool, if the face should be shaped, etc. But that conflict is also momentary. I decided to take steps as soon as I could. I thought it was the right thing to do if I didn't do it.

“Isn't that a good thing? ”

“Well, I'm not wrong. ”

For the first month or two, changes were rare. At best, the only change that happens is the amount of chest dreams we get. However, as time goes by, temperament or condition changes. Particularly the biggest change is that male sexual dysfunction started to weaken and is now completely inoperable, the biggest feeling I've had in about three months.

“But aren't you going too far alone? ”

This is what people say when they laugh. Normal men get embarrassed and run to the hospital right away, and transgene gives them relief. Kim Yoon-sik did the same. After escaping the dark sea, I felt the comfort of drinking fresh air. I could be sure at the same time. That this path was right.

“I'm busy painting. I'm taking a break at the end of the semester anyway. ”

And by the end of the semester, I've been hearing a lot of this lately. The expressions were all similar. The word was often different, but in a nutshell the atmosphere changed. I don't know much about myself because I see myself every day. I'm realizing it by borrowing someone else's gaze. The masculinity disappears and the femininity begins to rise.

“The army?”

“ ……. Well, yeah. ”

However, there are still many problems with homework. I had time as a college student in the army. Especially the most troublesome were family relationships and financial problems. It's monetary, but we're working on it right now. Just a little longer, you'll have to split ramen in half.

“Anyway, I'm going. ”

“Hey! They're having a big party tomorrow. Aren't you coming?”

There are usually two things you need to do hormone therapy: Male and female hormone inhibitors. Male hormone inhibitors are literally preventing male hormones, and female hormones are feeding female hormones.

Normal people do not need to be treated separately because they are well balanced with hormones, both men and women. It's not just one hormone that's needed for both men and women. Are the cases that are often treated with hormones more likely to be women experiencing menopause?

But even then, it's only for a short time. Transgenders, on the other hand, should be treated for the rest of their lives as much as they are forced and forced to block hormones. There is also no turning back once a period of time has elapsed. If you stop, there will be a big health problem. Several diseases arising from the breakdown of hormonal balance and complications associated therefrom are serious and life-threatening.

“I'm really busy, tell her I'm sorry. This isn't our only chance. ”

Approximately 150,000 cost per month for hormone therapy alone. It burdens me more than I thought it would burden me to live without honesty. Plus, even if it's occasional, the cost of blood tests to determine the condition is 50,000 won. I don't know if it's just once.

“That's still the case. Shit, that's changed.”

“I'm going anyway! ”

It's a serious money problem.

Another question mark.

Family.

How do I say this?

Once in a hurry, I couldn't wait. I've done and seen it, but I'm worried about my family. It's not that they won't do it because they're against it. And that doesn't solve anything by thinking about it. But I have a baby over and over again. I'm gonna have to take it out anyway. What am I supposed to say? Apparently, it's going to be a very noisy and dizzy place, unlike usual.

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Since the first broadcast, Transgender, Kim Yun-sik , which has been the talk of the explosion, has steadily increased the viewership rate. The name of the director or actor was also the same, but the story and the fun was so strong. No matter how much pictures and videos of Sunwoo become an issue, the viewership rate would have dropped if it had been just that. No drama is like that, but the material alone cannot continue the story.

A fun point is the deep concerns and relationships of Kim Yoon-sik starting from fresh materials. If I was a transgender. Or what if my son or friend did? various situations that arise from the assumption. Scenes where the situation was serious but looked fun on the outside. Occasionally comedy. If I didn't think about it in many ways, it was okay just to look at it interesting.

“But did you have to come to Thailand? ”

On the surface, it's just for fun, without the bear thinking about it. Made episodes based on facts, but lightly. But don't be distracted. Be centered. And sometimes he was sharp and moved. Therefore, it may be natural for people to continue to watch without too much pressure.

Fresh materials.

Fun.

Impressive.

Reality.

And thorough details.

It was now the painter who revealed such detail. What medications the transgenders use, and how sex change surgery progresses. Make sure all the information you need and need is communicated without going too far.

“Photography is part of it. In addition, I want to include the general executive and IF story. This is what it looks like. ”

“Phew. I had no idea this was a photo shoot. ”

The broadcast has just begun, but filming is almost at the end. More than half of them have been edited and video files have been handed over. In the meantime, there was an extension of the story. It's responsive, and the viewership keeps going up, and I can't tell you how many more coins I have to tell you. However, it was difficult to expand the narrative that had already been fully calculated.

“If you don't want to do it, take out the latter. I like to be clear about this part. Sunwoo has already moved up that level. ”

Although it was said that Yoo Gangjin's supervisor was doing well, it was difficult not to apply pressure, but to prevent the request from spilling back in a mourning manner. Especially when it comes to fully conceived investors. I didn't say it directly, but indirectly. I feel like I can't do one more thing somehow. So I decided to take another picture of the IF scenario with a summary in the middle.

It led to a photo shoot of Sun Tzu.

However, the concept of filming is something that Sun Woo is a little uncomfortable with. It is divided into two parts, the former being a concept that reveals the cunning manliness, and the latter being a picture of a relaxed protagonist. It was more of a neutral concept this time, rather than an emphasis on femininity. Like LashGuard.

“But I'm just a little nervous about rejecting it. Let's think more about this until today. ”

That's why Chosun was hesitant. You could have just said you wouldn't do it if you asked me to wear a bikini. I don't take pictures dressed like that. Think of it as a LashGuard outfit. I feel like there's nothing I can do about it. It's not like that all the time. Perhaps there is something influenced by Kim Yun-sik. It is said that they have mentally raised the barrier, but not completely blocked it. It may not be threatened by gender identity, but should I say that tolerance is quite generous?

“Surgery is expensive, by the way. ”

“It's not expensive in some ways. It's life-changing surgery. ”

The script is about sex change surgery. It does not actually work. It is due to realistic conditions. After all, the pursuit of drama was realistic, and without the help of the family, the money 20 million won was very large for regular college students to arrange alone. No matter how talented the arts were, it wasn't genius enough to make the world go round. Even if he did, he still had enough to make money.

Literally, it's just a matter of money.

Kim Yoon-sik performing sex-reversive surgery is a far future thing.

A story that wouldn't have been in the drama.

“At first, I thought brokers were supposed to be spy movies, but they're not. ”

“There's an age now. ”

Two people appoint sex change surgeries to Thailand in the country. It is said to have been active for a long time. In the past, I use the internet to contact and consult these days. After that, when you pay the contract, you hold the date, and you cut off the plane ticket accordingly.

Submit your pre-prepared English psychiatric certificate and re-issue your Thai diagnostic letter. This process is like eating a meal because of a certificate issued in Korea. A blood test and a physical exam will then be used to determine if it is operable and establish a date.

“Director, Sunwoo. We're ready.”

Extremely realistic and things like movies don't happen at all

“Let's go first. I got a lot of investment, and I had plenty of time to get some rest because I ran restlessly. You have to do what you have to do beforehand to relax, right? ”

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“Reddy action! ”

Slate's voice appeared on the beach, along with a voice that would resonate in a drama or cinema scene. In addition, the camera used for filming live dramas is also included. I don't know what that does to a photo shoot, but I think everyone wants to know because they understand beforehand.

This was asked by Chongwoo separately. I thought I could do better when I heard that sound, so I asked him if he could do it. The excuse was simple. Kind of a jinx.

“Just a little bit back, Sunwoo. Two steps! ”

Jinks usually think of athletes, but actors are no different. It's his consciousness, he has to do it. In that regard, Chosun's request was very normal and not large compared to other actors.

But unlike what others see, it's very important for Sun Woo. When you think about the environment when you intersect with other actors in observation, you should say, "Reddy Action" and the sound of "Slate." There was no observation when I was filming old photographs or music videos.

Hello?

The keyword for the observation phenomenon was the slate sound. If so, it should have been when the filming was being done in a place other than formal filming, something related to the role. And I guess I got it right. Strange tug-of-war events have occurred.