Actor, Search for Hope

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Among the final twelve coins, the last two coins contain the story of Kim Yoon-sik's love life, starting with what a transgender is from one to ten coins, and starting with a normal reaction if my son or daughter is a transgenic in everyday life. The changes that occur around you. And if there was a way to live as a transgender, the last one was a little different.

So the story continued to flow, but it was composed like a separate story. The story of a relationship that wouldn't be strange at all even if I kept it out of the way. And while surface stories may be ordinary, if you dig deep, there is a message thrown by Director Kang Eugene. That was also pretty blatant.

“How do you do?"

Transgenders are people, and the ‘gender identity’ and ‘sexuality' they have must be distinguished. Here, gender identity refers to the psychological state of perceiving what gender you are, and sexual orientation refers to who is attractive to you. It can be rational, it can be homogeneous. Or both.

Generally speaking, transgender is one of the most common questions.

So you like men?

It's kind of a bias.

It's common for women to like men, but sometimes it's not. Not all transgenders like men. Of course, because the gender identity of a transgender is female, there's usually a lot of them. There are also many cases that are not quite so. Gay people -- so called lesbians -- were pretty common in them, and sometimes people liked them regardless of gender.

“Yes, hello. It's been a long time.”

Over time. Kim Yoon-sik was able to live a fairly feminine lifestyle through constant hormonal therapy. In addition, fortunately, the so-called 'hormone wash’ was also a good listener. So if we look closely, it is rather difficult to say that it looks like a gentle woman, but it has really changed to a level that opens up heaven compared to before. I didn't have a plastic surgery. It looks like a really beautiful woman, inadvertently. Especially when my makeup skills recently became quite proficient.

“Yes, but do you live around here? ”

“Oh, yes. You see that officetel over there? I moved here this time. ”

There were a lot of things to do and a lot of difficulties or problems to create this situation now, so my life only felt precious. The biggest thing was financial difficulty. I don't have any money. Half a ramen. When the noodle soup was split in half. I was really not that surprised.

“Really? I live there too. No. 201. Did anyone move to the third floor last night? ”

“Yes, I moved to 302. Our relationship is a fate. ”

The encounter with her happened by chance. I wanted to draw a person, but I didn't have a model. A talent donation site that I found when I tried to save people in some way. A person who came across him by chance after Kim Yoon-sik's request that he could not become a painting model nearby.

Although not famous, she was acting as an active model, she listened to Kim Yun-sik's situation and became a picture model constantly. And when he found out that it was transgender, he laughed. I don't think he's a bad guy. Isn't that enough?

“Are you going to the bathroom? ”

“Yes, I have to paint. ”

And a constant encounter from him. I did it at first, but every time I saw it, and now I'm wearing it faintly. It's as beautiful as the crescent moon. I really thought so. I don't know why, but I'm more eager now.

Now, a red sunset sets down in the streets that have become quite familiar with the everyday landscape. But she was standing there. I think she's drunk from the nightmare because she's had a long and fantastic time. Memories with her that touch time.

One person just painted a picture.

The other one was just sitting or standing.

“Next time you need a model, say it again. But don't you need it now because you've drawn too much? ”

Besides, the meeting wasn't that long.

“No way. But can I ask you again? I've made things better. That doesn't mean I can pay you a lot of modeling fees, and I've had a lot of help. ”

“Aigoo, if I wanted to get paid, I wouldn't have supported it on the gift site. Right now, it's all about the heart. If we can pay it back later, if we can make it big. You don't have to tell me, then I'll go get it. ”

Kim Yoon-sik was able to recognize sexual orientation while confirming gender identity. I realized that what I feel for her now is love, and a little further, it can be more than just love.

So I tried to deny it.

I couldn't be honest.

I'm afraid I'm going to have to break up this relationship. Predictions that scattering in the wind cannot be achieved. Intentionally spreads a deep fog in his mind. It's a tiny gray droplet that will vanish like a light. I thought it would hurt too much if I didn't do that.

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“Cut!”

Loving the other side only. It was about Kim Yun-sik and her relationship, but technically, it was a unilateral feeling of Kim Yun-sik alone. That's why the subtitle in the script was "Lovemaking." That's so blatant. I felt sorry for Chosun. Because it was the most ideal form of love that Sun Wu had originally thought of.

Even though it was painting the love between homosexuals. The essence was like that. It was only after seeing so much love that I met her. A picture of love that I had first drawn when I came back from the dead, though I thought differently now.

But the ending was a love that was not fulfilled as the subtitle was intended.

“Ms. Seo Yun. ”

I recite her name little by little, which Kim Yoon-sik loves.

“Yes?”

“No, it's nothing. ”

Her name doesn't come out at the end of the book. This was deliberately intended by Director Kangjin. But Sunwoo could tell her name. I haven't had much contact with her yet with the flow of observation, though. This is a privilege and a secret of Chosun only.

“Just, come on. ”

After the introduction to Kim Yun-sik and her relationship story is over. Clean up the scene. And in the long run, Sunwoo has been keeping the observation from the last part longer than usual. It's been a long time since I've kept a reasonable distance from this film, "Transgender, Kim Yun-sik". However, the other staff is moving as quietly as possible, as if they were familiar. Because I knew all about Sunwoo's unique habits. And I don't want to ruin it at the same time.

“Just, a little? ”

“It looks like the wind is out. ”

Such motionless silence became the background. The only thing that moves is Kim, who was in the role of Sunwoo and 'her’. Touching the red sunset brings back memories over time. Similar feelings and backgrounds in faraway lands. Many things changed, but the same thing was for her to give love, and to be loved was for her.

“The weather's a little late, but it's still evening. ”

And that love cannot be fulfilled. Kim Yun-sik, who was just filmed, did not give up his vague expectations somewhere, but Sun Woo already knew. If it was a movie or a novel, maybe the result would have been a happy ending, like the beautiful background that is unfolding now. No, I'm filming a drama right now. I don't think that's a good idea. Movies, novels, dramas. There are lots of real-world works.

“I wish we could have dinner together. ”

A tiny, cloudy, whispering soliloquy.

But this time, I think I'll stay in her ear.

“Do you know what time it is? ”

A faint starlight spread out across the sky as Sunwoo inadvertently stared at him, giving him a vague view. One thing's for sure is that dinner is too far away to carry.

“Aren't late meals okay? ”

“That wouldn't be so bad either. ”

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“Cut!”

And then there's the sound of it spreading again. However, Seon Woo or Kim Seo Eun didn't really care. This shout was an announcement of the end of the making video for interim promotion. If there is a situation, I decided to edit the part of the romance that I am filming separately and make it into a web movie, and that's what I did for it.

“Seo Eun Do, Seon Woo, did a lot of good work today. I think we can continue to feel like this. Two of them. I wasn't worried, but, um... You're both doing so well, you can't say a word. ”

The praise and admiration of Director Yoo Gangjin, who had been silently watching until now, was clear. Any other actor could give you any advice. The two emotional lines that were handled without any discussion or question were spotless. That's why I couldn't say anything more than a formal compliment. I wonder if his words will do any harm.

“Director, is this really going to be a movie? ”

Instead, Director Kangjin came to talk about filmmaking, not about formality. So, Yoo Kangjin smiled, thinking that Kim had asked the question nicely.

“It's not confirmed yet, but it's very likely. It's not going to be very theatrical. Like the Web drama that films a lot nowadays, it's being tested with the feeling of what you can't even film. It's not yet embodied. It's just a discussion. In case that happens, there could be more shoots. And of course, I'm going to write a separate contract. ”

I was really fortunate, although I deliberately intended to do the last part of "Transgender, Kim Yun-sik". I should say it was a good ride. A few days ago, a story that came out of the drink with investors was actually being refined. even though it was the last payment period.

The investor was in the middle of having fun with the web drama. Have you ever seen a movie? I was trying to, or I wasn't. However, they were both video media, but there were many subtle differences, so I was looking at them in various angles. I heard that the last two sides were like independent stories. How about once? So I'm in the middle of shooting a make-up video.

“Though I felt like I was filming something else and not relying on it. But you can't just copy and paste videos into a drama, so maybe you should. So there's a lot on my mind. ”

“What kind of concerns? ”

“As I said before, Now the story begins with love, and ends with love. Kim Yun-sik is a lesbian, but not her. and they're already drawing realistically enough. And so I intend to. ”

Instead, the background depicts light and its effects in detail and detail. It was an ordinary day, but it took a lot of work to delicately reveal that moment. by reinvigorating and improving the experience of filming an independent movie the other day.

Process and outcome are realistic, but the background is the combination of weather, objects and light that makes everyday life extremely poetic. It makes me feel beautiful, sad, and dreamy. As hard as that effort is, if you bring other men and women to Kim Yun-sik's romance story now, that alone would make a great matchmaking movie. Most of them won't feel any camouflage.