After decadence (rebirth)
Chapter 74
"Father, what can I do for you?” Solitude, prepared to return the book, was called into the study by solitude.
“There's something I want to talk to you about.” Lonely Jin said.
“What is it?” asked solitary curiosity.
“It's a little hard to say.” Lonely Jin has also heard that Xiao Jiuzheng and Lonely Jin have come closer lately. According to reason, the daughter-in-law here should give it to her son, but what happened to her in the last life made Lonely Jin particularly painful, afraid that the daughter of this world will no longer believe in men and will die alone. There are rarely people who like it, although they are also women, but there is always better than none.
“Father, if you have anything to say, don't be a grandmother.” Loneliness felt that his father had always been wise and divine. When did his mother live like this?
“Well, let me get this straight. Your sister and Xiao Jiuzheng are closer together and have an unusual relationship. I suspect they have become husband and wife. Although 90% is your nominal wife, you don't have a room, I mean, you give 90% to your sister, what do you think?” When lonely Jin finishes his speech, he is actually a little grumpy inside. After all, he does it very unreasonably and very biased, and he is afraid that his son will have ideas.
“That's it, no problem, sister like it, take it, Xiao Jiu Zheng was going to marry me back, I didn't care.” Loneliness doesn't matter, "he said.
Lonely Jin looked at his son so full of care, he knew that his son was not too fond of Xiao Jiusheng, and took a deep breath of relief, but at the same time, he was reluctant to abandon this ill-eyed and ill-informed son.
“Aren't you surprised that your sister and Xiao Jiuzheng were together?” How can loneliness, as it should be, perceive the unusual smell between Chia Ya and Xiao Jiuzheng?
“I found out the other day that my sister had no experience with this, so Xiao Jiuzheng came to borrow the chart of the Chungong Palace. I borrowed several copies for them. I am now going to return the book!” Loneliness, the guy who can't keep a secret, immediately told the story and lonely Jin, and invited Kung Fu to open several pictures of the Spring Palace in his arms to lonely Jin, no doubt.
Lonely Jin glanced at the cover, the two women's crowns did not hold each other intimately, seeing his old face red, some embarrassed to move his gaze away, thinking, indeed, he guessed correctly.
“If you go out, don't say it's for your sister and 90%, your sister and 90% of the things, we just need to know, don't talk about it everywhere.” The loneliness of Jin's uncomfortable narrative makes him afraid that his son doesn't understand this powerful relationship.
“Of course, father, son is not as tactful as you, but he is not a fool, okay? This is a great relationship, of course I know.” Loneliness and dissatisfaction said, feeling crushed by his father.
“It's all right, I care about your sister and Xiao Jiuzheng's fame, but be careful, okay, it's all right, you go out.” Now that the matter has been resolved, loneliness has been dispelled and the mood is good.
Back in the courtyard, Xiao Jiuzheng tried to find Qianya to prove it, but some of them stopped. She wanted to imagine that Xiao Jiuzheng was ashamed of herself in case she found out what was really happening in her spring dream last night. Fortunately, Qianya is not here, Ting told Xiao Jiucheng that her sister went to practice martial arts.
Xiao Jiuzheng returned to the study and began to copy the positions of the Spring Palace diagrams. She remembered very well. She could copy out all the scenes of the living fragrance in uninterrupted fashion, and she changed the main character to herself and Chia, but was afraid of being too straightforward, she covered up the characters' faces in various ways, or revealed only similar faces. Previously, she had copied eight images of the Spring Palace, all of which were the most eye-catching images, and were just a few of the positions she wanted to try with Chia. Nowadays, Xiao Jiuzheng painted the other images in sequential order based on memory. She painted many more copies in the morning. She wanted to spend ten days and a half months, she could paint all four Spring Palace diagrams. If accompanied by the text, she also reproduced the Spring Palace diagrams. The protagonists are themselves and Chia Ya, which is all the more meaningful when hidden.
Chia Ya's mind turned into a mess. Fearing that Xiao Jiuzhen's head would hurry to practice martial arts in the face of Chia Ya, but she was confused. Where can she concentrate on martial arts? From time to time, I think of all kinds of images. Xiao Jiuzheng has been too close to herself for the past six months. Those kinds of intimacy are really unusual today. I think of the images of Xiao Jiuzheng in the last generation when she blasphemed herself. I think of her name. I think of Xiao Jiuzheng dreaming last night. I think of the images of her thighs rubbing there. I think of the images of the Spring Palace of women whose body is like Xiao Jiuzheng's very explicit. These images have been playing back in the thousand graceful brains.
Never thought that Xiao Jiuzheng had such a habit, and that the object of such a habit was himself. Now that Xiao Jiuzheng has said to himself more than once, he loved himself, he did not feel anything before, and now he realizes that Xiao Jiuzheng said these words with deep meaning. This made Chia want to panic more and more. This is ridiculous. Xiao Jiuzheng actually has this habit. Thinking of Xiao Jiuzheng's previous intimate gesture to hug herself, Chia Ya thought that Xiao Jiuzheng always did such things with the thought of □ □, Chia Ya's heart was a bit confused, and she was still not aware of Xiao Jiuzheng's infringement.
When Chia thought of marrying her brother a good woman's wife back, Chia felt broken. Why did Xiao Jiuzheng of this world become like this? But thinking of Xiao Jiuzheng's unknown goodwill to himself, and calling himself his name when self-desecration, Chia Ya is also uncertain, not sure if Xiao Jiuzheng in the last generation has the same thoughts about himself. Thousand Ya immediately denied the idea. She felt that Xiao Jiuzheng in the last life had never made intimate moves against herself. She could not judge that Xiao Jiuzheng was also interested in herself by some kind of goodwill from Xiao Jiuzheng. She felt that the thought felt a little sticky on her face. She felt that Xiao Jiuzheng in the last life was much more normal, and only Xiao Jiuzheng in this world was abnormal. Xiao Jiuzheng is not normal. There is no abnormality in himself. Thousand yas want to come like this, they are determined.
Chia Ya returned from the practice field, Xiao Jiuzheng quickly hid the painting, then came out, walked to Chia Ya, reaching out to hold Chia Ya's hand, but was skilfully avoided by Chia Ya.
Qianya avoided the action so obviously, Xiao Jiuzheng looked at Qianya in surprise, she was hiding from herself, thinking here, Xiao Jiuzheng's heart stabbed, a little uncomfortable.
“Qianya...” Xiao Jiuzheng called softly.
“Don't ever touch me again, or sleep in my bed again at night.” Chia said, she felt that perhaps it was because she was too close to herself that Xiao Jiuzheng made the wrong idea.
“Why?” Xiao Jiuzheng couldn't easily rely on Qianya so close. Now he's back far away. Can Xiao Jiuzheng be willing? Did Chia really know last night and even did something to make Chia unbearable? Xiao Jiuzheng's heart was filled with anxiety.
Why, she was about to break Xiao Jiuzheng's abnormal thoughts.
“I think you and I are too close. It's all a little unusual.” Chia said she felt it was necessary to stop Xiao Jiuzheng from making intimate moves against herself.
“Wasn't it common for women to be tight before?” Xiao Jiuzheng did not know that Chia Ya already knew the secret in her heart.
Chia looked at Xiao Jiuzheng, and there was no slight breakdown of Xiao Jiuzheng's unusual thoughts.
“Just pretend I don't like being too close to other people.” Thousands of elegant and cold words.
“But you could have accepted these intimate moves before, what did I do last night to make you uncomfortable?” Xiao Jiuzhen thought that something had happened last night. Last night in that dream, she did not know what she did to Chia. In the dream, it could be extremely intimate behavior, and today in Chia's reaction, it is highly possible, thinking of Chia's opposition to her intimate behavior, Xiao Jiuzheng felt very sour inside.
Qianya thought, since Xiao Jiuzheng asked, obviously she had an impression of her shameful dreams of behavior last night. In order to avoid such embarrassing things happening again, she thought it would be better if Xiao Jiuzheng did not sleep with herself again.
If Chia doesn't answer, it's default.
“Does Chiya just hate my intimacy to you?” Xiao Jiuzheng asked with extreme nervousness, knowing the attitude of grandeur, but she was fortunate.
“This should not happen, and it must not happen again.” Qian Ya firmly said, in fact, she didn't feel disgusted, just that it happened between two women, which is ridiculous, and this woman is still her own daughter-in-law.
Xiao Jiuzheng had never felt so sad. She wanted to cry. Indeed, she was different from herself. She was a different kind of person. Chia could not accept her intimacy, let alone her emotions.
“Okay, I get it. Not anymore.” Xiao Jiuzheng said in a very low tone, then turned around and left.
Thousand Ya saw Xiao Jiuzheng looked very sad. She was a little intolerant, but she had to live with it. She felt that she could not tolerate Xiao Jiuzheng. This was not right. If you tolerate her again, you are hurting her.
Xiao Jiuzheng no longer had the mind to draw the picture of the Spring Palace. At night, he did not go to Chia Ya's room on his own initiative. After some things were pierced, he could not return to their original state.
On that night, Xiao Jiuzheng stayed awake all night. She was thinking that Chia, as a normal woman, might like a man. Naturally, no matter how much she did, she probably couldn't change things. Just as her nature seemed to like women, so she felt a little desperate.
On that night, Xiao Jiuzheng no longer came from her bed. Chia also had some trouble sleeping. She did not know what attitude she was in. She did not want Xiao Jiuzheng to be close to herself, nor did Xiao Jiuzheng want to be too distant from herself. After she obviously felt the stall, Xiao Jiuzheng became much colder with herself. Xiao Jiuzheng's indifference made her feel very uncomfortable.
The author has something to say: Xiao Jiuzheng: No kissing, no alienation, what do you want me to do?
Actually, I don't know.