After decadence (rebirth)

Xiao Jiucheng had been waiting for Chia's reaction. Indeed, when Chia heard herself say that, the first condition reflex was to let go of her hand. She knew that Chia had feelings for herself in her relationship with Chia for six months. Obviously, such feelings could be family or friendship, but not the feelings she expected. Xiao Jiuzheng once again confirmed that Chia was different from herself.

“Chia Ya, you don't have to avoid going to Dao Guan, really, I'll just move out of your yard, I'll grasp the scale in the future, it won't make you any harder.” Xiao Jiuzheng said again.

“I told you, it's none of your business.” Qian Ya resolutely said, then turned around and left first. She was in a very messy mood and now she had an instinct to avoid Xiao Jiuzheng * *. In fact, deep down in the subconscious, she was somewhat panicked. This panic stemmed from her unnamed desire for Xiao Jiuzhen's possession. She subconsciously did not want Xiao Jiuzhen to return to the lonely courtyard, but now her painter has a completely negative attitude towards Xiao Jiuzhen's unusual mind. This negation stems from her adherence to established norms and her rejection of aliens when they appear, so she instinctively wants to avoid Xiao Jiuzheng. Instead of hiding in 90% of her depths, she might as well be scared of the desire to take possession deep inside herself that she has not yet cleared up, and that she has also become a heterogeneous panic, but now she cannot escape without knowing the complex emotions inside herself.

Xiao Jiucheng looked at the back of Qianya and turned away, so far away from herself, similar to childhood ignorance of her own Qianya, the intimacy with Qianya seemed like a smoke, at this time, the smoke disappeared suddenly. Xiao Jiuzheng has lived smoothly since he was a little girl. There is little sense of frustration, but even if he has a thousand general wisdom, he also has a sense of frustration in his unusual sexual orientation, his inclination to ask for elegance and not gain.

Xiao Jiuzheng sighed deeply, and only Xiao Jiuzheng knew how helpless he was. As a smart person, she was born proud and fearless of complacency. She thinks that everything can be solved, that nothing can be overcome as long as the most appropriate solution is found, with this optimism and confidence in her abilities, so she has a stronger, stronger heart than normal people. But at this moment, she feels weak, even humble, in her emotions towards Chia Ya, because at this moment she has the balls, as long as Chia Ya stays, she is willing to do anything for Chia Ya. This attitude, in the view of the smart Xiao Jiuzheng, is very foolish, because at this moment, no matter what she does, Chia will not necessarily appreciate it. But there would be such a humble and unfortunate attitude, which transcended her original pride and reason and willingly humbled the person, a feeling completely uncontrolled.

Xiao Jiucheng always knew that he was a selfish person and always knew how to make himself the best. Xiao Jiusheng has always known that she has a unique advantage that no one else has. She is smart and beautiful. She can only use her advantage a little. Clever, intelligent, reasonable, beautiful and elegant, always so pleasing, with her own intelligence and beauty easily get attention, what she wants, a little use of the means, she can get.

But there is only one person, her name is lonely and elegant. Since childhood, her eyes have been higher than the top, and she has grown up, her eyes are higher than the top, and she still hates it. None of us likes it that much, but she likes it. Chia Yageng is straightforward, Chia Yageng's pride, Chia Yang's beauty, makes herself irresistible to want to get close to her, pleasing her, as if everything had to feel autonomous, her joy can become her own joy, her pride and beauty, will make her proud, but this person also makes her suffer.

If you can, Xiao Jiuzheng hopes that you are a greedy person, doesn't want to move for anyone, doesn't want to feel sad for anyone, doesn't want to be like yourself for anyone, but you are already in the mood, all of this puts Xiao Jiuzheng into passive force that makes you weak.

Lonely, eighteen years old. After midnight, the city started discussing it. Who would this lonely general marry his daughter to? Is the dowry in those three pools real or not? Anyway, the people of the city are very concerned about lonely marriage. They think lonely people will definitely have to marry this year. Everyone keeps watching the lively attitude and waiting to see who the most adorable lonely girl will end up spending.

In the dowry of the three cities, the power of the lonely family, there are still a number of doorman to go to propose relatives, all were rejected by lonely Jin. Now the magistrate is a little anxious, the lonely family refuses to go on, lonely people do not know who to marry. Although this is a solitary enclosure, the solitary family enjoys only the right to tax and is not governed entirely by the appointment of local officials by the court.

The magistrate was obliged to speak politely and solitary about the solitary marriage.

Lonely Jin said that his daughter would never marry randomly. If she could not marry the best man in the world, she would rather be crowned. This completely avoided the decree of the court, and the magistrate had nothing to say.

It's just loneliness, wanting to be an aunt, not wanting to marry someone, or the whole city is stirring up. Everyone says that this loneliness is not about caring for the daughter, it's about hurting the daughter, loneliness and fear of being delayed for the rest of her life.

It was when Xiao Jiuzheng went back to his mother's house for her mother's birthday, the old lady of Xiao Jiuzheng, who was somewhat fond of Qianya, persuaded Xiao Jiuzheng.

“Ninety percent, your homeowner is a fool. Thousand and eighteen years old, when you marry or not to be a crown, it's ridiculous! This is bound to be a mistake. Your ancestor held Chia Ya in his hand. Everyone knows that he wanted to find a good family for Chia Ya. He was reluctant to submit to Chia Ya. I understand, but he can't be so picky. Ordinary people, love their daughters, looking for the same, only to marry tall men low, my mother's family has shelter, how dare my mother-in-law not treat me lightly. At this time, Zhang Luo is not looking for a good husband's family for Chia Ya, but intends to send it to be a crown. This is ridiculous. Chia Ya treats you well. 90% of you should go back and persuade your homeowner. Don't delay Chia Ya...” The good old lady held her little granddaughter's hand and said bitterly.

“This is Chia Ya's own meaning, I and I have both persuaded...” Xiao Jiuzheng said slightly bitterly, "Chia Ya has decided, lonely Jin has agreed, there is no way.

“That's all the more ridiculous. What does an 18-year-old girl's family know? This marriage is a matter of fate for her parents. Can your master allow her to make such a blind decision? This child is confused and your master cannot follow her...” The old lady said with some excitement, as if her own girl had been delayed.

“Old lady, I'll go back and persuade them.” Xiao Jiuzheng comforted her grandmother. She knew that Chia would not marry anyone. It seemed to her that she was harming Chia, only she could not marry anyone.

Since knowing Chia's decision, it has been almost a month, Xiao Jiuzheng has begun to accept this reality. To adjust her attitude, she can only think of the advantages. Even if it belongs to someone else nominally, it is natural that Chia does not belong to anyone to make her happier. Even if Chia really went to Dao Guan, do you really stay in Dao Guan for the rest of your life, always come back, especially when the lonely family is willing to chase deer to the world, it is sooner or later for Chia to return to the lonely family.

Xiao Jiucheng felt that he was too anxious. It was because he was too anxious to let Chia know his thoughts and let Chia escape now. She now has to force herself, even delude herself, to tell herself that she has to be patient with Chia, one day Chia will come back, then she wants to be more beautiful, better, so that Chia cannot be ignored, so long as Chia does not belong to someone else, she will always have a chance. For the sake of Qianya Zhuofu, even if the nominal husband, what if Qianya fake theater really did that, after all, Qianya nature loves men, Xiao Jiuzheng so wanted to come, I felt that maybe placing Qianya in the view of all the ladies' ways might not be such a bad decision. Xiao Jiuzheng's ability to adjust her mind so quickly is due to the fact that she doesn't want to give up so much without giving up her tiny hopes, but also needs more psychological energy to support her expectations, which means she needs a stronger heart, because Xiao Jiuzheng doesn't know how many more disappointments there will be. If one day she doesn't have the energy to support her tiny hopes, it's probably when she gives up.

Thousands of times, I can't understand Xiao Jiuzheng. When Xiao Jiuzheng just knew he was leaving, Xiao Jiuzheng was sad. She could feel it. The closer she was to leaving, the more sad she thought Xiao Jiuzheng would be, but in fact, Xiao Jiuzheng seemed to adjust quickly, and seemed to accept reality. Instead, she was sad that she couldn't feel it. Instead, Chia had the illusion that she was doing more of this, but she quickly thought that Xiao Jiuzheng recovered so quickly. Her unusual thoughts about herself were only due to the illusion that they were too close to each other in the morning and evening. It was not so profound. More definitely, after a long time, Xiao Jiuzheng's feelings for herself would fade. Though I should have been happy, I'm not so happy. I have a feeling that I'm uncomfortable and that I take myself too seriously.

Just as Qianya felt that Xiao Jiuzheng didn't care so much about herself, she was temporarily obsessed with herself. On the day she left, Xiao Jiuzheng held Qianya's hand. This month, Xiao Jiuzheng had not proactively approached her. So when Qian Ya was held by Xiao Jiuzheng, he didn't pull himself out, but let Xiao Jiuzheng hold his hand. Instead, at this moment, Qian Ya felt a little reluctant.

“Chiya, I'll wait for you to come back, no matter how long.” Xiao Jiuzheng said to Qian Ya in an unusually serious manner. At the time of farewell, Xiao Jiuzheng discovered more psychological adjustment. At this moment, it was fake. She was just uncomfortable and any adjustment was ineffective.

She didn't say anything at the moment, because she didn't know what to say, just a subtle touch in her heart.

The author has something to say: Xiao Jiuzheng: So crazy about me, Chia Ya, are you sure you don't want it?

I told you I was straight.

Xiao Jiu-Sheng: Well, I went to play with another pretty lady. Are you sure you won't regret it?

Chia Ya: No aquatic flowers!