After decadence (rebirth)
Chapter 87
Ting watched the young lady and the young lady come back together with her hands. There was an unknown sense of comfort. The previous time was probably when the young lady and the young lady were having a rough time. She felt that the young lady had been in a bad mood. Now that she saw the young lady and the young lady, she was relieved. She felt a little distracted from talking to the master. She really wanted to see the young lady.
Chia took Xiao Jiuzheng back to his room, only they were in the room, and it was a confined space. The feeling of the two people suddenly became a little subtle. The feeling was like invisible and sticky. Especially when she and Xiao Jiuzheng's hands were still held together, which made Chia's hands suddenly suck back, as if to get rid of the feeling of stickiness in the air, but even if she sucked her hands back, she couldn't ask for that feeling. This feeling is the last life, when Li Junxiang, Qianya did not experience it. After all, the feelings of Li Junxiang in the last life were unilateral, so at this time, it was too strange for Qianya, making her feel uncomfortable and weird all over. But she knows she doesn't hate that feeling.
Xiao Jiuzheng also realized the subtle atmosphere. In fact, Xiao Jiuzheng really liked the feeling at this time compared to the uncomfortable feeling of Qianya. Although she didn't know what the state was, it just felt particularly good. It seemed like Qianya's heart was close by.
“Chia Ya.” Xiao Jiuzheng's name is Qianya again.
Listening to Xiao Jiuzheng's soft voice calling himself, Chia Ya felt that his heart had a trembling feeling.
“Do what?” Chia went to pour a glass of water and forced herself to look calm. She didn't know why she had become like this, not like herself.
“Haven't seen you in a long time, missed you so much.” Xiao Jiusheng couldn't help but say it again. It was only fifteen days ago, and she felt like she was on a year-to-day basis. She hoped that Chia would understand her mood.
“You just said that.” Listen to it again, Thousand Elegants still feel comfortable, but the tone still has your annoying sense of arrogance.
“I know, but I'm afraid you're not on your mind, and I just want you to know that I miss you a lot more than you think.” Xiao Jiuzheng said wholeheartedly that she did not feel that these were sweet words, she felt that these were words of her own heart.
Qian Ya listened, her face couldn't help but blush slightly. She thought that even Xiao Jiuzheng was not as talkative as Xiao Jiuzheng. There was always a sense of disingenuity, but Xiao Jiuzheng's expression was especially sincere. But women love to listen to sweet words. Though the graceful heart is still incredibly twisted, the dark joy is still intolerable.
“If I were a man, you would be ashamed to say these words to me.” Thousands of graceful hearts and minds are delighted, and there is also a serious accusation of Xiao Jiuzheng.
“But Chia Ya is a woman, she just likes women.” Xiao Jiuzheng complained against Qianya. She didn't care, saying that she loved women, it was already horrible. She didn't care. She didn't care about the accusations that didn't hurt or itch. Besides, she knew Chia was extremely passive. How can she approach Chia if her face is not thicker?
Qian Ya doesn't understand how Xiao Jiuzheng can speak in such a natural tone of horrible things. Xiao Jiuzheng likes women, so it seems like something that can't be done more naturally.
“Man and woman love, this is a biblical and earthly thing, how can women like women?” That was Chiya's own inner hesitation.
“Thousands of elegant thoughts are really rigid. I love you. It doesn't matter if you're a man or a woman.” Xiao Jiuzheng felt that Qianya could talk to herself about this, rather than deny it, enough to make Xiao Jiuzheng happy.
“You clearly said you liked women!” Qianya found Xiao Jiuzheng's words unreliable. Ming Xiao Jiuzheng said that she liked women since she was a child. How did she become fond of herself at this time, regardless of whether she was a man or a woman?
“I have never liked anyone else, I liked Chia a a long time ago, it was too early because Chia is a woman, so I feel like I have always liked women, and if Chia became a man now, I think I would also like it.” Xiao Jiuzheng argued cunningly, although she wasn't sure when she liked thousands of elegants, she just bit herself into liking thousands of elegants in the morning.
“When?” Thousand Ya and half letters looked at Xiao Jiuzheng with suspicion. After all, she had always felt that Xiao Jiuzheng was a little too close to herself since she was born again.
“It's been ten years.” Xiao Jiuzheng could not give Qianya a definite answer, but she still said with a hard scalp that her love for Qianya did not know when, by the time it was discovered, it was already deeply rooted.
Thousand looks at Xiao Jiuzheng, thinking of Xiao Jiuzheng of the last generation, thinking of Xiao Jiuzheng of the last generation to retaliate against himself with virtue, good will towards himself, thinking of the last century, choking her neck herself, she so struggled to let herself choke her, and self-desecration of her name, at this moment, Thousand Ya believed. Xiao Jiuzheng loved himself, perhaps it was really a long time ago, thinking that Xiao Jiuzheng liked himself in the last life, Thousand years inside a bit complicated. Xiao Jiuzheng in the last life got everything, but he finally got the same thing he didn't want.
“Whether you like women or not as a child, you like me or not.” Chia Ya still said with some obstinacy.
“Then let's not talk about it. I do not ask you to respond to me. Then you treat me as if you never knew what was in my heart. You treat me as if you never knew what was in my heart. Just don't deliberately alienate me. I will not tell anyone that I am happy with you, and no one else will know what is in my heart.” Xiao Jiuzheng said in retreat, she did not tell Qianya, except Qianya, in fact, everyone else knew, lest the unusual Qianya defiled into anger.
It is true that Xiao Jiuzheng said this, Thousand Elegant hearts really relaxed a lot. After all, Xiao Jiuzheng loved himself in the last generation. Xiao Jiuzheng did not say it, he could not perceive it, and others could not.
“Whatever.” Chia Ya agreed to Xiao Jiuzheng's proposal.
Xiao Jiuzheng understands Qianya too well. Qianya step-by-step retreat is the sign of a step-by-step compromise. This step of retreat is really too important for Xiao Jiuzheng. Today's surprise swept away the depressing mood of earlier days, and even more than ever, she had more expectations for Chia.
“How did Chia spend all these days in Dao Guan?” Xiao Jiuzheng was at the end of the day, the conversation of intellectual interest began to shift the focus to the Daoist life of Qianya.
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Xiao Jiuzheng felt that she and Chia Ya seemed to have been talking indefinitely, and that it had not been long before the sky darkened. At this time, Lonely Jin had sent someone to pick her up.
Xiao Jiucheng, despite all her reluctance, stepped back to the upper sedan and left the view of the fresh air. As soon as she got to the sedan, she was already thinking about coming back tomorrow.
Qianya watched Xiao Jiuzheng go up to the sedan and leave, and she clearly knew that she had different feelings for Xiao Jiuzheng. After thinking, jealousy and perseverance, this perception made her so clear that she could avoid the inevitable.
This night, Xiao Jiuzheng did not sleep well. She felt that Qianya's heart was softening as hard as a rock. This put Xiao Jiuzheng in a state of exhilaration overnight. Once he closed his eyes, he looked so cute that Xiao Jiuzheng's mouth had been slightly raised unconsciously.
Xiao Jiucheng did not sleep well, and Qianya did not sleep well. She made a clear decision to recognize that her emotions were difficult to sleep. She had to break her love in this life. She broke her love for Li Juncheng, but fell in love with Xiao Jiucheng, but Qianya could not accept her emotions openly. She has always believed that she was reborn to avenge herself, to protect her lonely family, while Li Junxiao was still alive and the future of her lonely family was uncertain, and she could not accept any feelings openly. The memory of the last life, every time I think about it, makes Chia feel painful, she has not dared to forget, but in the days with Xiao Jiuzheng, she seems to have almost forgotten, her love once made her pay the worst price.
She climbed up from her bed and looked at the moon in the sky, which had the face of ninety percent Xiao of the previous life, the face of ninety percent Xiao, and the blood of the previous life. She bore the loneliness of two generations, not the simplicity, but the loneliness of eighteen years old.
The author has something to say: loneliness: no revenge, why talk?
Xiao Jiucheng: You tell me what's going on, I'll help you fight weird.