After decadence (rebirth)
Chapter 98
Knowing that they were already outside the city, Xiao Jiuzheng, who waited at the gate, still felt that the time had passed very long. At this moment, it was as long as the last two years combined, making Xiao Jiuzheng look forward to wearing autumn water. But finally let her wait, Xiao Jiuzheng saw on the other side of the street, saw all the armored generals, among the hundreds of generals, Xiao Jiuzheng recognized the horse riding Qianya, Xiao Jiuzheng's heart at this moment, like the noise of the thousands of army horses rushing past.
Chia also immediately saw Xiao Jiuzheng in a light blue and white embroidered skirt at the front door. Even if she can't see Xiao's 90% face because it's too far away, but the softer and more elegant Xiao's 90% stand there alone, the more beautiful she is, the more she feels nervous inside. The closer she gets, the more nervous she feels.
At last, close, Qian Ya saw Xiao Jiuzheng's face clearly, Xiao Jiuzheng grew taller, only a little shorter than himself. At this moment Xiao Jiuzheng and Qian Ya's memory of the last generation Xiao Jiuzheng married as concubine, the appearance posture finally coincided, but there was a slight difference from the previous life, the temper was some like that of Xiao Jiuzheng, 30 years old. Chia Ya felt Xiao Jiuzheng was looking at herself as if she was leaving with a burning temperature.
Xiao Jiuzheng looked down at the horse's Chia Ya. He was the one who thought about it day and night. He wore a mask when he left. Xiao Jiuzheng couldn't see his true face. Xiao Jiuzheng was reluctant to immediately reach out and remove the mask from Chia Ya's face, but at this moment he could only suppress the desire of his mind. Thousand elegant figures are still high and pulled, but the lines are tighter, and not as strong as men. There is a feeling that cannot be said. Xiao Jiucheng realizes what he is thinking at this moment, and his heart is ashamed. Xiao Jiuzheng wanted to see Chia, but didn't dare to look more. He was afraid to look more. Right in front of these people, he lost his temperament and messed up his orientation, so he quickly changed his gaze from Chia Ya.
Instead, Xiao Jiuzheng can see it any way he wants. After all, Xiao Jiuzheng has to take into account her father and her nominal husband at this moment. He must greet the lonely Jin first.
Shortly after they looked at each other, Xiao Jiu Achievement took the lead in shifting their gaze away, which left Xiao Jiu in a slight loss.
Xiao Jiucheng spoke to Lonely Jin first, chilled, then talked to Lonely Jin. After that, he finally talked to Chiya.
“Thousands of joys are not as good as your safe return.” Xiao Jiuzheng said looking at Chia Ya with too many emotions.
“Well, I'm back.” Thousand elegant smiles nodded, she smiled back, but the smile was covered by the mask, but the smile of the eyebrows was still captured by Xiao Jiuzhen.
“I have prepared tonight's home feast for my father's husband, Jun Chia Ya, and the general to lead the wind and wash the dust, Chia Ya go back to the house for a rest.” Xiao Jiuzheng has a lot to say to Chia, but he is not in a hurry at this moment and a half.
Only more than two dozen senior generals were invited to the lonely family banquet, which was evening, and the major generals went home to bathe and change clothes and reunite their families. Then they were ready to come to the lonely house to attend the banquet.
Housekeepers have already had hot water cooked and prepared early for the bathing and dressing of the three masters who returned to their lonely servants.
When she returned to Cuilingyuan alone, she took off her mask, and instead of turning black, it seemed to turn whiter because she wore it all the time.
Lonely Ting was very excited to see the young lady who had been gone for two years.
“Miss, Ting misses you so much.” Ting and Chia grew up together. Since childhood, the education is to put Chia first. Naturally thinking about the young lady who hasn't seen her for two years.
Chia looked at the emotionally excited Ting, patted Ting's shoulder gently, the previous generation of Ting couldn't help but give up on herself. Ting was so concerned about herself in this world, her heart was a little touched, but she did not express her emotions well.
“Let me bathe you with water.” Chia said softly to Ting. The tone is gentle. Chia feels like she hasn't had a good bath in two years.
“I'll be right there.” Ting was very excited to say that she felt that she had lost her master for two years, as if life had no axis and nothing to do with it. Although the Young Lady treats her well and the Young Lady treats all the others well, Ting can't always think of the Young Lady as her true master. She could feel that the young lady was close to everyone, but there was an intangible but alienating feeling that the same was true for Jin Jin, not at all like the young lady. Although the young lady sometimes has a bad temper, she can feel that the young lady treats herself differently from the young lady.
After all, Xiao Jiucheng, who had been the head of the family for two years, could not return alone. She left her hand behind. After she had explained everything to the family for this evening, she couldn't wait to go back to the backyard and meet the heart of Qianya, so urgently.
By this time, people are ready for hot water. Ting has just finished washing her hair for Chia Ya. Chia Ya has not been served like this for too long, with the hard work of riding a horse back home, but also in her own home, the feeling of safety and comfort that she has never felt in two years, she fell asleep directly in the bathtub.
Xiao Jiucheng knew that Qianya was bathing inside, but she couldn't wait to see Qianya, so she gently opened the door from her room and entered Qianya's room. I saw that Chia had gone to sleep, and Ting was still carefully cleaning her body.
“You go out first, I'll do it here.” Xiao Jiuzheng said to Ting.
Ting knew that the relationship between the young lady and the young lady was too intimate, and immediately left the room quietly, leaving the young lady and the young lady in the room.
Before Xiao Jiuzheng had had time to think about Qianya Qiao and his naked body, he was attracted all attention by the scars on Qianya's body. Most of the scars were very faint, only the one on the shoulder bone was a bit deep and looked a little sluggish. Looking at these wounds, Xiao Jiuzheng was devastated. She couldn't help but reach out and touch the wounds. She knew that Chiya must have had a hard time in the Northwest for two years. She had suffered so many injuries, so vicious, she never told herself once.
Chia herself has slept in the past, two years on the battlefield, sleep was much shallower. After sleeping, she probably noticed a slight feeling and woke up. After waking up, she noticed that Ting was touching the wound on her back shoulder. No, Ting would not do these strange things. Then only Xiao Jiuzheng must have done this.
Thousand Ya turned around and it turns out to be Xiao Jiuzheng.
“How come it's you?” Qianya asked.
“It's me. I asked Ting to go out first. I want to take a bath myself.” Xiao Jiuzheng said frankly.
“Known to outsiders, this is not a rule.” I felt myself naked and in front of Xiao Jiuzhu, and Chia said with some shyness and discomfort.
“The outsiders won't know. Does it still hurt here?” Xiao Jiuzheng gently scratched the knife marks three inches long, heartbroken to ask, she thought, when Chia Ya was injured, there must have been a lot of blood, if it was deeper, it could probably hurt the bone, Chia Ya must have hurt.
“That was the earliest wound, healed long before it hurt.” Thousands of elegant words, that was the wound left on the battlefield in the earliest morning, she just went to the battlefield, dare not kill, can only be chopped off by others.
“It must have hurt.” Xiao Jiuzheng said and felt heartbroken. He lowered his head and kissed the place with thousands of scars, without a hint □ □, the whole place was just heartbroken.
Qian Ya naturally did not expect Xiao Jiuzheng to do so, his face suddenly blushed.
“Xiao Jiuzheng...” Qian Ya shouted, she knew Xiao Jiuzheng was just worrying about herself, but this move was really ambiguous, and the wound was kissed by Xiao Jiuzheng, some itching, some numbness.
“Thousand years have been hard.” After Xiao Jiuzheng finished kissing, she asked softly, reluctantly that she could suffer for a thousand generations.
“These flesh wounds are nothing.” Chia Ya's tone has an irrepressible sadness.
“Chiya, what's wrong?” Xiao Jiuzheng was worried to ask, she obviously felt on Chia Yao, she no longer felt the joy of her teenage years, Chia Yao matured a lot, and she was saddened a lot.
“You will never understand, recognize your incompetent pain and helplessness.” Xiao Jiuzheng's excellence made people a little jealous. Xiao Jiuzheng did well in the past two years, compared with his awkwardness.
“Qian Ya is already excellent, has put up a lot of war work. With time, Qian Ya will surely be a good general, but I personally do not want to see Qian Ya go to war again, Qian Ya is just a woman, don't push yourself too tight.” Xiao Jiuzheng was relieved that she really didn't want to put Chia on the battlefield anymore. She felt that she should stay with herself and let herself take good care of herself.
“These are my father's blessings, and I'm ashamed to say so.” If my father hadn't tried to find a way to give her the opportunity to stand up, with his strength, Chia was not sure how much he could do, at least his grades would not be as glorious as they are now, to say glorious, but actually made Chia feel even more ashamed, she has always been under the father's protection, even on the battlefield, such recognition made her feel a little desperate. After staying with his father for two years and seeing his strategy and strength, Chia Ya only realized why Li Junxiao was so frightened of his father. When his father was alive, he was very fond of himself and the lonely family. At that time, she truly realized that she would never be able to be a father, and that it would be extremely painful if one day after her father left, she did not necessarily have the capacity to stand alone, truly aware of her incompetence and powerlessness towards herself.
“Why should Chia ask for herself by her father's standards? This is too demanding for her.” Xiao Jiuzheng said with great pain that she didn't want to see Chia implore herself like this.
“You can't understand, on the battlefield, because of my command error, let the soldiers around you die innocently, because of my incompetence, let my heart wait for the end of the war, want to go back to the country to marry my wife, want to go home and marry after the separation of wives, have wives and children at home, have old parents at home, they can't go back, all become white bones on the battlefield, some can't even find the body..." Thousand years ago, but at this moment, I never told anyone anything, when I said it, Thousand graces swallowed, cried a mess.
Xiao Jiuzheng heard that she held Chia Ya's head and let her head lie on her chest. She knew that Chia must have feelings for the generals who accompanied her to the battlefield, which is why she blamed herself so painfully. If she had known earlier that it would be so painful to put Chia on the battlefield, she would have tried to stop Chia from going on the battlefield. If these pains have led to elegant growth, then these costs are too great, and she would rather not grow.
“There are no undead people on the battlefield. A better general can't achieve zero casualties. Why should Chiya blame herself? It will be time to comfort the relatives of the deceased sergeant. Things have happened. It is useless to blame yourself, so think of ways to make amends.” Xiao Jiuzheng touched Chiya's wet hair, even though she had been soaked by Chiya, she didn't know.
“That casualty could have been avoided, had it not been for my incompetence..." It was because she thought the battlefield too simple and wanted too much merit, so she would have risked going deep alone. In order to rescue her, her father folded a team of generals, and Chiya felt that there was no way to make up for that mistake. Beyond self-reproach, there is more despair for her incompetence, she works hard to do better, she is always unsatisfactory, and at least she does not live up to what Thousand Elegants expect of herself.
“People's enlightenment is inherently different, so don't be hard on yourself. In my heart, Chia has done a good job, not enough part, let me make it up to Chia, okay?” It is indeed difficult to achieve solitary Jin with a thousand qualities. How can she endure such demanding demands on herself? In fact, she has performed much better than she expected, although she also knows that there must be a lot of moisture in it. Lonely Jin will naturally not stand idly by and provide Chia with the best possible opportunity to build up his prestige in the army. In fact, the results are good. In the past, Xiao Jiuzheng did not dare to say that he was capable of protecting Qianya. After two years of experience in Zhengcheng, Xiao Jiuzheng knew that he had begun to gain ground, and that momentum was a prestige, an ability to make people submit, although invisible, it worked better than anything else. Lonely Jin has this momentum, and he will have it. If Lonely Jin can't protect Chia Ya from the day, Chia Ya will be guardian by himself.
The author has something to say: Qianya: Xiao Jiuzheng smooth water, why is my struggle history so hard? It's also moisture, and it's hearty and sour to think about. The author is too biased.
Mingya: Where's the eccentricity, the biggest plug-in is you, there's a plug-in dad, and I found you a plug-in daughter-in-law.