After decadence (rebirth)
Chapter 146
“I didn't want to do anything to her, I just loved her. Why did you do it?” Lu Zhengxue asks Lu Feiro.
“That's because I still like you, and since she hasn't been able to like you in years, she won't like you. Why don't you stay with me? Can't we both start over?” Luffiro is still arguing that the false intent is to lift up Lu Qingxue.
Lu Jiexie pushed away to touch Lu Feiro, and when all the veils on Lu Feiro were unveiled, she really realized that Lu Feiro's true face was so ugly.
“How can we start over after what you've done?” Lu Zhengxue mocked the question.
“I do it for your own good too...” Luffiro also intended to be cunning, but so pale and powerless.
“You're so good to me, I'm really scared, how I wish I'd never met you at this moment.” Lu Zhengxue stood up and since then she has only hoped that there will be no more relationship between herself and Luffiro.
“What do you mean?” Luffiro frowned and asked.
“Later, the bridge goes back, the road goes back, and you and I never know each other.” Lu Jiexie told Luffiro that she did not want to face the possibility of Luffiro any more.
“Lu Jiexiu, for the sake of Su Qingsin, are you doing this to me?” Luffiro didn't expect Lu Zhengxue, who had always had a soft heart, to break with himself.
Lu Jiexie glanced at Lu Ferro and didn't mean to say anything more. She got up and turned around and left. It was just a heavy step. Only she knew how scared her heart was and how anxious she was, like a criminal waiting to be convicted of a crime. She didn't know how Su Qingshen would deal with herself, but no matter how Su Qingshen dealt with herself, she would accept it.
Su Qingsin alone calmed down for a long time. After she calmed down, she knew that Lu Feiro's heart was disgusting. Even if Lu Jiexie liked women and even had feelings for herself, she decided to believe her feelings. Lu Jiexie was definitely not that embarrassed. Thinking of Lu Jiexiu's sad eyes, Su Qingshen even felt that what he had just said to Lu Jiexiu was a little too heavy.
Nowadays, Su Qing Sin, some of it is difficult, she does not know how to dispose of Lu Fero. Normally, she should drive Lu Fero's mother and son out of the way. She has a feeling that Lu Fero's mother and son are definitely a scourge, but if Lu Fero is to be expelled, he will definitely drag Lu Fero into the water, so that Lu Qing Xue will also be expelled from the way. This result is not something that Su Qing is happy to see. She knew that she was still soft on Lu Jiexiu.
Lu Jiexie went back to the room where she and Su Qingshen lived. She stood at the door, did not want to enter the door, but did not dare to enter because she knew that Su Qingshen was not inside. She wanted to wait for Su Qingshen to come back and see her herself. In any case, she wanted to see her, but she was also afraid that Su Qingshen would come back. She was afraid of facing Su Qingshen and hating her own eyes, as she had just done. In such a contradictory mood, Lu Zhengxue held his knees in his hands and squatted at the door waiting for Su Qingsin.
After a long time of silence, Su Qing sank back to sleep, because there was really no place to sleep. In fact, she still didn't want to face Lu Jiexiu. It was one thing to be soft on Lu Jiexiu. Accepting Lu Jiexiu's sexual orientation was another thing. Besides, Lu Jiexiu still had that idea about herself.
When Su Qing sank back, he saw Lu Zhengxue squatting at the door, looking so helpless and poor Lu Zhengxue, his heart was still a little soft.
“What are you doing at the door?” Su Qing asked in a quiet and cold voice.
Lu Jiexie finally heard the familiar voice. Instinct looked up at Su Qingcheng's face and gaze. Su Qingcheng's tone, though cool, did not let Lu Jiexie see the previous aversion, which made Lu Jiexie feel that much better.
“Wait... you...” replied Lu Zhengxue carefully.
“Just wait for me in the house. Why are you squatting at the door? Is it pathetic?” Su Qingshen asked.
“I didn't pretend to be pathetic, I just, I just didn't dare to go in...” Lu Jiexie replied very quietly.
Su Qing sank for a moment. After knowing that Lu Zhengxue had a bad feeling about herself, they really weren't suitable to live together, but if they didn't live together, where else could they live? Even if we build another firewood room, we'll have to wait for tomorrow. Besides, we've lived together for so long, it's not a bad day.
Su Qingshen did not answer. She straightened around Lu Qingxue, squatting at the door, and walked towards the door.
Lu Jiexie thought that Su Qingsin was unwilling to take care of himself, which made Lu Jiexie's heart darken again.
Su Qing opened the door, but saw that Lu Jiexie was still on the ground. He didn't dare to follow suit. Instead, he curled his head between his arms. It looked very unsafe. Lu Jiexie's cautious wings. Where does Su Qing sink into feeling it? She thinks the haters must have pity. She is still soft on Lu Jiexie.
“When are you going to squat?” Su Qing asked in silence.
Lu Jiexie heard Su Qing Sin's voice, which pulled her out of despair and self-abandonment. She looked at Su Qing Sin again, her eyes filled with incredible surprises.
Su Qingshen looked in the dark. Lu Jiexie's eyes, the dark eyes, seemed to glow. Are you so happy? Su Qing's heart darkened to think.
Lu Gexue still looked at Su Qingsin uncertainly, and she feared that she would be mistaken.
“Aren't you coming in?” Su Qing sighed and squatted on the ground to condense snow. The tone was impatient and asked again.
This time, Lu Jiexie was really sure that she had not missed her feelings. She wanted to get up from the ground quickly, but squatted for too long. Plus, she had not eaten enough for a long time. Not only did she feel numb feet, but she felt black in front of her eyes, her instincts poured forward, she fell to the ground, and she fell some wolves. Slow Lu Jiexiu only felt ashamed of herself. She felt that Qingxing should dislike herself even more. She didn't dare to look at Su Qingxing.
Su Qing sighted Lu Zhengxue lying on the ground, really careless girl. How could such a foolish person generate such an idea? What role does Lu Feiro play in it? Su Qingshen is not stupid. Naturally, she will not believe Lu Feiro's words entirely, so she is curious. In the end, what happened between Lu Qingshen and Lu Feiro in the past, and why Lu Qingshen was evicted from the Lu family, all of which Su Qingshen wants to know at this moment.
“Are you all right?” Su Qing sank in front of Lu Zhengxue and asked.
“It's okay...” Lu Qingxue, looking at Su Qing's sinking heel, still lying on the ground, quickly replied.
Su Qingshen was supposed to reach out to help Lu Zhengxue, but he took it back in the air. After Lu Zhengxue answered, he entered the house.
Lu Zhengxue climbed up and had some numbness in his legs and feet. He followed Su Qing into the house unnaturally.
After entering the house, she saw Su Qing in her sinking chair. She was measuring herself. This made Lu Jiexie feel very nervous. She didn't know how to put it. She could only instinctively grab her dress.
“You tell me what's going on with you and Luffiro, from the beginning.” Su Qing said.