After decadence (rebirth)

Ugly's name stabbed a thousand elegant eardrums, and that pain seemed to penetrate from the eardrum to the gut, making the heart feel unusual at this moment. She has lost everything since two years ago. She has gradually accepted to adapt to Ugly's status. She is no longer lonely. But now she hears that Xiao Jiu has become a lonely child. Rationally, she should be happy for them. After all, they are the two people she loves dearly. Chia knows that Xiao Jiu became the younger brother's son, most likely for her own sake. After all, she let Xiao Jiuzheng guard the lonely family, but emotionally, she still felt extremely unhappy. The kind of pain and anguish that couldn't help it all, let Chia instinct reach into his veil and touch his face, after feeling the uneven feeling, Chia Pain closed his eyes.

She avoided the crowd and took back deep into the mountain again. Her heart was like an unhealed wound. She was born with another two knives, which hurt hard. Chia Ya in the deserted mountain wilderness, as he washed his face by the river, watched the river reflect his ugly face, Chia Ya held his face, roaring and moaning painfully, exhaling his inner pain.

Chiya is in pain at this moment, but far away in the palace, enjoy all this glorious and rich Xiao Jiuzhen, her pain will not be much more than Chiya's, the pain of losing her beloved, day and night self-reproach regret for her negligent protection, make Xiao Jiuzheng feel like she has been immersed in the mud.

Ting sealed the princess, and the prince was like her mother. The position in the palace was now in Xiao Jiusheng. After the birth of the child, she was fuller. She was quite lonely and loved it. Rongfei hated Xiao Jiusheng and Ting both bite their teeth, but she couldn't help it.

Ting is also extremely honorable today, but he is not proud of anything. He has always been loyal to Xiao Jiuzheng, and Ma is looking to his head.

“Ma'am, it's windy.” Ting personally fed the prince, after breastfeeding the prince, saw Xiao Jiuzheng standing in the window, took the cape for Xiao Jiuzhu batch. Originally, the mother was thin. Today, she is even thinner than Xiao Liuzhi. If she saw it, she would not know how distressed she was.

“What is Chiya doing at this time?” Xiao Jiuzheng looked away at the star-filled night sky and asked Ting softly.

Ting Er, listen, your eyes are red. Miss must not know how much she misses her.

“Miss, she must have missed her mother too.” Ting replied.

“If she misses me, why don't she come back? She was so jealous, after knowing that I was a lonely child, shouldn't she come back to beg the sins? How could she stand it?” Xiao Jiuzheng couldn't help but blush when she asked how she had endured to live. How can Chia withstand the erosion of bones, Xiao Jiucheng felt that he couldn't withstand the crazier thoughts.

“The lady must have encountered some difficulty. When she takes it off, she will definitely come back.” Ting was relieved to say that even the Emperor felt that the lady was no longer alive, but her mother insisted that the lady was still alive, and she was willing to believe that she was still alive.

“She is in trouble, but I have difficulty reaching out a hand for her...” Xiao Jiuxin thought of the ordeal Chia might go through outside, but she couldn't help herself. The moments of helpless despair haunted her mind, as if it were a prick. When she remembered, her heart would sting. Chia is now 29 years old, only a year old, a year later, does that mean that Chia will really die, which makes Xiao Jiuzheng sit down, she must find Chia within a year.

Ting looked at Xiao Jiuzheng so painfully, just hoping that her mother would find her young lady soon.

Chia Ya couldn't close her eyes this night, she lay on the wooden bed, looking at the vast starry sky outside the window, Xiao Jiuzhen smiled, all printed in the sky, while Xiao Jiuzheng was like the sky, so far away from herself. She missed Xiao Jiuzheng when she was alone. She knew that Xiao Jiuzheng was still looking for herself. Once she returned, she could see Xiao Jiuzheng, but Chia could not accept that Xiao Jiuzheng could not see herself. So Qianyaning can endure the pain of thinking, and she doesn't want to give up her pride and pride. She can't get past the one in her heart, which is higher than the ridge.

After Xiao Jiusheng's son, Qianya, as an escape, was somewhat reluctant to hear all about Xiao Jiusheng and loneliness, growing his own vegetables, growing grain, hunting, and living in complete isolation.

In the last year, Xiao Jiuzheng almost used the power of statehood. Almost all the households in the world were scrutinized. In nominal terms, strict household registration control was applied. Even domestic servants had to be registered. If the households were false, not only the households were mainly punished, but the chief of the township was also going to suffer to prevent Chengding from evading taxes. On the one hand, it is to find the whereabouts of the thousand elegants. But the world has been turned over, still no trace of a thousand elegance has been found. At this moment, loneliness already feels that sister is no longer in the world. Xiao Jiuzheng was still reluctant to give up, and lonely felt that Xiao Jiuzheng was reluctant to accept reality. So at the age of thirty years, loneliness did not support Xiao Jiuzheng, directly erected a crown tomb for Qianya to worship, the tomb was set near the tomb of the first Imperial Mausoleum, and began to build a mausoleum.

Around the 30th birthday of Qianya, Xiao Jiuzheng had been disturbed until she knew that loneliness had erected a crown grave for Qianya today, which meant that loneliness declared to the world that Qianya was no longer alive. Xiao Jiucheng, after knowing, reminiscent of the fate of Qianya's thirtieth year old, could not accept such reality Xiao Jiucheng, suddenly passed out.

Is Chia still alive? Xiao Jiuzheng himself had no bottom, as if all hope had been drained.

But Xiao Jiuzheng is still reluctant to accept this reality.

Each year, Xiao Jiucheng will bring several guards, along with the Forbidden River, down the river, out of the palace to find a thousand elegant places. She had already gone out once a year, but the day after Chia's 30th birthday, Xiao Jiuzheng took several guards with him again and sailed down the Forbidden River.

“Ma'am, where is this destination?” The guard asked Xiao Jiuzheng.

“Wherever the boat flows, go.” Xiao Jiuzheng searched through all the forbidden rivers, and now he doesn't know where to find them. He can only rely on God's will.

After hiding in the mountains for a year, one day he suddenly remembered Xiao Jiuzheng had given himself a piece of gossip. He thought he could not survive 30 years. Later, he realized that his 30th birthday had passed for some days. I don't know how Xiao Jiuzheng and Loneliness are now. After all, I still can't let go of Chia Ya. With a few stripped furs, I went down the mountain again.

It was only a few days after the lonely descent of the mountain that it became clear that loneliness had erected a crown tomb for itself and started building a mausoleum. Perhaps the gossip was correct. When loneliness was a lonely crown tomb, it meant loneliness had died, but it seemed that he had not died, but lived as an ugly man. That's why Xiao Jiu Zheng couldn't figure out his own 30-year-old life. There were Xuan machines everywhere.

After Chia knew that she had a crown grave, her mood was a little complicated, happy things, they finally let go of their search for themselves, admitted that they were not in the world anymore, sad that they let go.