After decadence (rebirth)

Xiao Jiuzheng was just worried about looking at Chia, acquiescing to all the accusations of Chia, she knew that Chia's emotions had to be released. If she did not burst out to others and spread part of it, she had to digest all the emotions herself, which was really too painful for Chia.

Chia looked at Xiao Jiuzheng, Xiao Jiuzheng now all worries, is to have mercy on her, she does not need mercy, even she feels sorry for herself, but she does not need someone else to pity herself.

Chia Ya rose from the wet ground, but her body did not move for too long. When she rose, she poured forward numbness.

Xiao Jiuzheng immediately reached out to hold Qianya, but was pushed away again by Qianya without mercy, or the force was not controlled at all. Under strong thrust, Xiao Jiuzheng was pushed backwards several steps. The umbrella was broken, and Chia Ya and Xiao Jiuzheng were raining in the rain. Chia doesn't know what she's going to do and where she can go, but she knows that she doesn't want to see Xiao Jiuzheng, let alone return to the palace with Xiao Jiuzheng.

After Xiao Jiuzheng stood steady, he immediately caught up with Qianya and supported Qianya's umbrella. This time, Qianya did not push her, but only accelerated his pace, with the intention of losing Xiao Jiuzheng. Xiao Jiuzheng had to speed up the pace with Qianya. She knew that Qianya didn't want to go back to the palace with herself, but Qianya alone, where else could she go?

“If you follow me again, I'll kill you!” Chia Ya felt an angry, angry threat to follow Xiao Jiuzhu.

“Well, it's not the first time either.” Xiao Jiuzheng said, not at all concerned.

Xiao Jiuzheng all kindness, at this moment Qianya seems evil, in despair, everything is dark, like at this moment, Xiao Jiuzheng's words, in Qianya sounds ridiculous. Isn't it ironic that someone who can't kill herself three or four times, who finally replaces herself and becomes the final winner, is now the fool and failure of her past decade or so?

“I don't mind killing you again.” Chia reached out and pinched Xiao Jiuzheng's neck. With a little effort, Xiao Jiuzheng's neck could be broken by herself. But Qian Ya doesn't have a memory of the hatred of Xiao Jiuzheng, only for more than one month, with Xiao Jiuzheng, little by little, which prevented her from really breaking Xiao Jiuzheng's neck.

Xiao Jiuzheng closed her eyes when Qianya pinched her neck. Even if she lost her memory, she still hated herself.

Qianya looked Xiao Jiuzheng's eyes closed, seemed to be at her disposal, Qianya loosened her hand, she knew she could not do grace will avenge.

“Get lost!" Qianya let Xiao Jiuzheng go. After saying the word to Xiao Jiuzheng, she continued walking aimlessly in the rain. She did not know where she was going, she was homeless and did not know what she was going to do, like a walking corpse.

Xiao Jiuzheng knew that after knowing all the memories, the hatred for himself was not as strong as before. Even the guards didn't come out to stop him, and Chia let herself go, which seemed better than she expected. She thinks that as long as Chia accepts all the realities, perhaps her relationship with Chia has changed, but this is the hardest time for Chia, she is afraid that Chia will not be able to walk.

Even if she knew she didn't want to see herself at this moment, she just couldn't rest assured, so she stayed right behind her.

Not knowing how long they had been gone, Xiao Jiuzheng felt that there was no way to continue like this. She had to stop Chia from continuing like this. Even if Chia wanted to vent her emotions, she could not let her keep raining in the rain.

Just as Xiao Jiuzheng intended to force the guard to stop Qian Ya and return the guard to the palace, Qian Ya suddenly fell in front of him.

Xiao Jiuzheng's heart sinked and immediately ran up, holding the slide to the ground Qianya, looking at the unconscious Qianya, Xiao Jiuzheng's tears filled his face.

Returning to the palace, Chia in a coma began to have high fever repeatedly, which allowed Xiao Jiuzheng to change his wet clothes and stay with Chia. He regretted that he had not stopped the rain in time.

Your doctor said it was just a cold, and after using the soup medicine, it should be fine, but I just don't understand why it is high fever.

Xiao Jiuzheng knows why Chia has always had a high fever and doesn't wake up. That's because Chia doesn't have the will to do business. She doesn't want to wake up, she doesn't want to face a world where everything is lost.

Xiao Jiuzheng was so powerful that he could not evoke a person who had no sense of survival. Xiao Jiuzheng looked at the high fever and the tears slipped down again.

“Chiya, please wake up, okay?” Xiao Jiuzheng shook a thousand elegant hands, slightly swallowed, said that this is the happiest and easiest time in more than a decade. If she knew that she would lose it again, Xiao Jiuzheng preferred that she never die and come back to life. Even if she was always sad, it was an accepted state. Unlike now, she was prepared to accept another loss. That process was always more painful than the result.

“There are people in this world who want you alive, and there are people who love you, and you are not nothing. I tell you a secret, there is a person who likes you for a long time...” Xiao Jiuzheng said, tears, tears have never been heard, these days, it seems like the tears of her life are going to run out.

In Chia Ya's view, reality is the biggest nightmare, she doesn't wake up, she doesn't live in nightmares. She was in another dream where she saw her father and brother, her carefree teenage years. But in the back of the dream, the father and brother said they were going on an expedition. She was afraid that they would stay alone and follow, but the father and brother let her stay. They say someone needs her. Chia doesn't understand. Who needs her but her father and brother? Her father and brother rode away, and she chased one behind her, but she couldn't catch up. In this dream, she was also desperate. At this moment, in the darkness, there was a voice, constantly telling her that I needed you, that I loved you, and she couldn't find it, and who was saying it? She doesn't know who else in the world loves her and needs her. Finally, she felt herself being dragged by a strong hand...

On the third morning of Chia Ya's coma, Xiao Jiuzheng's body had already overrun to its limit, and he was tired of lying by the bed.

Chia opened her eyes and the surrounding environment told her that she was still in the Ninth Palace, not in her lonely room, and that she knew she was still in this nightmare. But her sad emotions seemed to be out of the ordinary. She looked at Xiao Jiuzheng, lying beside her, without any emotional fluctuations, as if nothing was happier or sad. In fact, she was just in another kind of numbness.

Xiao Jiu Achievement was quite tired of sleeping over, but she still couldn't sleep properly. After taking a break for a few hours, she woke up. She woke up and found that Chia had also woken up. Wake up and look forward with no focal length.

“Are you all right?” Xiao Jiuzheng asked worried.

Chia Yamune turned to look at Xiao Jiuzheng and did not answer.

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